keinginan

Aku teringin nak ke kelas agama, dengar ceramah2 semua ustaz ustazah tapi kerana bekerja sepenuh masa, belajar diwaktu malam dan sebagai isteri mithali, semuanya menyebabkan kesukaran.

Bukannya saya jadikan alasan utk mengelak mempelajari utk kehidupan akhirat tapi saya rasa mcm tidak ada masa dan sy terlalu penat.

Ya Allah, aku ingin kau berikan aku petunjuk, hidayah jika aku perlu menjadi isteri sepenuh masa, jalani kehidupan yg biasa utk aku memberi tumpuan utk kehidupan di akhirat kelak.

Aku perlukan kekuatan drmu Ya Allah. Berikanlah petunjuk.

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kepelikan mereka

Setelah lama ku pendam,
Setelah lama ku tinggalkan,
Mereka masih tidak puas,
Masih mahu menggangguku,

Aku pelik dgn mereka,
Apa lagi salahku pada mereka?
Adekah mereka ingin aku mengaku
Bersalah walau bukan aku puncanya?

Aku tidak pernah mengganggu
Malah tidak pernah menghasut sesiapa
Untuk membenci mereka
Tapi apa yang mereka lakukan
Memberi amaran kepada semua
Bahawa aku adelah punca
Punca mereka berpecah

Sialan.

Kepelikan mereka menjadi tanda tanya
Adakah dengan cara begini
Mereka bisa hidup lena?
Sial lah mereka.

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Story of A Friend

I have a friend who was nice to me before but we are no longer friends. i could say my sensitivity have its limits and patient too. I look up at her as a very understanding person and will never forget about her friends at all. I wont mention names but I just want you to know how I feel about this person.

I wonder why she always only looking for me when she have some trouble but when she is happy, she never even share it with me. Am I a spoiler of people's happiness? Am I a relationship destroyer? I do admit i sometimes overlook at one's future or even mine. why I do this?? I dont want to suffer in future. I am suffering since I was born and I wouldnt want my  future life will do too.

Back to this person story, she have another friend too which my closes friend as well. She also only finds her when she needed help n in trouble. Then heard she is gettin married. Suddenly both of us were not invited and make us wonder, did we hurt her? Esp this friend of mine, for me i dont even bother. Dat friend suffered together w her through her downs, and now she is happy and abandon her? And she.even said 'me? Married? Bullshit. Its a rumour' but my parents hv the card. Its funny when u try to run from us but u forget that u still connected to us via our parents. Well, people are weird. Dats all i wanna say.

Luahan Hati Sang Suami

Yesterday, the Jam was pretty bad. merata2 banjir. 2012 is coming to end. Benarkah kita akan kiamat tak lama lagi? Damn!

Anyway, I wanna tell story about my husband today. luahan hati seorang lelaki yang sekian lama memendam rasa.

Sekian lama aku pendam,
barulah hari ini kuluahkan
dari kecil hinga dewasa
aku dikeji dan dihina
mungkin kerana kecacatan otakku
mungkin kerana kelembapanku
tapi itu semuanya sudah tertulis
sebelum aku dilahirkan lagi

aku ditakdirkan bercinta dgn seorg wanita
walaupun garang
aku tahu dia sentiasa memelihara aku
dan melindungi aku walau
aku yang sepatutnya begitu

iya, aku selalu memelihara dia
ketika dia sedang sibuk bekerja
ketika dia penat selepas membanting tulang
segalanya aku pendamkan perasaanku

keluargaku ramai tidak menyukai dia
katanya isteriku mulutnya laser
banyak menyakiti hati mereka
tapi aku terlalu menyayangi dia
kerana aku tahu, apa yang diluahkan
banyak kebenarannya

aku cuba untuk tidak berfikir
aku cuba untuk buang sangka burukku
tapi aku tahu, aku hanya hidup dalam khayalanku
aku bergaduh dengan isteriku kerana mereka
kerana apa diucapkan olehnya
benar belaka.

aku cuba elak.
elak dari kenyataan
tapi kerana kehadirannya menyedarkan aku

penat aku berbuat baik
segalanya tidak pernah dibalas baik
iya, aku memang mengharapkan balasan dari mereka
kerana merak keluarga, tanpa mereka siapa aku
tapi janji tetap ditinggalkan

mereka ingin menolong
tapi mereka menipu
dan mereka tidak pernah serik untuk
memakiku kerana kelemahanku
bukan aku pinta diriku begini
aku cuba perbaiki
tiada siapa yang mahu menolongku
aku cuba memberi semangat kepada diriku
aku gagal

semalam kemuncak kemarahanku
setelah sekian lama aku berdiam
aku sakit, sakit hatiku
isteriku diperlekeh
aku diperlekeh
kami sedar kami bukanlah sesiapa
pada aku, aku menolong kamu
memang tidak mengharap balasan
tapi sekiranya aku membuka perniagaan
bukan aku minta kau menutup periuk nasiku
tapi menyokong
rupanya dalam diam
kau menabur pasir dalam makananku

manusia
tidak pernah kenal erti kesusahan
aku ingin membantu
tapi aku haruslah dibangkitkan
pemikiran engkau sungguh cetek
cetek sekali

tidak lagi terdaya aku bercerita
aku harap hanya Allah sahaja bisa
bisa membalas "kejahatan" kamu
semoga kamu "dirahmati"

ada duit tapi. . .

Aku ade sorang cousin. Marilah namakan sebagai mr G. G Ni da kawin. Wife dia seorg peramah dan socialis mcm aku. Cewah. Mula2 aku ok dgn dia, lama2 aku rase mcm nak hentak die je dgn apa2 yg bole bg die kemek. Meh aku mula dr awal apsal aku marah sgt.

Mr G ni ade mak tiri. Mak asal da pon menghadap illahi. G Xsuka sbb mak tiri sbb kaki bebel n segalanya. G tekad, lepas kawin nak duk jauh. Kebetulan G jumpa si H, H ni amboi, penyayang bkn main tp perangai ada sikit sama dgn mak tiri tu. Bayangkan dgn bini ko bole tahan. Dgn mak tiri x? Ptui. Sama je dedua eko aku tgk perangai.

G pon duduk jauh. Lepas seminggu kawin, nak pindah lekas. Duit mase tu kering sket. Then si G & H asik claim xde duit, apa sumela dgn semua belah G. Tapi bila belah H buat family day, sanggup ke perak, penang, ah serata semenanjung. Maybe dorg subsidi tp kitorg buat xmahal sgt la. Satu family rm500. Kalau share 2family, da rm250 je bayo. Aku share 5org kot dn mak pak aku. Leks je. Tiap kali tanya, xde duit. Tp dlm FB kemain ckp g sana, g sini, shopping sana,sini. BANYAK PLAK DUIT KO?

Aku xkisah kalau ko xnak join, tp ko as a dewasa, da kawin, alat sulit tu da berbulu da, bgtau awal2, 'kami G&H xsuka keluarga G. Sbb mak G ada, sume pon kitorg xsuka'.Tapi xbole mcm tu, nak tula yg besarkan korg. Dia la kasi korg berjaya, didik jd manusia. Tau2 nak tinggalkan mcm tu. Mmg mak G tu annoying. Aku pon slalu sound die, lagi2 bila dia suka sgt menyibuk hal aku. Kdg2 nak je padankan muka mak G tu, tapi aku xsampai hati juga tp aku sound juga ckp 'tu maybe dosa makcik kat sesiapa la dpt anak mcm ni'.

Ya Allah, mengucap. Aku ikutkan hati xsuka juga fam laki aku, lagi2 cousin dia. Aku ckp, aku xsuka ikut dorg n xcukup duit. N aku xpercaya dorg pny pergi 2hari sbb endup 3-4days.

Sampai aritu G & H dtg rumah mak G. Esok pagi2 da nak balik sbb katanya handbag kena curi. So lepas tu diam xde kabo berita. Mcm nak tuduh rumah mak G ni setan. Brg die je hilang, nak perdajal. Ya Allah. Apsal la nak tuduh mcm tu? Yg herannya, org lain pny brg xhilang. Dia aja.

Then dia kata diorg duk jauh, daerah lain. Nak balik slalu xleh. Tp balik belah H tu slalu bole plak? Mcm mana tau? FB bagtau. Kot ye pon nak menipu,xyah upload. Tgk aku je. Xpenah upload sbb aku takot aku tipu someone ke kantoi pula. Tp ni terang2 dan satu fam G tu ade facebook, kitorg xbebal. Bole baca tau.

Nilah manusia.

Sebelah husband aku plak, ade satu family ni. Aku panggil keluarga K. Yg ni pulak, takde duit tp berlagak tu pergh. Mcm kaya. Teringin nak pakai mahal2, ujung bulan pinjam mertua aku sbb xde duit. Da la mertua aku tu mmg xde duit, kau pinjam dorg lg. Anak2, sume sama jela. Xde duit xde duit tp kalau berlagak, mak oi. Baru dpt Interview kat one of d biggest company, da ckp kt FB 'bakal tpt keje baru' pastu canang kat org. Xjadi apa mcm mana.? Xmalu?

Dulu dorg mmg susah, tp xyah nak jd kampong sgt bila da senang, sume nak menunjuk. Xjeles, tp meluat tgk. Xperlu nak menunjuk. KLau Allah tu nak tarik, kau anytime jd papa kedana tau x?

