What's New with Me Liking MJ?

I started to like MJ sinCe 1988. When My dad and my mom done some party at home, listening to Thriller, Billie Jean and Bad, we all dance and we all tried to be MJ. but unfortunately everyone failed. Especially stand on the toes hehe. I tried that till now, I cant make it!I also tried 'Smooth Criminal' and I failed. He's awesomeness! His trade mark, "Eehee" and "urgh" (hiccups kinda sound) and only him can do it all those said.

No body can do like him. If they do... not as perfect as he does. I have the curly hair exactly like him (besides) and my mum called me "MJ's daughter" and I am so damn proud! At least I have the hair as MJ! Until now, my hair still following MJ's hair. Current MJ's hair now is how my hair looks now. So MJ will always be with me.

When someone accused him of molesting, I started to hate the Kid. Cant you just leave MJ alone? M. J was very depressed. He never ever wanted to molest anyone especially he's no experience in having his own childhood. All his songs are dedicated to children and he created Neverland for them but what have you done? He's sick and depressed when you do that! Shame on you Jordan! Havent you heard "Have you seen my childhood?" songs? That's the most saddest songs ever. Every time I hear that, i will cried to sleep! Actually, I dont mind him changing his face, bleach or whatever as long as his songs is great and not only LOVE Songs... I dont care!

The most impact songs to me is 'You are not ALone'. As everyone knew, I am not that close to anyone in my family. Not siblings and parents. Only till 2004 after I'm back from the Rising Sun's country then only Im close.When ever I have some problems with my parents, this songs appear suddenly! Like in the movie! Every time I heard this songs, I do feel Michael is next to me, comforting me and telling me

You are not alone. Michael is here with you.
Though we're far apart, but you'are always in my heart.
Just the other night, I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come, and I hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers, your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand, then forever can began
Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away?
Something whispers in my ear and says

And i can feel his present by touching my hair, hugged me into his warm chest and cries together with me. He's so so so so good in comforting. When I saw him lift MJ II at the balcony, I know he didnt intend to kill his sons but he just wanna show you that's his sons and I know he hugged him and kissed him after he does that for being guilty on almost killed him.

Losing him will be totally disaster for music industry. Akon cancelling the concert "mostly" because of MJ's death. Mourning. Me too! I wear mostly black 2-3 days ago to mourn. But I got the bad feeling since last weeks. So afraid my parents are the one who going to left me. But unfortunately, someone I have been hook up on since i was 3 who is the one pass away. This is the curse I have. I cant missed someone too much or else, they will die in 2 weeks time. Check out what did I almost done.

- 15 June 2009
I was craving to hear MJ's song especially You Are Not Alone, Heal the World, Man in the Mirror, Earth Song and Have You Seen My Childhood. I tried to search his CD's at home, but I talk to myself, Its okay, I still can wait. Suddenly because thinks this world needs change. Human need to change their attitude towards the earth, people and stop being racism.

- 22 June 2009
Starting to get less sleep. Cant ever sleep! Every night was craving to hear Billie Jean and Beat it. Watch Horror movies and the ghost have the same eyes as MJ in 'Thriller' video. Totally the Thriller songs keep playing in my head. Dream about my folks passed away soon after. So scared.



Love this hair of his. I onced cut my hair like this when I was 14. I do look like him from the side but since im Ugly... I never revealed my face that much! hahah

- 24th June 2009,
Cant sleep again. Even worst, I cant even close my eyes. Feel so unpleasant.. feel that is something wrong. There's gonna be a bad news on some of the days. Suddenly feel like cant wait for Michael's Concert in London. Collecting some funds to go London for his final curtain call.

-25th June 2009
6am, woke up and listen to radio while in the Toilet. SUddenly heard something and MJ songs started to played. Run from the toilet and quickly browse internet and facebook. Everyone was giving condolence and tells that R.I.P Michael and what so. Then You are not alone appear....I cried till wokes my parents and sister also husband...I told them the bad news. Everyone share the tears. Since then, I took out the CD and keep listening to his songs in History's Album.

Till today 29th June 2009. I cant stop believing that MJ is leaving us. Your legacy will be with us. You are never dead in my life. Your music will accompany me whenever I'm sad, happy or what.

You are not there alone. I will always pray for you and will pray for your children. Michael... I love you so much!

it's quite frustrating to hear you leave us so soon and also, you start being famous again when they all hear about you have moved on. You deserved to be appreciated when you are alive. if I were in L.A, I might offer myself to take care of you so that you will be alive forever. I will try to stop you from taking drugs. I will try to lead you to know more about Islamic culture to get you to be calm and peacefully.
The media is not fair. Michael, if you are a Muslim, I hope Allah will forgive all your sins, bless your soul and placed you with all the luxury in Heaven. If you are not a Muslim, may God bless your soul.

You will be loved forever and your legacy will stay with us in our heart. For me, you're not dead yet in my heart.

If you are still alive, 'You are not Alone'.


Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas Roh Mikael Joseph Jackson Abdullah.

even he never admit He's a Muslim, I bet he doesnt want more controversial news on him and makes his concert failed due to being Islam. Some how again... people need to change their mind settings especially for non Muslim fellas! If he's a Muslim or not... he bring us together No matter 'Black or White". Yihi!

