So its true, being yourself cant be done in anywhere in the part of the world. U have to be someone powerful and rich, so you can be who anyone you like. And its true, whenever you say or do good, people will always take the bad of you. Not the good ones, no matter how good you do, if they have set their mind no matter how good, it pretencious. Try to do more things to reach to another's limit.
And now I know, i wasnt welcome at all from the first place. They dont know what happen if I dont come into his life. He is tired of everything, false accusations, lies and humiliations done by the people of his own blood. He kept it with him as he thought he is stupid which I know he have his own good value of himself.
People always call him stupid, i tried to stop them and get him to believe that he is not what they say but too many of them said the same thing and i dont have the power to let him forget what they say about him. They call him thief, i protect by tellin him he is not. I have done my best to build him up as a real human being and not garbage or any lower than it. Sadly, no one appreciates that. They only see the bad things out from me. Unfortunately,i too, tired of everything.
Now I know why I dont have any babies. They dont welcome me to be the mother of their grandchildren, that is why no matter how hard we tried to get a child, it wont go through. I guess, maybe its time to get him another woman of their choice. Who knows, he will be happier. Nauzubillah.
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