Pelik dgn manusia skang ni. Yg xde duit, nak menunjuk. Yg ade duit, ngaku miskin. Apa salahnya jd jujur? Tp jgn terlalu jujur n baik hati hingga org pijak kepala. Tau batasan. Tau mana nak start n stop. Xyah jd mcm ni. Xde duit, tp nak brg branded sanggup lunch makan maggi xpon mkn biskut kering cicah air masak. Ya Allah. Mmg kepuasan hati tp. . . Aku xsanggup la. Bior la xkaya, janji xhina dimataNya. Subnallah

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@Lizarazak

Happy bday Liza! Org panggil dia cicak. Aku panggil die sahabat. Sbb apa? Walau xkenal aku, die bc blog aku n rapat dgn aku online. Fan aku hahah. *terasa retis ckp ade fan* walhal. Tiga je fan. Hahaha

Anyway happy bday Liza and hope u will be bless w ur bday and hopefully kau jumpa jodoh cepat n kawin. Kawin ko aku dtg insyaAllah. Rajin2 la lepak kt pelamin org supaya jodoh ko sampai hehehe

Bacalah blog ni, khas utk ko ni. Xpenah aku buat ni hahaha

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kesedaran

Aku bersyukur ramai org da sedar skang. Aku pon sikit2 tp blom sepenuhnya. Aku nak solat taubat, tp aku xsure nak taubat mcm mana. Dgrnya, kita kena minta maaf dgn sume orang yg kita pena ckp. Da minta maaf tapi sume xreply. Xdimaafkan.
Sedih aku. Xpela. Aku skang try to change myself to a better person. Aku minta maaf ye kepada semua orang. Aku memang kasar, degil, pemarah, syaiton orangnya. Aku minta maaf pd korg semua. Maafkan aku ye.

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rumah mertuaku

Dulu aku rajin ke rumah mertua aku every week. Sebab aku ade bilik sendiri. Apa aku nak buat pon sukati aku. Tapi few benda aku xsuka rumah mertua aku, salah satu penyebab mata aku makin rabun is dia punya rumah, mak oi. Romantik nak mampos. GELAP xpon lampu yg ado, Seriously malap.

Benci betul aku rumah lampu malap2. Dr malap mcm tu, baiklah xyah ade lampu langsung. Pakai lilin.

Tu sebab aku dulu happy je lepak rumah dia sbb bila nak membaca, aku masuk bilik aku. Sebab atas tula. Aku g toilet je, dorg tutup lampu. Nak bukak balik, malas la kan. Rumah dorg, bkn rumah aku. Kdg2 dorg marah juga dgn aku sbb xturun tp salah dorg jg sbb rumah Malap sangat lampunya.

Second thing aku xsuka pi rumah dia is sbb suma laki2. Dulu ok sbb bilik ada. Skang, tdoq kat ruang tamu. Hang bayang la, xkan aku nak tdoq pakai baju seksi? Sah2 kena tutup aurat dan kena pakai bra. Satu benda yg aku mmg xpenah amal kat rumah. Xbernafas la tetek aku if pakai bra tdo, betul?

So skang aku da bgtau mertua aku. Siap ckp 'jgn rase tersinggung plak. Bkn xsuka, tapi susah. Nak pakai baju sume, dlm bilik air. Eee pantang aku. Lainlah bilik air org putih, kering je. Ni bilik air basah lenjun. Nak pakai seluar tu yg seksa. Dulu time seksi bole la pakai skirt pendek, xla basah. La ni, abeh ujun kaki lenjun. Pastu kulit aku sensitif. Gatal2 kalau basah kat kaki tu.

Skang im searching for a house. Masih bergado lg tatau nak g area mana. Mak aku suruh dekat2. Mertua aku suruh g beli kt Jalan Kebun. Aku nak cyberjaya/puchong/bangi/kajang. Tapi xdela rumah yg murah sikit. Sume mahal2. Geram2 seremban je kang. Hahaha

Oklah. Habis bebelan. Sambung nnt

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raya 2012 - too much or too good?

Hello. Selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin. Alhamdulilah, my wish to wear tudung permanently without anyone forces me too started from 1st Syawal. Hopefully it will stay till my last breathe.

We supposed to balik kampong on malam raya which is 18th Aug night but my mother in law ask me n hubby to stay to help do everything at home. like usual, we never have anyone else to help for that so we both does it. Then pagi raya on 19th Aug, around 12oclock, we went to N9 after my dad, mom n 3rd sis frm my in law's house. Mother in law promise to come over to N9 but they decided not to go and i am not surprise. Well, its always like this. Lol

Then, on 2nd day raya, we went back to Perak around 10pm w in laws. They said soon after i arrived in Puchong, we straight away depart to Perak but younger bro in law wanted to bring along GF which i absolutely objected. Not because they just not married, its Raya for God Sake. Shouldnt u spent w ur family? Enjoy ur single life. After this, no more own family once u are married. Its tiring!

Then we arrived Perak at 2am and we sleep at Batu Gajah. Then when i wokeup its 8.40am then we supposed to bertolak around 11, never happened. We went around 3pm. We visited the grave, then went to Uncle house. We planned to go 5houses unfortunately, it was raining and managed to go only 2house. At 1st house, my bro in laws n hubby together w their cousins were talking and the women were eatin. I saw some weird environment happen where my bro in law GF face were sulkin and she kept smsing someone. Then we are about to go to another house, in the car they were fighting as i heard ' i hate u' 'i dont like it' bla bla bla. I was like hurm. . . Then we arrived at the other house and they look fine. Well, i think. Btw its gonna continue in Malay. Malas nak pikir grammar.

Kitorg makan dirumah maksu. Mase kat meja, cousin2 pompuan sdg seronok cerita. Aku dgn gf adik ipar ade skali dgn adik ipar. Dorg nakcerita kejadian mase kecik2 siapa nakal n auch, they were about to talk about my adik ipar, i stoppped them sbb rase mcm dia ni jenis jeles kot.

Then da balik rumah, sblm nak tdo, dgr bunyi barang jatuh. Mcm nak gado. Kitorg buat tatau then tgk dorg mcm tak bercakap. Tgh hari esoknya, i was talking nicely to my bro in law and he was rude. Rase nak penyepak pon ade tp aku fikir RAYA. kalau x, seriously i would left him on d road side. Kau nak bw girlfriend kau, gado then org lain kena tempias. Tu mmg kurang ajo. Tu sbb dr awal aku xagree ko nak bawa gf kau! Konon nak kenalkan, bole nak kenalkan, buat perangai elok la. Jilaka. Aku pon apo lagi, suruh dorg separate. Jgn nak naik keta aku kalau buat perangai. Nak tgk aku pny baran aku bole tunjuk, aku bw lari husband, korg pila jalan kaki. Jgn arap aku nak bagi muka. Mamposlah sume nak maki aku ke hape. Ingat kau je nak buat perangai.

Then pegi amek pak mertua kat ktm batu gajah, gerak ke Taiping. Sampai sana hujan lebat n sampai rumah pengantin at 6.45pm. Makan2 segala, gerak ke Ipoh singgah 2 rumah. We move to Shah Alam 3am and sampai 6.30am. Jem sikit2.

Biras pemalas aku ikut kali ni, and SHOCKING! bangun awal, rajin menolong kat dapur. Xmacam dulu. Baguslah, ade perubahan. Jangan nak malas je. Tp satu je perangai babi yg masih ade, time org busy, time tu la husband die ajak keluar apa sume. Xguna juga. Org tolong, kau tolong when sume da siap. Baik g mampos je. Ha kan dah. Die jadi rajin tu sbb mak.mertua aku da mengamok siap mcm nak menghalau abg ipar aku, esoknya Terus rajin gile sampai la skang. Mertua da ok tp die tetap makan hati sbb sepatutnya benda ni dididik oleh suami bukan mertua tapi suami pon buat tatau. . . Entahlah.

Anyway, fun raya w/o drama from bro in law. Seriously, jangan ingat kau je ade baran. Org lain ade juga. Aku pny baran x tunjuk je sbb aku kalau da baran, kau tua ke muda ke g matilah. Tiada maaf bagimu dah. Thats why aku control lagi. Xcontrol, serious case nanti. Gerenti mertua aku benci aku, in laws aku benci seumur hidup.

Selamat ari raya.

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Room - shall mom or dad or siblings goes in?

Talking bout room, some people stay together with their siblings, some they have to separate and some just sleep outside n use the room only to change or hidden agenda happenin lol. Especially indicate for those who live w parents because u definitely will lock ur room if u are renting w friends or strangers.

My entry will be mix Malay n English as my grammar is not correct and I am lazy to hear people being grammar nazi for free. Lol

Anyway, kenapa bilik? Why room? Why u need to talk about this? Earlier this evening, i was tweeting w my friend who told said 'eventhough my room is in a mess, i know where.are all my stuff and what to do with it.'

