I have a friend who was nice to me before but we are no longer friends. i could say my sensitivity have its limits and patient too. I look up at her as a very understanding person and will never forget about her friends at all. I wont mention names but I just want you to know how I feel about this person.
I wonder why she always only looking for me when she have some trouble but when she is happy, she never even share it with me. Am I a spoiler of people's happiness? Am I a relationship destroyer? I do admit i sometimes overlook at one's future or even mine. why I do this?? I dont want to suffer in future. I am suffering since I was born and I wouldnt want my future life will do too.
Back to this person story, she have another friend too which my closes friend as well. She also only finds her when she needed help n in trouble. Then heard she is gettin married. Suddenly both of us were not invited and make us wonder, did we hurt her? Esp this friend of mine, for me i dont even bother. Dat friend suffered together w her through her downs, and now she is happy and abandon her? And she.even said 'me? Married? Bullshit. Its a rumour' but my parents hv the card.
Its funny when u try to run from us but u forget that u still connected to us via our parents. Well, people are weird. Dats all i wanna say.
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