What's new with Malaysian Attitude?

Lately, I can feel bad de-javu/aura or whatever feeling la having around my work place... What's it? One by one people start calling me with formal name. Hmm wondering why.. And yet I know. Yesterday my boss spokes to me privately almost 2 hours telling me about dissatisfaction around the people towards me. Okay I admit, I am a girl with bad laser mouth and quite rough. Although I am wearing Hijab, doesn't mean I have to kill away my attitude (I know I supposed to but I am still searching for the way to solve it..)

I have been thinking all these years..why since I was like 10, everyone are trying to back stab me? I know I am too naive and too much knowledge I have captured within 24 years of breath taking in the greenly yucky world & yet I have no idea why but I guess Malaysian loves stabbing people from the back. How do they do it? let me tell u how!

1. they will be nice to u and start calling u with formal as sarcasm way to irritates u
   
2. one by one in ur place (friends, neighbour, colleague) will start ignoring or make a gap between u
   
3. u feel soo far far away...
4. they pretend nothing happen and bOOM! your mom, dad, and neighbour or whoever you respect will tell u something shocking and makes ur life miserable...

I am so disappointed with this attitude. Some people accusing me having bad attitude and some people claims they are not back stabbing but they are doing it for the good sake of the person or to teach them a lesson or in Malay they said "utk jaga hati" / dont wanna hurt the person's feeling!

That's bull****!! IF they said that, so they wouldnt mind if I'm stabbing their back right? It's not going to hurt anyone's feeling... RIGHT!? Man! I am so upset! if I stabbed their back.. they will do the same thing to me.. Ignore and bad mouthing about me to everyone! Lucky u cuz I'm not that person who spread things around and I only using my blog to bad mouthing u which I know none of u will read it and get some opinion what shall I do to u! Besides, talking to you is nothing compare to talking to the walls which u will say "that's just an excuse" or they will talk to others about me which MAKING UP STORIES!

Yeah! I know I shouldn't tell everyone in the world about them like how I did to my friends before but hey... if they put some dirt into my rice pot, why I cant do that the same? Now... this is MALAYSIAN attitude that MOST Malaysians do have.

Dont believe me? Just take a look at house renovation. if A have the 5 room in low cost house, B will have 7 rooms. If A have great MPV car, B will buy most expensive car although they have to pay a hell lot of Debt. This is the truth! Trust me!

Back to how they back stabbed me is they are not satisfied with me... they straight away come to my boss and tell off everything and what I can say of this attitude? NONE PROFESSIONAL AT ALL, LOSERS! Come on! U are holding a post of LECTURER, be PROFESSIONAL and some of you will take Philosopy of Doctorate and be a PROFESSOR & from Professional words! (I mumbles alot means I am damn angry!)

Well, whatever it is... I am sooo sooo sooo angry and thankful that my boss talks to me nicely about this and dont want to sack me because of that. They giving me second chances and I will take the challenge to change my attitude.

PRAY FOR ME ya!

Ariana's Birthday Lunch at Italiannies Sunway!

Happy birthday to u! Happy Birthday to u!! Happy birthday to Ariana!! Happy birthday to u!!

This birthday is sponsored by me and Nadyra for Ariana's birthday bash. We couldn't figure what to give to her so both of us we're YMing and we said "hey! lets belanja her lunch! since I have to run to my in laws after 3pm, so we decided ok and she said her bro will join also. Unfortunately, one of our besties Nadia couldnt join us cuz she's in Gombak so we have something for her too..

I do pink cuz she loves dusty pink heheh


Ariana with her brother Dimas! They both are nice people on earth! :P





Our caesar salad that cames before our Salmon Fettuchini...







Nadyra, Ariana and me... (totally I look horrible cuz Malaysia was damn hot yesterday so I decided to wear simple and without complicated hijab...)





This scene is actually Ariana is trying to feed the bottle cuz one of our besties Nadia wasnt around (last mins so we couldnt invited her in). So that bottle will be as Nadia. We loves you Nadia...






This scene is actually both of them 'drowning' in the Venice River. Haha But of course it's just a paint... hehe

This is what we do when we're out of IDEAS...

Hopefully Ariana will be happy go lucky forever and will be love by her love ones, Anuar. Hope Anuar is not like a guy whom I know name exactly like him.... Hahah U know who old chap!

Whats New with Mistakes!?

Damn! I am sooo afraid now! Shaking ..... (;-_-;) (sweating icon)...

I have done quite a mess because I accidentally overlook the date of one of the lecturer to meet up with my boss and the other booss and turn up to be the lecturer was actually on leave and will be back on Wednesday!!

Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!

Im totally screwed!! hope for the best and wish my boss didnt mad at me at all!!! Argh!! Help! help! help! help!!!!

Bos!! Maafkan I boss! Maafkan I!! Argh!! I didnt really realize it!! Sorry boss! Sorry bos!! Sorry!! Sory!! Gomen nasai! Sumimasen! Gomen! Gomen!

Anin(bob) and Yana's wedding

This is My husband's cousin who wed on the 28th March 2009... hahah I wish to post it earlier.. like I explain.. I cant.. Best 5.. (btw, they are taking my color! Damn! hahah)

I was supposed to get married in this color but my sisters who against it. They said (are you kidding me or what!?) so I have to cancel but It turn up good with Green btw! Hahah Hidup greenday! (what on earth?) hahah


Their stages.. Appearantly no "bersanding" because the bride's parents quite religious same as mine hehe





we're actually came at the wrong place so we waited here for quite sometimes...we supposed to join the convoy but hemm... we actually missed it and we waited at the reception place for like 3 hrous...and now, introducing the chocolate with blue jeans is my youngest brother in law and the one with the white is my 3rd brother in law.






They cutting the black n gold cake!










Looking to each other..








me and husband waiting for them to arrive... we're soooo bored waiting for them and my husband looks so ugly with the mustage and beard! thank god now he doesnt have it hehe..

Rabiatul Adawiyah and Hirman's Wedding

This wedding was on the 14th March 2009.. I didnt upload it because I have no time and my brain is here and there (I am quite busy on the date because to finish up my assignments and all..) so here it is!! 5 of the best pics...


Me and the bride (kak long kang... ) hahaha My IRC buddies! Idop IRC!!


Kak long and Abg Hirman which I have to call Abg Long and He is LONG jong! hahaha He's taller than Kak Long! wahahah
This is for the tiedthe knot around 10am which I was late because I was lost to find kak long's house which I only came once and she scolded me for forgetting her house.. Damn! I miss the chance to kacau the groom hahah.. My plan is to make the groom nervous and forget kaklong's name hahah so evil kan!? but unfortunately, the God loves her more.. :(

this is at the Dewan when the two lovely couple came... you see the difference? hahaha










This is the pelamin where those two are being shown to the world!




This is them ... I didnt get a chance to take pics with them after this cuz I was rushing to some other place which I cant remember already and we waited at the hall for quite sometimes and no place to sit so we decided to rush back home... I was quite dissappointed cuz I want to take pic with them wearing this!! I hell wanted!! Anyway, they are trying to get baby soon or later so wish them good luck! (I hope they can make it )

Farahiyah & Fajiri Reception!

Group of friends who attended...
From the left standing (guy with grey shirt) is Hanan's Fiance, Jeli, Fajiri and his niece, Me in the middle, Farahiyah, Abu
From the left sitting, Nadirah, Hanan and Wani Aizat.







Three macho guys from school.
Jeli, Abu and Aizuddin (actually Farahiyah is his Ex) so its good la he attended... hahah








Ketibaan pengantin ke khemah.







Me and the Bride... Cantik kan? Congratulation! Dapat baby cepat2 okay!

What's New with Wedding Gift Part II?

Oh yeah..

I forgot to put on reasons why I need to give out the wok as wedding gift. I'm married as you know and what I received from people are mostly the same. Cups, glasses, set of plates, kettle, coffee makers and mostly tea sets or juice sets or couple cups. If you invited 3000 people, and 3000 people gives you the same things... wow! You can even open your own house deco shop or electrical shop. So I was thinking, rather than wasting it cuz I am sure, not many of them will use all in a year. My sister uses her wedding gift after 7 years of marriage. So, I might using it for the rest 10 years?

Yesterday, I got ym from a friend who said "I never thought bout it! It's a great idea". Oh gosh! I fell honor! Thanks Rfa! hahah I am a new trend setter! Now, I feel like I'm one of the Hollywood superstar Gwen Stefani as she bring new trend to the world.