For me, i wont let my family except my hubby (obviously) to come in d room. I would never let others to clean my room because i am d only person who remember where i put my stuff, how did i put it and why i put it there. Mum used to clean my room and I couldnt find EVERY SINGLE THING and have to buy new ones and only after i reclean the room, i found it. Just imagine i wasted almost rm300bucks for some things that i thought was thrown away? Sometimes, i do keep receipts and papers in d room for certain reasons. I will only throw it after 10years keep. U wanna know why? Afraid that i might have to refer to it 10years later. U will never knew what will happen u see. No body understand and believe what I said so they usually throw it. Sometimes, i even take pic of the receipts and the stuff i throw because it might be useable in future. Freaky right? I know. I think so too. Lol.

Once threw a receipt after 2years and suddenly someone asked me if i still have it. Just imagine, i cant claim anything because its more than two years? So i decided to keep things till 10years and will throw once i took d picture of the stuff. Well, it does work sometimes.

Another thing why i dont let anyone entering rooms because i have my old diary that kept all my freaking secret and mak make me didnt trust her anymore. She went into my room and clean, saw the diary and read it. So all my secret that i hide from her was whistle blown by the book itself. Lol is there such words? Hahaah but anyway, i got busted with all my secret and grounded for 3months for it. Just imagine, no tv, no phones., noThing is allowed. My life is like in a prison. So after that incident the door have NO ENTRY sign and locked 24/7.

So, did u like people to clean/enter your room? For me NO WAY JOSE. Its my privacy yoo

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What's New with Wedding Gift?

This is the most annoying for me because I am not good in giving gifts to people of any occasions especially weddings and birthday. Every time when my friend said "it's my birthday" or "join my birthday party" I will be like "Alamak! takde duit la.. Nak kasi apa nei!"

Of course, we can give anything as long as we are sincere but it will be quite a shame moments if they open up ur gift and suddenly yours is the cheapest and the ugliest or the most she/he hated! How? hehe


Then, I came out with this one idea. For weddings, I have to give something useful and usually I will ask the bride/groom what they will do after marriage like where are gonna stay after the wedding and etc. And this is the result of what I will give....


A wok?! Yes! A wok! There are some reasons and let me tell you this. I am not kidding. It's just so useful once you get it from me. I gave this once to my so called 'pet sister', she was laughing and being bullied by others saying that I am being sarcasm to her, but unfortunately, she said "after a while, your wok is making a charity to me!" hahah See! That's a good side of it. What I know, I heard old people said "once you give a wok, actually you are bringing luck to them as you bring good fortune to them". Orang melayu kata Murah Rezeki sbb kasik orang makan. (Im sure after this, many people wants to give this as murah rezeki is needed now!).

For birthday gift, I already have in mind, either doing a moment album of us, own frame or buy something useful. Handbags, travel bags (if she travels alot), lotions, shoes or anything! I will try my best to give nice things that cheap but with arrogant, elegant and expensive looks. So that although the things are like less than RM10, it will look like rm100 instead! heheh

I wanna wish Congratulation to these three amazing couples :
a) Farahiyah & Hubby (forgot his name.. I know it started from F) - 23 rd May 09 (my Standard 6 classmate)
b) Imma & Syed - 31st May 09 ( my friends since I was 0 months)
c) Yusof & Wife (I dont know her name...) - 6th June 09 ( my cousin)

I have many weddings to attend! I'm dead! hahah

July it will be 3 more... ( Ahzam cousins, my cousins, and 1 friend)
august will probably many
September break... Fasting month is forbidden.
October again!!
November oso...
December... will be almost every weekend! hahah

And also will congratulate Ayuni, Kak Nurul, Kak Azrea and Aida because they will give a new born this year!

menantu - pilihan atau jilaka?

Dalam kehidupan perkahwinan, ada dikalangan kita yang menjadi menantu pilihan, kesayangan atau yang langsung x digemari.
Menantu pilihan : rajin menolong, bersopan santun, rajin berborak menyebabkan mertua sangat suka dengan menantu ni. Asal menantu balik je, masak sedap2, sedikan bilik secantiknya dan sebagainya.
Menantu jilaka : malas nak menolong, kurang ajar, langsung x berborak bila perlu or langsung x bukak mulut pon, duduk je dlm bilik balik rumah mertua, tengok tv je x buat apa.
Menantu yang dipilih sendiri oleh anak : ade dua jenis. Satu bagaikan menantu pilihan tersebut. Kedua yang mcm jilaka.
"Penting ke nak jadi menantu pilihan? Apa dapat? Kat rumah pon x rajin, buang masa je! "
Hah! Itulah yang awak tatau. Kalau jenis mertua yang direct, SOUND nye awak, BOLEH BUNUH DIRI lepas tu. Kalau jenis mertua yang "telan jelah. Dia da kawin dgn anak saya", xkesian ke? Ingat mertua awak tu orang gaji awak? Kalau jenis depan baik, belakang mcm nok haram, ko x malu ke kisah kau dijaja kat orang betapa setannya perangai kamu?
Nampak macam salah mertua kan? Actually, kita yang muda ni kenalah berbaik dengan mereka. Dorg bagaikan ibu bapa kita. Meh sy cerita pengalaman saya sebagai menantu. . .
Mertua saya ade 7anak laki2. So biras saya sume.perempuan. Jadi kalau persaingan tu, memang agak tegang juga. Buat masa ini, menantu yang sah ade 4. Yg no 1,2,5,6 sahaja. Yang lain masih blom ada jodoh. No 4 hilang. So tinggal dua saja.
So, no 1 sangat alim menantunya. Tudung selabuhnya dan rajin. Borak pon best je. No 2 die kadang2 je ade, but memang okaylah. Bukan menantu pilihan sangat tapi dah bercinta kan? No 5 homai. . . PEMALAS GILE. nak menolong ikut angin dia. Keje dia tgk tv je. Mcm tv tu nak lari la esoknya kan. Bila disuruh barulah buat, itupon liat. Pastu nak buat apa ikut kepala dia je. Contoh kalau nak jalan2, if die kata nak g situ, jangan tukar plan. Dia xkan bergerak sampai sume pergi ikut dia. Kalau die yang plan xpe, ni kita plan, kita kena ikut dia. Mak mertua, abang ipar sampai bengang dengan dia.
Macam saya, memang menantu paling out pada awalnya. Mertua saya kalau bole cakap dengan suami, jangan kawin dengan saya sbb sy ni baran melampau, kalau da kurang ajar memang x bertapis. Almaklumlah, saya ni jujur. Marah tu means salah or care. Kalau betul, xdenye gua nak marah. Xkirela tua ke.muda ke, kisah plak. Mak plak g cerita kat mertua yang saya ni pemalas, xreti masak. Maklumlah anak bongsu. Tu sebabnya mertua xkasi suami kawin sbb xnak dpt menantu yg sama mcm no 5 tu.
Tapi mak pulak xtau, saya ni aish, malas nak puji diri sendiri tapi terpaksa juga hahahha. Dr umo 7tahun, slalu lepak dgn orang gaji utk belajar masak. Cakap je masak apa, gua terer. Rendang perak, rendang n9, gulai lemak cili api, kicap, masak merah, sambal, u name it. I can do it. Cuma betullah ckp mak aku, aku pemalas. But kat rumah. And i will be rajin if my OCD tetiba datang. U will be shocked. Bilik akan bertuka rupa every 2months. Sbb OCD saya datang 3bulan skali.
Tapi orang gaji saya da ajar saya, juga mak lah yg obvioussly da lupa yg dia ajar saya bahawa jika kita ke rumah orang, malas mcm mana pon rajinkan diri. Jangan buat mcm rumah sendiri. Tu sebab saya kat rumah mertua ingat lepak je.? Penat mental dan fizikal pon buat juga kecuali kalau flat tahap babun.
Dari menantu yang x disukai mak mertua, disebabkan ajaran mak dan orang gaji saya, MENANTU PILIHAN SEH!! tu sbb saya pon rajin mengkaji perangai mereka. Apa mereka suka, apa yang x suka so i wont do the same mistakes like others did. Cuma penyakit mulut koaja aku tu je yang xleh tolong. Hahah dan juga saya xpakai tudung. Tu juga kelemahan sayalah. Lain sume lepas kawin je cover. Saya jahat, nak kaver buat hape kalau masih buat benda2 yg xsepatutnya. Lol xyah la tau, penyibuk!.
Well, rajin2kanlah diri tu sebab ingatlah mertua kamu tu mcm mak kamu juga. Rujuk balik entry sebelum ni either mak mertua kamu tu jenis mcm mana. Mertua saya jenis bercerita so risaulah kalau sy ni pemalas, dia cerita dgn semua orang, kan drop my water face? So before it drops, lets do this. Kadang2 mertua perli ada sebab, xyah nak kecik hati sangat. Syurga suami masih ditapak kaki ibu, so syurga kamu dibawah tapak kaki suami, so kena ingat, kecik hati ibu mertua, x aman alam rumah tangga tau.
*pinggan paling mahal yg jarang digunakan mak mertua dirasmikan oleh saya sblm g Jepun dan dia kata khas sbb special occasion. Menantu lain xdapat tau? Hahhahahaha
Sekian wasalam.

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Mak Mertua - Kejam atau Baik?

