rich n poor

Sometimes im tired being in middle class. I am.jealous looking at ppl who are rich and do whatever they like w the money, without thinking of debt in future. Sometimes, i am jealous lookin at people who are poor, but still can live very happily and enjoy every single moment.

You may see me like i am not grateful bu i am, its just that i am.sick n tired of being me. Been hatred, disrespectful, demotivated and everything. People ask me to reflect it to myself. I did and i cried. How bad am I but thats just who I am. People cant accept me of who I am and why I am accepting people to treat me.like this?

I just need a break from financial, health, relationship and spriritually as I cant stand it at all. Never. I want to have a.life that is enough money, no debt, everything.

My target is rm15k per month worth of salary. I can get it in February. Definitely achiving it. I know My boss can guide me to be the better person and have the faith in me. I need that. BELUEVEEE

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makanan melayu di luar negara

Ramai yg tak sure kalau lepak overseas ni apa orang melayu makan. Ade yg cari kedai makan halal, ade yg cari vegetarian sahaja atau ade yg cari asal xde babi dlm makanan aku, aku bedal je, ade yg gua hentam sahajalah. Darurat.

Mcm aku, (dlm position bersedia akan kena bash dgn semua orang especially serbanista) aku adelah org yg semua diatas. Tipulah kalau aku duduk lama.kat sana aku nak jd vegetarian je kan? Mau tinggal tulang aku. Xde isi. For me, i do ate halal food, vegetarian food or pestarian food (seafood n vege) or as long as my food no pork, i am fineeee. Even sometimes i do eat chicken n beef that was not slaughtered by Muslim. Why? It depends on the situation where am i located w the halal shop. If its too far and times running, aku maybe beli juga tp usually i will buy halal one every weekend.

What if aku xsempat masak n makan luar? I am d type 'if i have enough $$¥¥££€€ i dont mind to go not halal food place. Why? Halal food in everywhere u go, its Expensive. Why? Its imported. Chicken frm brazil, beef from aussie or nz and etc.

Bayangkan in Japan, rm40 just a curry and nan cheese is rm25. Normal nan is rm20. Nasi beriyani is rm80 per plate. Only d nasi and the lamb. The curry is diff price. Gile kau nak makan ni ari2? Mau pokai doh. Aku akan makan mostly udon sbb xde babi dlm ni, usually aku amek yg vegetarian udon, xyah pikir. Rm20 mangkuk beso gedabak. Sedap pon sedap, kenyang nak mampos tau x?

Then aku slalu makan onigiri, nasi tiga segi w seaweed yg dijamin ade ikan salmon, asam masin, sayur dan jelly fish yg dipotong2. 100¥ je. Means rm4 je. Boleh bEli berketul2 dan makan sampai ko pengsan.

For me sushi is expensive but i love d standing sushi, but do u know sushi pon ade x halal? Unagi tu fyi guna alcohol. Xguna x sedap. Some of the cuka they use pon ade alcohol. So mana kau nak tau halal ke x? Xyah mengada nak rasa sume bende la mcm tu. Baik duk malaysia je. Sushi sini murah n dijamin halal, xde alcohol.

For me, if i go there for short time i would find their local food as long as xda babi aja. Sbb xlalu nak makan pon kalau tau itu babi. I would try to avoid to eat ciken or beef but if badan gigil2 gak nak, aku order dan tawakkal.

Adab pertanyaan jika post gambo tu ko npk makanan, jgnla tanya 'weh halal ke ko makan tu?', 'wei ade babi x?' kalau dgn aku, korg tau jawapan apa korg akan dpt kan? 'yes. Dapnya babi, dapnye dapnye.' xpon 'sedapnya daging x halal ni. Pergh. Pergh' . Yes, dats what im gonna write. So jgn ingat ramai melayu jahil. Xpenah tgk ke orang yg xmakan babi tp minum arak mcm takde hal? Kalau penah, then janganlah jadi mereka ok?

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stupidity part 2

Who shall be blame?
Hey look, dats the stupid woman ever,
She cant do work, she is stupid.
And most accurate,
She is dumber than we do.

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stupidity

I am always think im smart.
Unfortunately i am very stupid.
I dont know how to do work.
What to do as for work.
What i am passionate for.
I know i love to talk,
I know i love to inpisred,
But unfortunately in the company,

My talk was bullshit,
My ideas are stupid,
I am no near of inspiriration,
I am no near of success,
I am no near of anything.

Too bad I am no loner what I am.

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what I dont want my kids to suffer

Dear kids,
I hope when you read this,
You dont think like what others think about me and daddy,
I hope you will learn this from us,
We have done a real huge mistakes in our life,
And we dont want you to suffer your future like how we are suffering for few years,
Just to be alive to able to see the world,

Mistakes is good for lesson of life,
You'll learn good and bad things about life,
But we would like you not to repeat our mistakes again,
So you will be learning new mistakes from your time,

Starting from you were born,
I will keep all the money you received and do investment,
This for your study and for your future too,
Your house, your marriage, everything for you,

We would like to see your success in life,
To hold highest education of your dream,
To hold high positions in your career,
To be the highest beside your relatives,
To be highest in your family,
To be highest beside Allah,
And most part,
To be highest in mama dan papa's heart,

Mama and papa did not study well,
We played the most dangerous game in life when we were young,
We almost break every single rule in the country,
We never think of our future,
We always thinks we are going to enjoy life,
Till we are in the working world.

We started w ugliest job,
We were underpaid,
We were struggling to live upside down of the town,
We went broke,
And every month of our salary is only to pay people their money back,

Till we met our new destiny,
Business to run,
That, we have to crawl really slow because
None of us can survive without monthly pay check,
Therefore,
We hope you will never suffer like how we did,
We just want the best for you,

Although,
You are still far away from us,
I know someday you will come to us.

My dear children,
Hopefully mama and papa could hold you for real in 2014.

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selamat 2013

Selamat datang ke dunia 2013. I am one of the survivor of the world ends by mayans. Of course aku xpercaya. Gile? Aku islam lagi okay. Gile mu ni.

New year, new resolutions. New things to be improves, new challenges will be accepted and everything is neww

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