Some of my hubby's cousin's friends were nice. Instead of giving up things that u will never use, they asked what you want for your new house. So they asked for refrigerator, washing machine, and a stove. The electronic one.. Ala... i forgot the names! Sheet! Aaa induction or something.. And they got it. At this point, I will salute Chinese people because they thinks wiser instead of giving things that you know they wont use for long... or not gonna use at all. For example, I received something funny from my father's friend... A replica of an antic car... Like what the heck am I gonna use that for? And that's not even for me. Its for my dad. I was like hmm... Do they know the ocassion or what? I also thankful i received it but it just sooo wrong! hahah I got a table lamp which at first I was really happy cuz it's beautiful and nicely made.. But unfortunately... it doesnt work as table lamp.. it's just a deco! It's a Labu sayong, where in Perak (kampung site) usually will use it for water recooler (to keep water for drinks) and it makes the water coool and my late grandma used to have it.. still keep at my aunts house and love it! Ok, the one I received is a labu sayong with a hole decoration but it's a dark brown color. Okay, let me show the example here..
This is similar to what I received. but it's just without the red rope with a tag and color even darker. It's all dark brown. Mine is slightly taller with a lamp and electrical cables. So... It's just better to be a normal labu sayong without electrical cables and lamp cuz it's not efective. I will take a pic and re-upload it here to show. (just to share not to embarresed or humiliate the givers... It's very honor for me to received it!)

But I like mine better the one I bought for my room :P. It's marble, have a night lamp and romantic light where the colors are red and green... Wow! Ok! Im quite turn on! Hahah (I shall not say that on the national blog right? hhaha) but whatever!

Slanderism Activities

As soon as you read my title, most of you will think that I am doing some libel or slander right?

It's not it. I am just curious about some people who are good in making up stories/slandering someone but never be a good scriptwriter? I heard many complaints about Malay film makers doesnt know how to write a good script, bla bla bla... Bull la! Film producers, you shall find this kind of people because they are good in making up stories. Let me give you one example.

Jenab : Oh Gosh Ct! You know... Jamilah! She always went out with that divorcee, Fadil! *whispering* I also saw they doing things...
CT: Oh really!? You know, I saw that too! I saw Fadil going upstairs with Jamilah. I wondering what activities they do?
Jenab: Oh Gosh CT! When a man and a woman in a house without no one, obviously they are "doing it!" No doubt!

Real situation:
Jamilah : Fadil , I think the roof and the ceiling in my room have to be repaired. Come, let me show you.
Jamilah and Fadil went up stairs and looks at the ceiling.
Fadil: I will come again tomorrow because I haven't bring my tools today. It will take maybe 3-5 days.

CT: I cant believe it la! Fadil is a good person. That's why its very dangerous when you are not married or a widow! U always in danger right?
Jenab: I heard Jamilah divorce with the husband because she was having an affair with some guys at work. I knew it when I saw her first time.
CT: Really Jenab? Oh god! I better keep my husband away from Jenab.. otherwise, she will take mine!

This is some of the example. See! From here you know I am writing a script. I can keep goin on and on so that it would be a complete story... So people who loves to making up stories, slandering and blaming things that actually not happen is not right! You shall make up stories that could make you have more money... not Sin!

Make use of your talent for money since now everywhere is having an economy crisis rather than getting a fast ticket to Hell! If you have done your script, send it to me in PDF file and I will give it to RTM or Private TV Station. Dont worry, I will help u guys out. Make sure it's a good one.

PS: This is for those who loves making stories for me. Thanks alot! From time to time, I have become quite famous! I cant believe it. I think in 2-3 years, I will be as famous as Paris Hilton :P

What's New with Work?

Time flies so fast as I remember the first day I work as secretary at my new place after the worst production house I worked with. I wont tell off the name of where I worked cuz my ex boss will stalk me from the internet and that's how they almost "fired" but luckily I quit a month before. My new work place is totally different from the previous one. Boss are nice, people are more religious than before, and more "EDUCATED" which I think to be a boss, you must at least have a qualification of professional certs than you can tell off your staff "Who's the boss?". When I went for the interview, it was quick. I went up to the agent Kelly Services in Amcorp, they said I can come for the interview within 1 week and in an hours time, they said "you may go to the company now and interview". It was a shock and flattered.

Time goes by and I'm here almost 10 months and yay! I got promoted to be a permanent staff! Yahoo! Congrats me! Yay! It's not easy to get you know especially your speciality is not on secretarial... I am not a graduate of secretarial diploma or bachelor but I am a graduate of Diploma in Broadcasting where I only know how to film, shoot and writing a script which doesnt follow correct English and Malay at all.

I get to know some great people and people are start noticing me and get to use to my name Wawa. They will know if Wawa from ***, it will be me. Only one Wawa and hope no new comers come with the name of Wawa if not, I will kill her! hahah or asked her to change her nicks cuz I come 1st and that's my trademark.