Salam.
Sejak cerita Ibu Mertuaku, ramai juga yg takot nak berkahwin atau rela berkahwin dgn anak yatim. Tapi mereka nak ke dgn awak? Haha ade ibu mertua yg baik, ade yg kejam dan ade yg talam dua muka. Ramai kawan2 saya kdg2 takot nak rapat dengan mertua, ade tu siap duduk jauh gile dari mereka supaya jumpa skali skala, sakit hati pon skali skala.
Ramai kata mak lelaki yg kejam, heh? Ade juga yg perempuan lagi2 kalau lelaki tu xkaya sangat or berpangkat rendah dari bini. 
Mak mertua kejam mcm mana? Mak mertua baik mcm mana? Yg talam mcm mana pulok? Lets list it down.
1) Buat apa pon xkene. Sbb bukan menantu pilihan. Slalu panggil yg disukai datang rumah untuk bagi dia cemburu. Selalunya belah lelaki, maklumlah laki bole kawin 4. Lepas da kasi kawin, abaikan bini pertama tu. Ade saja alasan mertua nak bg suami xbalik rumah yg first.
2) Menantu pemalas nak mampos. Mak mertua xnak cakap. Depan menantu layan baik je., belakang, homai.
3) mak mertua layan lebih mcm anak sendiri. Dpt bilik sendiri, slalu masak makanan kegemaran menantu sampai biras, ipar duai cemburu tahap nak bunuh pon hado.
So dimana level mak mertua anda.? Saya? Hahahah saya taknak cakap. Takde la no 1 tu. No 2 & 3 adelah. Hahah
Lepas ni sy kasi tips menjadi menantu yg baik dan apa menantu evil or menantu sial.

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Wonders in Life

Sometimes I do wonder, what does Allah plan for me. Why am i not fortunate enough to get a baby, why am I not fortunate to get a wealthy life. But i open up my eyes bigger and bigger. It seems like i am not d only one. There are more people who are not lucky or unfortunate.

Some people were tested even worst. Very rich but with children are not healthy, abnormal kids or down syndrome. Some are very poor but they live happily w 8-12 children. They managed themselves pretty well, but for me. . .

Every single day, i wanted to learn new things and now im tired. All i wanna do myself n for d loves one and sometimes i do think, do they ever think about me? Do they give up on me? Have their given up that easy to be someone whom i trust?

It keeps playing in my mind. Why do i have this huge debt? What did I do in the past that makes me become like this? Is it because i was rude to mum n dad? Is it because i never be thankful to God? Is it because i never pray before? Or is it because how mean I was towards d people on the earth.?

Alhamdulilah, though i have done all this, Allah gives me good experiences and advantages in life. I got to go Japan for study n work, I got to observe people surrounding and try not to do the same mistakes, i am blessed w my husband that really loves me so much no matter how crazy my attitude is and for most, for two families that I am attached to. My own n my family in law. Same goes to my family in Japan. I miss them so much!

I think i will try to tweet less and blog more. Monolog between these two. Haha. Love you.

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khairat kematian

Saya nak kongsi sesuatu utk pembaca2 yg beragama Islam. I am not really religious but i just want people to know and be reminded.

Pernah dengar pasal khairat kematian? Yang rajin ke Masjid taulah agaknya. Yang xrajin maybe dengar2 dari jiran2 pon ya.

Khairat kematian ni seperti persatuan, bayar rm2 paling murah sebulan seorang utk setiap orang atau sekeluarga. Xwajib tapi rm24setahun tu xdelah beban ye dak. Khairat kematian nih utk menolong kita if ade sesiapa dalam keluarga yang meninggal. Dari awal jenazah sampai hinggalah sampai ke kubur. Semua orang masjid yang tolong buatkan.

Tu sbb kita kena rajin ke masjid, bila orang x kenal, walaupun ahli khairat kematian, at least dorg tau siapa yang meninggal. Kita ramai kawan pon xguna if sorang pon tatau macam mana nak uruskan jenazah, nak contact siapa, nak korek kubur mcm mana. Semua tu kita kena amek tahu.

Pilihlah masjid yg berdekatN utk daftar khairat kematian. Lagi2 yg x duduk dgn family tu. Sebagai seorang Muslim n kawan anda., beringatlah.

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Kasih Antara 2

Yana bangun dan melihat sekeliling. Dia terkejut. Seingatnya, semalam dia masih di rumah Fara, teman sekuliahnya. Tiba-tiba sahaja dia berada di satu bilik asing... Yana terkejut kerana tiada seutas benang pon dikulitnya. Yana menangis. Zakuan keluar dari bilik air dan terkejut melihat Yana menangis.

"Kenapa ni sayang?" tanya Zakuan. "Sampai hati you Zack!I sangkakan you betul-betul sayang I. Ini ke balasan I sayang you?! Dengan tubuh I??" jerit Yana. zakuan berang... Mahu saja dipukulnya Yana kerana menuduhnya tanpa sebab. "You takde hak nak tuduh I bukan-bukan!". "Bukan-bukan? Habis kenapa I macam ni? Kenapa you boleh ada dibilik hotel ni? Seingat I, I kat rumah Fara!"

"Berapa kali I dah cakap dengan you? Fara tu bukan kawan baik you! Dia hampir-hampir menjual you semalam! Ini kira nasib baiklah I ikut kereta Fara dari belakang dan intai dia. kalau tak, i pun tak tahulah apa jadi dengan you! And, by the way, dont forget that I never knew your house so that's why we're here!" Yana terdiam. Dia cuba ingat kembali ketika dia berada di rumah Fara.

"Minumlah dulu Yana. Nanti kejap lagi I hantar you balik", pelawa Fara sambil duduk di atas riba Ikmal. "Hmm ok.. tapi cepat ya! Aku tak siap lagi assignments. Takut lah kalau lambat hantar." Fara senyum dan berlalu ke dapur. Yana melihat Ikmal semakin leka merenungnya. Yana gelisah kerana dia berasa rimas dengan sikap Ikmal. Fara datang membawa air. Lepas minum, tiba-tiba dia berasa pening dan dia teringat Fara menyuruhnya tidur di biliknya dulu. dan...

"Kau bernasib baik, aku sempat menghalang Ikmal. Ikmal dan dua kawannya hampir merogol kau!" jelas Zakuan. "oleh kerana aku tidak tahu rumah kau, aku bawa kau ke hotel. Pakaian kau ni, aku minat house keeping yang bukakan. dan aku baru tiba sini sebaik aku bangun pagi. Tak mandi pun! tu aku masuk basuh muka sbb aku bangun2 tros bergegas ke hotel". Yana tergamam. Die tidak sangka Ikmal sanggup sekeji itu. Dia minta Zakuan bawa dia kerumah Fara. Senyap2 mereka berdua masuk, dilihatnya Zakuan dan dua lelaki itu bersama Fara tidur diatas katil bersama. Yana berasa jijik lalu keluar. "aku xsangka Fara rupanya. . ." "aku tau Yana. Aku pernah lihat dia bersama beberapa lelaki dalam satu video lucah. Kawan aku tunjuk suruh beritahu kau, tapi kau asyik membangkang." Yana menangis. Dia tidak menyangka Fara sanggup buat perkara terkutuk itu. Patutlah Ikmal pernah mengatakan hobi dia mesti sama dgn Fara. Tapi Fara sempat menahan Ikmal dr terus berbicara. Dalam diam, Zakuan ada agendanya tersendiri. Semakin lama, Yana semakin rapat dengan Zakuan. Fara cuba mendekati Yana tapi dihalangan Zakuan. Ikmal juga diberi amaran keras. Satu hari, Yana jatuh sakit. Dia minta Zakuan hantar ke klinik. Kebetulan hujan yang turun dgn lebat menyebabkan dia payah nak keluar Rumah. Rancangan harus diteruskan. Zakuan kerumah Yana, kilat sabung menyabung. Zakuan kerumah Yana dalam keadaan basah. Tanpa disedari, mereka bergelumang dgn Zina. Pintu diketuk, Jabatan Agama menahan mereka ketika sedang bersama. Zakuan tersenyum. Rancangannya berjaya. Dalam diam, Zakuan berpakat dgn Fara untuk merosakkan Yana atas dendam Yana ketika zaman sekolah dulu yang menolak cintanya akibat kemiskinan. Kini, dia berjaya memalukan Yana dengan sebegitu cara. Mendapatkan Yana secara terkutuk supaya Yana terikat dengannya. Malam sebelum Ikmal bercadang merogol Yana, Zakuan telah pon berpakat dgn Fara dan Ikmal. Rupanya Ikmal juga pernah tidur bersama Fara sebagai tanya persetujuan. Zakuan membayar Ikmal dan dua rakannya. Yana menangis, mengenang dosanya. Kejadian ketika usia 15tahun kembalim engimbau. Apa yang terjadi antara Yana dan teman baiknya Fazlin, terjadi kembali kepadanya. Fazlin membunuh diri akibat maruah diragut 5 lelaki sekali gus.

What's New with my Gackt?

I cant believe it....Gackt is soo soo soo soo soo soo damn talented and really gOod in his acting... I mean I saw his movie Moon Child and Furin Kazan but Mr Brain is totally different thing.... He's a killer and he's quite psychotic... Man I just love him to the max! Gackt... I love you even more !!!

