2 weeks ago, I went to this amazing training that makes me aware of my life. I really wanna thank to my Colleague and my amazing superwoman Boss who introduced me to this training. I can see what I want now, I have a choice to choose "i dont want to"... and I have learn about love.
Now its time for me to open up. I know this will not be as brave but billions of people around the world might have read about what am I going to tell you in this blog. (Making up the numbers, doesnt really connected to whoever is dead or alive).
I used to look down on my husband, yes my husband because of my friends. I want to have a good image around them showing them that I have the power. But actually, I hurt his feeling. I never think about him. I always wanted to protect my image just because my friends want me too. After this amazing training, I realize that I always wanted to be the best among my friends because I am tired to be the one who always been pushed down but actually I was pushing everyone down...
I also realized that I have been always giving excuses, reasons, justifications for the things that I dont need to give. I shall put it aside. Being honest is always been my motto which if I dont like, I will let the person know but I always thinks that being honest will hurt people.. but actually I am the one who afraid to be hurt.
What I learn also, I always thinks I am the victim in my story but actually I was supposed to be responsible to whatever happen. I shall dare to take the risk and taking risk is not hard. I always say I have no choice but "No choice" is actually a choice. I choose "No choice" as my choice.
With this training, I create more trust with the people who I love the most. My husband. I am pretty sure he will gain the same thing with me also. If you want to find out what type of powerful training about self awareness, do let me know. Will catch up with you guys on this.
Thank you,
Shaz/ Wawa
I also realized that I have been always giving excuses, reasons, justifications for the things that I dont need to give. I shall put it aside. Being honest is always been my motto which if I dont like, I will let the person know but I always thinks that being honest will hurt people.. but actually I am the one who afraid to be hurt.
What I learn also, I always thinks I am the victim in my story but actually I was supposed to be responsible to whatever happen. I shall dare to take the risk and taking risk is not hard. I always say I have no choice but "No choice" is actually a choice. I choose "No choice" as my choice.
With this training, I create more trust with the people who I love the most. My husband. I am pretty sure he will gain the same thing with me also. If you want to find out what type of powerful training about self awareness, do let me know. Will catch up with you guys on this.
Thank you,
Shaz/ Wawa
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