I am sorry to be secretive lately. This is because there are some crazy peoples are wanting to know where I live after marriage, what I do (which appearently NO ONE DOES!) , and where do I work and study. You can see my previous post... there's someone is trying to get my nerves and they know my weakness. So they are tryin their best to get the secret from me and I stupidly tell! Aiyo! but they dont know which block or what la kan.. I am 3 in 1 which consist of Student, Wife and Secretary - NOT HOUSEWIFE! I wont waste my diploma and degree plus knowledge just like that and after all, who's gonna help me to pay the study loan? at least I have like hmm RM20k to settle with PTPTN and MARA and I being responsible person cuz I dont like living in DEBT although I know, my life would suck without money.. but Education is more important and see where I stand now.

Ahzam: I am glad that my wife got promoted to be a permanent staf. Myself is still searching for a good place to work and be permanent. The current place was quite horrible, now they will change us to part time and will close some outlet soon. It's horrible man! Totally! but anyway, congratulation sayang!

What's New with Me Life?

Last April 30th, I went on a bus trip to K.T with 3 of my elder sisters, one brother in law n their kids with my husband for Pulau Redang. We went by Sani Express and depart from Sek 17 Shah Alam from 9.30 to 6am sharp. It was cool in the bus cuz I feel like I'm in London! Haha Two stories bus! Anyway, our trip is more like a show of "Jalan-jalan Cari masalah" (taken from Jalan-jalan cari makan) where we all happen to have problem all the way from the 1st may 09 to 3rd may 09. Mostly transportation problem.. Boat, ferry and cat fight!

1st, when we arrived, we hardly find the toilet in K.T Bus Station and worst after we found it GOD Den... Smells like shoot! I can't stand it anymore. Then we took two rental car to Merang Jetty and took us about an hour to reach from K.T and guess what! NO FERRY to Laguna Beach Resort. so we took "Bot Haram" (illegal boat) to Laguna and cost us around rm450 for 8 person. (damn crazy man!) . Quite fast but at first, the boat stops in the middle of nowhere due to the sea was actually tgh surut.. so he has to becareful. We arrived there around 11 and were served with delicious original Air Asam Boi! Serious shit delicious! They used the white asam boi and the color of the drink is pearl cream with some extract of lime. SOoooo nice!

Immediately after we arrived, we all changed to our swimming outfit and swim in the middle of the day (no wonder I am dark right?) haha. But not too worry, I bought my Hazeline snow Whitening lotion where I am having the snake momento... changing skin ... and at the time, I saw Sword Fish, quite long, bluish color are eating the "Ikan Bawal" and it's scary mary man! Then we went back to sleep around 2pm cuz it's freaking hot btw n wake up at 4.30pm to continue swimming. I know.. this time, I totally lazy to put on the UV protection again. so yeah.. that's explained again right? and me so lucky cuz I saw three different sizes of baby shark. xtra small, small and medium size... luckily no mama shark. but I got fish spa too cuz all the fish thought I am food! hehe

Then we ate dinner after we done swimming up to 7.30pm and get our dinner around 8pm. While me n hubby jalan-jalan, we saw the lightening and heard the thunderstorm. It's raining at 11.30pm when Me and hubby was about to go to the outdoor disco feng tao! dish! dish! dish! Also, we heard some people singing karaoke who have teribble voice, man!!

next day, we swim from 10am to 7pm (stop for meals and playing po-chi :D). Po-chi was invented by my sister where we all play poker using kuaci char cher. haha it's like casino royale but using kuaci instead of money. We are so god damn bored because the second nite.. it's raining the whole day! me and hubby couldnt go clubbing that night. Shit! Only indoor club that are free for the Laguna people but the songs are feng tao again. Boring!! then all of us ended up playing poker using money with the highest bet is rm1. and I LOST RM13 and i put rm13. Me and husband both playing in one team so we both lost rm13 and even hutang with my sister rm8 to continue and unfiortunately... we lost also hahah. No luck!

The next morning, after breakfast, 2 single sisters of mine went back at 9.30 to Syahbandar Jetty while the rest waiting for Laguna Ferry at 12 which we only depart at around 12.15pm. After we reach K.T around 2, we all went to pasar payang and shop batiks.

Then, we reach at KT Airport around 7.30 and check in luggage and stuff.. our flite is around 9.30 and we reach home exactly 11.45pm. May 4th... I slept the whole day except my boss call me to ask about some documents that I have sent to GS. Aiyo.. problematic tol!

I will upload the pictures in my facebook so look out for me at frack_bsb@hotmail.com and you will see Shazawati Mohammad. Btw, if I dont know you.. You will not be added as my friend.. so sorry! I need to filter peoples as I am now afraid people will stalked me and create more slaters towards me.