Fitnah Terkumpul LOL

Pernah terfikir x selama hidup korang ni ade berapa banyak fitnah yg orang da cakap psl engkorang? Xsure kan? Sy n husband banyak fitnah yg dibuat orang dr kami kecik hinggalah da kawin ni. Maklumlah, manusia kan kalau yg keruh tu cepat aje masuk otak, yg jernih tu susah betei. Minumlah gingko biloba banyak mana ponn yg buruk tu masuk dulu dr yg baik. Mcm sy, banyak dah fitnah org buat. Nama yg fitnah dirahsiakan atas menjaga aib mereka. Lets see how many i have. Hahah 1) jual nama kwn nak lari dr kena belasah - xjual pon, org tu psg spy kot. 2) dituduh mencuri kat sekolah, walhal time tu tgh sakit duk dlm bilik PBSM 3) dituduh merokok kat sekolah. Rupanya merokok kat KLCC. Kena sound kt sekolah. Jadah 4) dituduh buat pornography under age. Aku umo 15 time ni. Lol 5) dituduh jual perempuan dikelab malam. Tuduhan ketika umo 15 gak. Jual bdk sekolah aku plak tu. Hahah lepak dgn dorg pon x. Lol 6) dituduh melacur (sbb byk duit bw seminggu) mase tu rm20 pon kire banyak per week 7) dituduh bw member rompak rumah. Mase tu tdo luar, kecurian terjadi 3days in a row. 8) dituduh bw laki balik rumah dan bersenggama 9) dituduh bersenggama dirumah org depan parents 10) dituduh bersenggama waktu parents g mekah. Balik tu aku kena sebat dgn paip. Tahan jela. 11) dituduh buat cerita. (setiap kali pon) ntahlah. 12) dituduh menyorok tp sbnrnya g Jepun for exchange program. 13) dituduh berzina di ruma mertua ketika blom kawin. Walhal naik keatas pon xpenah. 14) dituduh menggunakan sihir utk mengorat suami. Lol ni paling bodo 15) dituduh mengawal suami sbb die xjd keje kat tpt orang tu. Walhal laki aku bgn lambat dan terlupa. Lol 16) dituduh menghasut segala manusia jgn kwn dgn org tu, xhasut pon. Org nampak sendiri perangai sialan tu. 17) dituduh merosakkan rumah tangga orang walhal sebaliknya 18) dituduh bg suami nasi kangkang hahahha Oi banyaknya hahah. I do think banyak lagi tapi pada korang, mana yg kelakar? Kenapa org dengki sangat dgn saya? Nak kata secantik Tyra Banks mungkinlah, nak kata sekaya Oprah blom lagi sampai tahap tu. Doakanlah ye. Hahah lets reflect what makes u say something about someone then what makes u got it back. I admit i may say something bout people but this is who I am. I dont know how to be diplomatic. Lol Well, dats all for now baybeh. Salam Ramadhan

Politikus dan Pengundi

Semalam kecohlah pasal DEBAT PTPTN yang dihadiri YB Khairy Jamaludin dan YB Rafizi,.kecoh juga penyokong2 UMNO and PKR.

Objective lari. Topic pasal harus mansuh ke tidak? tetiba cerita pasal politik dan perli memerli.
Khairy pon salah, adeke hentam PKR? tak patut pon. PKR pon satu, ade ke hentam kerajaan balik. but both have good points, but their points mcm tak relevan dgn topic. patut topic buat topic bebas je. habis cerita.

Disebabkan mereka juga, aku gado dgn in law aku. Aku type kat FB waktu ulangan Debate ni jam 1.47am. "nak sokong pembangkang ke, kerajaan ke, kalau tak register as a voter, jangan banyak cakap ah. aku hempok karang, sesia je. jangan salahkan kerajaan guna undi palsu la apa la, bila suruh mengundi, malas. bila kerajaan tries to do everything they can, mengumpat. 1 vote can change". disebabkan perkataan aku HEMPOK karang, they said I am pro government, memang suka ckp mcm tu.

Pro pembangkang memang suka tuduh sesuka hati. sama je pembangkang dgn kerajaan, suka tuduh sesuka hati. Its not my family yg i nak hempok, whoever yang tak register, jangan banyak cakap. u have your right to vote, why not you vote instead kutuk kerajaan/oppositions for not doing their job. pong pang pong pang tak jalan juga. As a rakyat, you need to vote. kat Indonesia tu, lagi teruk tau kes rasuah dorang.

Thats why they want Bersih 3.0 Disebabkan kebangangan sesetengah pihak yang datang tanpa hala tuju, menjadikan ianya nama buruk. Bersih is supposely utk bersihkan segala kekotoran dalam PiliharanRaya. aku x join Bersih pon aku tau tujuan. tapi yang dtg, nak tolong BERSIHKAN polis apasal? korang pon satu, kalau nak jadi riot sangat, g duduk indonesia tu,belasah orang sana instead of nak huru harakan Malaysia. Dorg kata "kami x vote, mcm mana bole nama kami tersenarai. kami tak penah pergi pon vote!" ataupon "ayah da meninggal 3tahun lalu, tetiba nama dia tersenarai sbg voters". Ade kau update kat SPR yang ayah kau da meninggal? pikir rasionallah. memang sijil mati tu ade, kita ni masih negara ketiga, tak maju lagi. everything kena update sendiri. yes, memang salah dorg pangkahkan tapi that can help us to stop that okay? Maybe da ade system tu nak update, tapi taulah Malaysia masih belom maju. Mereka pon maybe tak terfikir pasal tu.

Anyway, disini saya nak tegaskan, saya bukan pro government atau oppositions. Dedua masih dalam perantauan saya, saya masih ditakuk lama sbb Tun Mahathir, Tun Hussein Onn, Tun Abdul Razak dan Tuku Abdul Rahman masih dihati. saya tak nampak perbezaan yg dibuat oleh yang selepas ini. sila convenience kan saya :) 

Tudung - Why I still not attached to it

semalam, aku pergi kerja pakai baru kurung. Kereta aku masuk workshop so my in law decided to pick me up with my bro in law, nephew and husband. Then dalam kereta mcm biasalah we borak gegila. Dah sampai rumah, suddenly, mak mertua aku tanya satu soalan cepukmas. since you guys dah baca the title, mesti korang tau apa yang dia tanya kan? die cakap dengan makan dalam sampai bole tercucuk jantung dgn rusuk.

"Ha! kan lawa pakai baju kurung ni! Da elok dah semua. Satu je tak cantik, TUDUNG! kalau Pakai kan Cantik! Habis sume tudung dah kena bakar ke?!"

Aku tatau nak jawab apa, aku ckp "husband pon tonggang langgang semayang, wawa pon jahat lagi, how?!" "Takpe, pelan2 pakai tudung tu. Tudung tu WAJIB, berdosa tau tak tak pakai. Suami hang kena tanggung. tak kesian kat suami ke!?"

Errrrr kan da kena ceramah. lol.

Yes, I am now slowly nak tutup aurat ni, tapi tak guna juga kalau masih merokok, keinginan nak jadi penari masih ada. keinginan nak lepak kat club dgr lagu2 masih ada. takkan siang pakai tudung, malam lepak pub, minum air halal lah tentu tapi menari2 siap pakai tudung? tak semenggah oi. org arab pon bukak purdah masuk kelab.

Aku skang tgh kumpulkan iman, try nak kemaskan segala wardrobe aku supaya takde dah baju seketat2nya. buat apa pakai tudung tapi baju mcm sarung nangka. bukankah nak menutup aurat itu perlu betul2? ha! jangan terkejut kalau aku tetiba pakai purdah tapi takde la sampai mcm tu. kemungkinan aku akan pakai tudung labuh je tutup breast and tutup bontot yg ala2 beyonce kena jarum.

Dulu memang aku pakai tudung, tapi senyap2 juga buat keje jahat. x ke hipokrit namanya tu? aku pon kasar, ade orang penah sound aku "pakai tudung tu, elok2 la cakap tu. ni macam gangster". aku jd terbatas nak buat apa saja. yes, dalam Islam memang lah ade batasnya tapi sampai aku jadi takot nak buat everything. mcm mana nak hidup mcm tu?

Kdg2 aku jenis butthurt (eh mcm slalu je) sebab aku xleh tahan if org kutuk org yg pakai tudung. tu sebab aku mcm alamak, xbestnya. free hair pon at least kau dah memang freehair, org akan katalah apa dorg suka. janji time solat, kita solat. tak mcm dorg yg pakai tudung, memang solat pastu memekak dalam surau mcm takde adab. yg dituduh, pompuan x pakai tudung buat bising. haish. kesian kami yg free hair. jangan nak kata itu lindungan Allah sangatlah. itu sbb org tak nampak kau bole tipu la. Allah nampak kot. ingat, CCTV dia dgn kita tau belah kiri kanan.

Doakanlah aku supaya kekal imanku. insyaAllah by end of this year (tahun islam) kemungkinan aku akan pakai tudung for good. Just pray for me okay? doakan aku dapat baby juga, because i did say, if Allah kasi aku rezeki nak ade anak by end of this year, insyaAllah, i would want to berhijrah, Ikhlas ni dari hati. Doakanlah kebahagiaan saya ok?

Thank you!

Twitter - Truth about it

It was fun in 2009/2008. I was just tweeting about Michael Jackson, stalking all the Hollywood celebs and all the hardship I went through with my life. Nobody bothered.

2010 - where gaining followers after few twtup. It was fun. Less gossip, always fun fun fun. nobody talks about another people. they only talk about what they love!

2011 - followers growing. drama starts! knowing more people and everybody is seeking attention. Some be closed, some cried and some being ignorance.

2012 - those who are in one group torn apart, some still remain, some fuckups, too many twtups!

2013 - Not sure. Wait for excitement?

Interesting Pictures

 How discipline the japanese are. even when they are outside their house. 

 Japanese Sado. (Green tea)

 the most beautiful view ever at Kojimachi Park near the Police Station and Tokyo FM

 Glooming Sakura turn to Green. Its off season!

 Smoking Area built by Japanese

Pink Sakura 

The best Takoyaki

 Toneri Koen for the Spring Festival

 Tokyo Dome Theme Park

 Meiji Jingu Mae

 Infront of Fujifilm Building

 Odaiba!

Eyes on Japan

 Tokyo Tower in Day Time

 Odaiba Rainbow Seat Love

Japanese Art Museum - A MUST GO!

 Takoyaki!

 Statue of Liberty Japan

 Dog covered by Snow :)

 Kojimachi Koen at night during Winter

 Kaminari Mon.

 Massage parlour - name inspired by Malay language

 Tottori Sand-dune or Sakyu in Tottori Prefecture.

 Wakasa Skii Arena

 Nan Cheese Pakistani style in Akihabara

 The triangle cross road

Kimono Ladies.

attractions in Japan

There are many attractions you can go in Japan. I have been for almost two months and i never stop to go anywhere during weekends. Therefore, here are some amazing places you can go in Tokyo area.

For muslim, i knew some places that u can eat w/o doubt as it is Halal.

Malay Kampung - take Tokyo Metro Hibiya Line and stop at Hatchobori. Direction is to Kita Senju. From there, you can walk 5mins to the shop. It is behind family mart near Mizuho Bank. Its very small shop 1st floor but you can call them. Shin is the owner from Ipoh that stays here for 10years. The best i have test the food is Nasi Ayam, Nasi goreng and Teh Tarik ;). Feel like home. Aaaahhh

Siddique Nan - akihabara area. Take Tokyo Metro Ginza Line to Suehirocho direction to Asakusa. Over there, the naan cheese and tandori were superb. Try it, very nice. Beriyani kambing also very delicious. It is around 600yen for cheese naan and. 600yen for thigh+leg tandoori. Quite cheap ;) rm40+

To buy halal good. You can go to Shin-okubo using Yamanote Line. From the station, you can see matsumoto shop. Take the street and you will see the Pakistani shop. Chicken, beef, mutton, lamb and spices are at the shop. Cili padi too :)

In Harajuku, there is one kebab shop that smell freaking delicious near harajuku street. Try the kebab, its halal of course. Freaking nice. Only 500yen (rm20).

In Roppongi, there are many few Pakistan/Arabic shop. All sell kebab, arabic food and drinks. They also have shisha but its fraking expensive. Rm80 per bottle for an hour. Yeah, not like malaysia, rm80 lapan botol without hour.

Ps : most of the shop do sell beer. This is due to the demand by the government as if you choose not to have it, they afraif your shop cant survive as Japanese love beer, sake and alcohol so much so close your eyes okay?

Then main attractions for sight seeing

Tokyo tower - take hibiya line of tokyo metro to kamiyacho. Around 500 meter from the station. Check the yellow signboard at the station to seek for the exit. Dont worry, its written in English too. You can see it also from Roppongi. Its a walking distance.

Shibuya - shibuya 109, OIOI Women, OIOI Men, its the best place for you to go shopping for Japanese style. Quite cheap during sales. Shall go here if u are crazy about fashion.

Harajuku - shall i say more? Lol

Meiji Jingumae - if you have visited harajuku, dont miss out to visit this temple own from Meiji emperor. Take chiyoda line of tokyo metro to meiji jingumae. Once you go you from station, you walk to the forest, its inside there. If you go on Saturday and it is your lucky day, they will be a marriage ceremony. You can see gorgeous japanese kimono worn by the bride and groom. Best time to go, feb till nov.

Ultraman city - take chiyoda line of tokyo metro to yoyogi uehara, then change to odakyu line to soshigaya okura. When you go out, you can find many ultraman posters and also outside the station, there is ultraman first. Thats is for those who love ultraman. Haha nothing much

Ultraman goods - Tokyo station is the best place for you to go and search for the shop. Take marunoichi line to Tokyo and walk to Yaesu North to find the shop. Walking inside the tokyo eki is actually

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How to Speak Easy Japanese

Hi All,

I forget to teach you how to read the ingredient. This is very simple.

豚　－BUTA - PORK
牛　－GYUU - BEEF
鶏　－TORI－CHICKEN
肉　－ＮＩＫＵ－ＭＥＡＴ


*Meat here doesnt mean BEEF Meat. It does contain any meat (including pork) so better you ask them first.
Here is how to tell them in japanese. I will write in Japanese and in Roman so that you know how to talk to them.

どちらの食べ物は豚肉が穿いてないですか。
Dochira no Tabemono wa butaniku ga hai te nai de su ka.
Which one of the food here does not contain any pork?

そうですね。こちらは豚肉が穿いています。
Sou desu ne. kochira wa butaniku ga haite imasu.
Okay. This food does contain pork.

もし、良ければ、豚肉にとってもらいませんか。
Moshi, yo kere ba, buta niku ni totte mo rai masen ka?
If you dont mind, can you take out the pork?

豚肉は無しにします。
Buta niku wa nashi ni shi masu.
i dont want any pork in this meal.

Sometimes, they will ask you why you dont eat. So here the Q & A.

なぜ豚肉を食べられませんですか。アルーレギ？
Naze, buta niku o tabe rare masen desu ka? Aru-regi?
Why cant you eat pork? Allergic?

いいえ、イスラーム教　ですが、豚肉はダメですね。
Iie, isuramu kyou desu ga, buta niku ha dame desu ne.
No, I am an Islam, therefore, I cant take pork.

はい、わかりました。ちょっと聞いてみますので、ちょっと待ってくださいませんか。
Hai, wa ka ri ma shi ta.Chotto kiite mimasu no de, chotto matte kudasai masen ka?
Okay, understand. I would need to ask them, could you able to wait for the moment?

豚肉だけですか。他のは大丈夫ですか。
Buta niku dake desu ka? hoka no ha daijyoubu desu ka?
Only pork right? others is okay?

if you doesnt want to take any meat at all, just say this.

私はお肉が食べられないですが、どちらの食べ物はお肉が穿いてませんか。
Watashi wa o-niku ga tabe rare nai desu ga, dochira no tabe mono ha o niku ha haite imasen ka?
I cant eat any kind of meat, which of the food here doesnt contain any meat at all?

So, good luck with your japanese speaking :)

the word that has been  U  is the word that you dont need to pronounce. Instead of DE- SU, make it as DES. Later :)

Halal Food in Japan Part 2

Hey! I am back! Here is the part 2 - Where to buy Halal Food.

If you stay longer in Japan, you may want to buy halal food to cook it yourself. I usually go ShinOkubo to buy my halal stock meat. You can find most of the things to cook such as lamb, chicken, beef, tamarine, kunyit, serai and other stuff there. It is run by Pakistani.

How to get there?

Take Yamanote Line heading to Shinjuku and take Shin Okubo station. When you go out from ShinOkubo, find a shop call Matsumoto. Make sure Matsumoto shop is on your right and turn right. Just walk around 5-10meter (sorry, my math isnt good) the shop is located on your left hand side. In front of the shop you can see KPop Shop. (No connection but easier for you to see the shop). Its very small but many things are there.

before I forget, the earlier post of Part 1 I did mention about Halal Shop. Most of them will sell beer and alcohol as one of the shop requirements. This is because if they didnt sell that, its hard to make good money because they not only targeting Malays/ Muslims, they also targetting Japanese and other religions to taste their food.

http://mall.azhar.jp/oc/ <-- this is the link for you to buy online for at least 1-3months stock.

http://islamcenter.or.jp/eng/halalfood.html here is the list where you can buy the halal stock.

http://www.bento.com/r-indian.html - Indian Restaurants all over Tokyo

http://www.halalthailand.com/eng/content.php?page=content&category=14&id=123 - Halal guidance.

taken from http://www.japan-guide.com/forum/quereadisplay.html?0+37962



if u are muslim and want to eat halal for religious reasons, you could always eat seafood. I lived in Seoul(south korea) for a while and its almost impossible to find cheap halal food, almost every muslim who sells you halal food does it for the money and tricks u for it. so my advice is just say ''bismillah'' and eat anything(except pork of course) and always remember that '' al-din yusr'' which is translated to '' religion is simple'' its a blessing and not a bother. ramadan kareem everyone


What has been said by this writer is actually true. They sometimes do it for Money so its usually very expensive. You can eat Soba or Udon (just ask for only vegetarian or Tempura Soba or Udon) its only cost you 500-1000yen (if there is a set) but for Halal food, its not like in Malaysia, you buy roti canai and you get curry for free. the Nan its 600yen and the curry sometimes goes up to 1000yen above.If you are not a vegetarian or a seafood eater, better train yourself because it is easier for you to say that you don't consume meat rather than troubling yourself. 
My advice is you shall try all Japanese food while you were in Japan because the taste is tastier in Japan. 
There is a shop call Standing Sushi Bar in Kojimachi Station (Yurakucho Line of Tokyo metro) exit 2, turn to your left after you see a statue boy, walk around 50meter and you can find the shop on your left handside. (blue signboard next to an Indian shop). The Sushi here is delicious!!! Ask for Aburi Engawa with Fon-gu, it is totally HEAVEN!! 
You can also search for Sushi Zanmai, there are everywhere but Sushi Zanmai in Malaysia is not the same branch in Tokyo. I asked them, they dont even know there is such place in Malaysia but I asked the staff, not the owner. So I am not really sure if they are connected to each other. Sushi Zanmai is expensive here, because one sushi (usually we get 2 at one price right) but there, one piece is over 95yen above but Standing Sushi at Kojimachi, 1 biji is 75yen, so cheaper. 
Therefore, I am out from here. 

Halal Food in Japan Part 1

Hello! Its almost time for me to leave this beautiful country. Seriously, I dont want to go back but I have some other responsibilities in Malaysia, so here I am giving you tips about restaurant in Japan.

In Japan, everywhere you go there must have pork in the food but not all. Those who are not really strict with religion, I am suggesting you these food but please remember what I have teach for you to speak Japanese to ask if there is any pork in the ingredient. To be easy, just say you are vegetarian or you can only eat seafood and vegetarian. No meat. Click HERE to see how to speak/tell them that you cant eat pork

http://www.tokyometro.jp/en/subwaymap/pdf/routemap_en.pdf

Above is the map for you to check where you shall go.If you are staying for longer period, I suggest you to get the PASSMO card or SUICA card for the Tokyo Metro. If you have this card, you can reload 1000Yen, 2000Yen, 5000Yen, 10,000Yen. (RM40, RM80, RM200, RM400). You dont need to buy the ticket if you have these PASSMO card.

Okay now, I want to tell you where is the best place to eat for Halal Food. First, I would like to introduce Malay Kampung. The owner of the Shop is Shin. He is from Ipoh. The food there excellent. I have tried Nasi Ayam, Nasi Goreng and also Teh tarik makes you feel like home.



Take Hatchobori (Hibiya Line of Tokyo Metro) Exit A5 then you walk straight till you see Docomo Shop. Then turn left and go straight till you see Family Mart. Go behind family mart and walk 20meter and you see on right Malay kampung on 1st Floor. 〒104-0032 Chuo-ku, Tokyo森田ビル2F 1-4-8 Hatchobori
+81-3-3537-6690 - 
Call Shin if you cant find the shop, he can help you to guide. He can speak English and Malay because he is Chinese Malaysian but he have Japanese slang hehe. So cute.

Another shop called Malay-Chan. http://www.lonelyplanet.com/japan/tokyo/restaurants/malaysian/malaychan

You can find the map at the link for you to go there. I never eaten there but my husband ate Nasi goreng belacan and it was delicious. Its spicy too.

Another shop call Siddique. http://vege-navi.jp/?.79.2. You can find it here. The Cheese Nan and Chicken Tandoori IS SUPERB. Another shop is located at Suehirocho (Ginza Line - Tokyo metro) take the exit and just walk through Akihabara. The shop is small but you can see it there. They also have nearby the Indian Embassy in Ichigaya area. 3 stories of shop. Check it out there.

Therefore, I shall end this Part 1. I shall go to part 2 where to buy Halal Food.

Public Transport & Traffic Jam

Yesterday, after watching the Sakura at the nearest park from my work, I suddenly have some thoughts about Public Transports and Traffic Jam in Malaysia. every single day in twitter, I always saw people complaining about these two freaking problem. I just raising opinions here. Like it or not, not my problem. Its our people's problem. 

Yesterday, after conversations with my friends from Europe and Japanese, I feel so damn unlucky. I was wondering, why I dont have that much of money to go travel all around the world just like them. Then after few things I make a research, I found out that in Europe, people dont use car just to go to work (unless it is very far away). same here in Japan. I only see people use cars when they need to go travel far and if they have many places to go in one day. if not, they will only use the trains. 

For using the train, I do think it could save alot of money. For example, they can use rm400 (10,000Yen) for a month to get the One month ticket passes to go all over Metro line, JR line and Toei line or other line. So they save up on petrol already. The train is so convenience sometimes the longest time they take maybe 15-25mins (during weekends). At least they only use the car maybe once a month so that the use of petrol will be lesser. Not to condemn the petrol business but we can safe a lot with public transport. 

Why not government or oppositions who keep on thinking how to bang each other head, why not you bang each other head by thinking "How shall we improve our public transport and traffic jam in Kuala Lumpur and Selangor?". No harm to think this kind of thing rather than to think about how to "kill" DSAI, how to "kill" Najib and bla bla. I dont even see the benefits of that to our people. Both talk shit, thats all i know. 

First of all, the solutions. Why not make more public transport to all over KL and Selangor? Even in Pendalaman? you dont need to ruin all the trees and the kampung area, you just need to improve the area. In Japan, they still have trees and lake and whatever but still, they have public transport. This means trains. Once you have all the trains, then you can upgrade the bus. if you have more busses and less train, it does not help too as traffic jam will make people will not be interested to get the bus as their alternative.

Once you get the trains moving (dont tell me KTM is good enough- heard THOUSANDS OF COMPLAINT about it already). Putting extra coach for? No use if the train doesnt connect to other ERL and Monorail or LRT or STAR. and please, stop thinking to only put the LRT and trains only at the TOURIST SPOT. Sometimes tourist even complain and get a rental car for them to drive anywhere. You have to do this for RAKYAT not for TOURIST. I Repeat RAKYAT NOT TOURIST. 

I have so many things I want to say, but for the moment, let me keep this for me first. Talk to you guys again soon. 

Perkahwinan dan Cinta?

Dalam kehidupan kita yang serba ada, kita memerlukan cinta dalam diri kita, Tidak kiralah cinta kepada Allah, kepada teman, kekasih atau haiwan. Cinta itu memerlukan segalanya. Pengorbanan, perkongsian, kejujuran, kesetiaan, komunikasi dan rasa tanggungjawab. Banyak yang kita dengar, cinta yang tidak merangkumi segalanya. Kadangkala, kehidupan suami isteri kesunyian kerana hilang komunikasi antara mereka, pengorbanan yang dilakukan tidak kelihatan dan kejujuran disangka buruk, kesetiaan disangka curang dan hilang tanggungjawab.

Sebagai contoh, sebelum bernikah, kehidupan bagai berada di syurga. Segalanya bersama. Dikongsi, jujur dan setia, komunikasi sentiasa dan sentiasa mengambil berat atas pasangan masing-masing dan sanggup mengorbankan segalanya semata-mata untuk kepuasan diri dan harap dihargai.

Setelah diijab kabul, tahun pertama, kedua masih dalam kegembiraan. Setelah beranak 2-3, makin tunggang langgang. kesalahan kecil menjadi besar. Tingkah laku yang loving dan caring menjadi ganas. Curang berlaku. Tidak kira, lelaki atau perempuan. keduanya sama. Hendak disalahkan lelaki, perempuan juga yang selalu memulakan (pihak ketiga). hendak disalahkan perempuan, lelaki pun sama. masakan pokok bergoyang jika tiada angin yang bertiup.

Cthnya, lelaki di dalam kesedihan kerana sering bergaduh atas sebab tidak tahan dengan isteri/pasangan. Sepatutnya mencari sahabat sesama kaum yang bisa menenangkan fikiran kita, yang sepatutnya bisa memberi nasihat untuk cuba berbaik dengan isteri/pasangan. Bukan mencari yang kaum bertentangan, lebih-lebih lagi kaum yang bisa menggoncang dunia, HAWA. Sekali cerita, menjadi kasihan. dua kali cerita, menjadi simpati, kali ketiga, menjadi ambil berat, kali keempat, menjadi kekasih. Ini kerana hati seorang wanita cepat tersentuh dengan kesedihan dan lelaki gemarkan perhatian dari kaum lain.

Pernah terjadi, seorang wanita menangis kerana suaminya mencari wanita lain untuk dijadikan teman berbicara tetapi masih terngiang2 di telinga sebelum mereka diijabkabul, si suami pernah berjanji "sesungguhnya, kamulah teman bicara, teman sehati, teman gembira duka, abang janji takkan sia-siakan kamu," tetapi, apabila bermasalah dengan isterinya, dia terus melupakan segalanya dan bila diungkit, "kamulah yang memulakannya".

pernah juga, seorang lelaki menjatuhkan egonya kerana wanita. Wanita itu mencari lelaki lain utk bercerita masalah dan sering mengaku "sy tidak faham lelaki" atau "lelaki hanya mengikut kata mereka, tidak kami", akhirnya lelaki lain mengambil kesempatan ke atas wanita itu kerana simpatinya. Ada juga yang sanggup memaafkan isterinya/pasangan kerana curang. Bila ditanya, si suami mengatakan "Itu salah aku sendiri kerana tidak berjaya mendidik isteriku ke syurga." atau " itu kerana aku telah gagal membentuk keluargaku". Wanita juga mengatakan "lelaki lain lebih memahami jiwaku darimu kerna itu aku curang" tetapi apabila berkahwin, kadangkala, mereka lagi teruk dari suami kita.

Lagi, seorang wanita yang disayangi suaminya tiba-tiba mendapat tahu suaminya diminati perempuan lain kerana kebaikannya ke atas isterinya. Suaminya yang melayan wanita kedua itu bagai adik, dalam dilemma. Wanita itu bagaikan racun ke atas perkahwinan pertamanya. Namun, direlakan tetapi yang kedua buatkan dirinya dipinggir kerana shihir..Suami yang baik, menjadi hilang tanggungjawab terhadap isteri pertama.

Suami sibuk dengan pekerjaan, isteri harus memahami keadaan. Suami mencari wang untuk kebahagiaan bersama. Tapi selalunya si suami mengambil kesempatan atas keadaan dengan mencari wanita lain untuk keseronokan dimana isteri dirumah setia menanti. Kadangkala, si isteri juga terlalu sibuk mencari wang, hingga lupa tanggungjawab sebagai isteri kepada suami. Temanku, pernah kesunyian kerana suami senantiasa ke luar negara atas urusan kerja, tanpa disedari, suami telah bernikah dengan perempuan lain.

kadangkala, mengapa suami mencari wanita lain - kerna isterinya MasyaAllah, garang melampau. Queen Control. Hinggakan si suami tunduk atas kehendak isteri. Segala kemahuan harus dituruti. Nasihat sikit, dimarahnya bagaikan syurga itu dibawah kakinya. Kadangkala, si suami terlalu mengongkong dan sering menggunakan ayat yang paling dibenci oleh kaum wanita dimana ketika inilah segalanya tentang agama dipertikaikan, "Aku lelaki, aku ada hak untuk kemana sahaja tanpa pengetahuanmu!" atau "Aku ketua di rumah ini, kau tiada hak untuk menghalang aku dari melakukan apa sahaja!" tetapi sedarkah dia? Dia berzina, berjudi dan menjahanamkan diri tidakkah berdosa? Jika masih lagi menggunakan ayat "aku lelaki dan aku berhak!" carikanlah jalan untuk sedarkan dia... Sedangkan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w tidak pernah berkata "Aku lelaki dan aku berhak untuk lakukan apa sahaja".

zaman dahulu, lelakilah yang harus mencari nafkah. hingga sekarang masih wajib bagi seorang lelaki mencari nafkah. Tetapi malangnya, ramai laki-laki yang mensia-sia-kan kaum wanita dengan membiarkan isterinya mencari nafkah menampung hidupnya dimana dia menghabiskan wang untuk sia-sia. pernah juga terjadi, seorang suami yang bergantung atas isteri mencari wanita lain atas alasan isteri tidak pandai menjaga suami kerna pentingkan pekerjaan dari nafkah. Bila pecah tembelang, isterinya dipukul dan sanggup dia melakukan zina untuk menyakitkan hati isterinya. lebih-lebih lagi isterinya yang menanggungnya.

pendek kata, cinta memerlukan pengorbanan. pengorbanan yang sangat kuat. Contohnya, seorang wanita menyukai seorang laki-laki tapi laki itu tidak punya harta hanya budi bicara. Harta dunia bisa dicari, dikejar. tetapi harta akhirat, hanya tuhan yang bisa memberi. Carilah yang sedap mata memandang, baik dari segala segi dan sekurang-kurangnya tidak malas. Sesama kita nasihat-menasihati.  Kehidupan itu Indah dengan Cinta.

tottori day 2

in the morning, we eat some breakfast w kamitani then she sent us to my morita san host family house. I stayed for 4months with her fam and it was the best hostmom. Same age as my own mom. We chat till 7am then we went out with my best friend from high school, Tomo-chan.

She drove us to the nice place in Tottori city and we eat many nice traditional unique Japanese food. They all didnt drink any beer or sake as they driving so i cant say how Japanese are drunk but it was fun meeting with Moji, Kao, mochidzuku sensei as she is one of the champion of NAGINATA in Japan. She was my naginata teacher and she was one of the nicest one in school. We talked for 4hrs but too bad, they hv to leave early as they need to go work on Sunday. (-_-;)

Then, without we notice, outside was snowing while we were sleeping. The next day, white snow covers all around house. We were shocked and knew that it will be cold. Its 0゜c. So damn cold.

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TOTTORI day 1

23/3 first day arrive in tottori at 7am, we were picked by my ex liason person and my host mom for 3months Kamitani san.

Then straight after breakfast, we went to Tottori main attraction which is Sand dune one of the largest in Japan. The weather is damn cold but its beautiful to see no matter what. I will put the pic later on the other post. After that, we went Wakasa to see if there is more snow. We did found alot in the mountain. Still snowing and then we stopped by to see the skiing place. Some people still snowboarding butsince my insurance doesnt cover death of skiing, i decided not to do it. Scared actually.

Then we went to eat Udon then after that, Kamitani san cook for both of us. The road n shops are different now even for the Tottori station. More nicer than before. At least there is a change for our place. Then it is so nice to eat with my host fam again. She cook roasted chicken and vege and we eat till we dropped. I n hubby sit infront of heater as it is very cold, we think its 4゜c . Then we sleep.

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Tips Part 2 : Holiday in Japan

Dear all,

Now I remember what are the most important things for you to be alert in Japan. As you all know, Japan is an advance country, therefore, I would suggest you to be alert with the weather in Japan. How?

In every hotel/service apartment, usually they will post it at the lift or at the lobby for the week but sometimes it could change. So one way to do is watch the news. I usually watch Fuji TV (Fuji Terebi) for the news. Its usually comes every half an hour or one hour. 6.25am 7.45am or 7.25am. It depends. Usually people dont go out so early but dont worry, the news keep repeating all the time. It is good for you to determine whether you should bring your umbrella, wear extra cloths due to the weather or anything possible.

You definitely would not understand Japanese and sometimes so do I. So here are the tips. Below is how they usually will give the weather forecast.

The only thing you need to know which area are you.

Tokyo = 都京
Kyoto = 京都
Oosaka = 大阪
Hiroshima = 広島
Fukuoka =　福岡
Hokkaido = 北海度
Sapporo = 札幌
Nagoya = 名古屋
Niigata = 新潟
Sendai = 仙台
Aomori = 青森
Matsue = 松江
Fukushima = 福島
Miyazaki =宮崎
Akita =秋田
Morioka = 盛岡

if you know this, you will be fine. of course, it will be for the whole place. So beware of the weather.

Till now, bye bye!

Holiday's tips to japan

Hello.

Its been a while. Here a few tips for all who wants to go to Japan. Many said its hard since Japanese cant speak English. It is true, but let me teach you bit by bit of a Japanese touring. You must always be confident and know who to ask and how to ask. Broken Japanese is acceptable. My japanese is no good but at least they can understand.

Tips one : must know the basic words of some things. For Muslim, buta niku means pork. So if you want to eat at the restaurant you shall say this

Q) sumimasen, dochira no ryori wa buta niku ga haitenai desuka?

Sorry, which of the food does not contain any pork meat?

A) kochira ya, kochira ya.

Over here, over here.

They definitely will ask why you cant eat. Here are the question

Q) nande buta niku wo tabemasen ka?

Why you cant eat pork meat?

A) watashi tachi wa isuram (Islam) kyo desune. Buta niku wa dame desu ne.

We cant take pork as we are a Muslim.

If you only want to eat fish or vegetable, you can ask this

Q) dochira no tabemono wa sakana /yasai dake haite masu ka?

Which of the food contains only fish/vegetable?

For Muslim, dont even try Ramen cuz the soup contain pork stock. Udon/soba is safe. You dont have to worry. But if you really particular, then eat Sushi everyday which you can be broke almost by a day. Hamburger is a burger but some is pure beef some are not.

Okay. Enough of the food. Now the road. Please remember the name of the place you get off from d train or taxi or bus. They usually will mention the place or the name.

To ride a taxi, print d map/address. It does help you to get to the place.

Attach also is the picture of Tokyo Metro Subway. To buy ticket, they do have English machine so you dont worry. Only thing is, they dont have like KTM which we put destination and price. They only show price and you need to know which is which. So to ask the guard as per below

Q) watashi wa aKihabara (change according to the location)  ni ikitai desu kedo, ikura desuka?

I want to go to Akihabara, how much would it cost?

A) hyaku roku jyu yen, (160), hyaku kyu jyu yen (190), ni hyaku san jyu yen (230) , san pyaku ni jyu yen (320). (sometimes, they will just show you the price. Beside the machine also have the chart. Depends on d place, some place they only have Japanese., some they have both.

In the subway, there are many exit. Seriously pay attention to the exit and coming in, you may get lost if you couldnt remember.

Ichi ban me - no 1

Ni ban me - no 2

San ban me - no 3

Shi ban me - 4

Go ban me - 5

Roku ban me-6

Nana ban me-7

Hachi ban me-8

Kyu ban me-9

Jyu ban me- 10

If you stay in hotel, just print or take a pic name of the hotel. If you get lost, you can show the taxi driver the picture. They can help you with GPS.

Let just say you totally lost. Cant find any taxi stand or train station, police station is always there. Ask the young ones. They may know English rather than the older police. But the best part, see the map nearby you. Its quite accurate.

Migi - kanan

Hidari - kiri

Ushiro - behind

Mae - infront

Massugu - straight

Shingo - traffic light

Kado - corner

I would try to see if i can get you more tips. Mata ne (catch up later!)

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