Mother In Law or Monster In Law?

This topic is quite interesting to share especially those who were thinking can't we decide or pick who is goin to be our Mother in law. Obviously it will be under God's will. God knows whats best for everyone. Allah surely knows what He will do and what His plan and why does He gave us such test.

Remember my cousin who we're married ealier june? His wife is quite sweet and talkative like me too and guess what, we're both Scorpio. Haha so.. we're totally gang and we do share something in common in medical way which both having asthma. (i dont know why I am so proud of this but at least someone can share the pain with me) haha.

My cousin is quite close to us (father is my mom's lil bro) & he used to live with us too when his natural mother passed away due to leukemia. After that, his father remarried. When my uncle decided to remarried, I can see his face like "darn! Step mom! It's soo scary!" And he admitted, it was scary to him too cuz he saw in the movie mostly step mom are evil & we watched Cinderella before the father remarried. Then my whole family advise "You can stay with us, but we do think your father needs someone, need somebody to atleast take care of him..." then he and his lil bro said "as long she's nice, we dont care." And my new so called aunty, back of those day are quite young but have some weird attitudes where she cant see people who are over than she is and FUZZY! Imagine, I was good in English, she will said "oh, my son is better in Maths!" so she obviously loves to win... but she forget.. Im Scorpio woman! I cant bare to lose!

Okay, back to the mother in law stories. So My 1st cousin married and after a week, they got a new rental house to stay. So the whole family were shocked especially us but focus on the story up there, u may figure why they wanna run away from my aunty. Too many rules and regulation and never talks straight to my cousin's wife. I mean, my mother in law didnt say it straight but she decided to like put in a sentence where she can make me do it my self . For example like cooking, she will say something such as "wawa, the stove is quite cold now... dont you think it's the best time to make it heat?" sarcasm but at least I know that I have to do it anyway.

But my aunty kinda weird one. She always gives order to my cousin's wife in this way "I'm sick, could you please..." or "im tired, just got bakc.. can you..." or "you wipe this plate, then put in the cabinet, I wanna sleep". She will use her "sweet talk" in order to get my cousin's wife guilty. What happen in Cinderella and her step mother, happened in the real life. What's on her mind, we dont know. Now I do feel like I wanna help her (my aunty) but too bad I cant cuz I cant stand her attitude. Haha I think whoever is born in 1985, couldnt take it you see or couldnt match with her. Cuz my uncle was married to her, I have to bared but she's also one of the CNN. Com.

We called her "The Gossip Aunt". She knows the knews, manipulate it, makes the small news become bigger events, then fuck up! For e.g, I got chendol for my wedding reception, she does it too. I have special for my friends and in laws door gift, she have that too! See, she wants to compete. Someone breaks the house and renovate. She did the same. She stayed at my house for 3 month because she renovated the house. She saw my neighbour change the stairs to swirling stairs, she did that too. She saw my neighbour put balcony and outside toilet, she did that too! All she wants it, my uncle have to do it because if not she will keep on nagging. My uncle is like 56++ n couldnt stand nagging. I bet you my uncle will get heart attack if she nagged 3 days non stop hahaha.

So, you prefer to have MOTHER IN LAW OR MONSTER IN LAW? my mother in law somehow is very nice but I cant stand her siblings! Darn! the aunties and uncles of my husband is totally out! I'm avoiding to meet them cuz I'm the type who doesnt really care about protocol but their family is treating me like im living in a hell's palace. I prefer stay in prison rather than meeting them. They are allowed to do things but I cant. Hah! Bull sheet! With me, nothing is impossible! I will make it happen, anyhow, M.I.L rocks! hahah

What's new with M.I.A Friend?

Hey all,

It's been quite quite long since I've ever tell bout friends. Basically, after I have been married, friends issue is not a prob anymore... They leave me alone as I am wondering, It's quite sometimes since my phone rang all the time before. but of course my best buddies like Ariana, Nadirah and Nadia always contact each other either through phone, facebook,and ym.

One of my -use to be my best friend (we fought cuz she thinks my husband is such a LOSER where I think she's loser than my hubby and her mom said I deserved better where I have my reason and with God's will) - texted me suddenly at 2.40am this morning (22/6/09) and makes me making some whole assumptions. It's weird though but she was the one who kept herself away from me quite a while, not taking me into her facebook, myspace and friendster but I dont give a damn cuz once you push me away as ur friend, you are not consider as my GOOD friend cuz for me those social networking is the one who makes you more closer to each other. Am I right guys?!

anyway, here how's the text sounds like -
"Am very depressed now. Everybody mcm 'tekan' i after I dumb my ex guy. i cuma tgl family yg support i. i tatau nak sembang dengan siapa(i dont know who to talk with)."

I was like... is she refering that she wants to talk? to me!? hahaha no way jose! She's the one who are pushing me aside and indirect stabbing me from the back where she's comploting with the Black Devil to dug out my secrets n what so and now seeking for me to listen to her pathetic's story!? IN YOUR FAKIN DREAM!! I know I am being mean but read till the bottom. You will have the full stories!

then, I wanted to texted her but as what my husband also said "dont trust her... she's might doing a comploting again."

then I was browsing my inbox like around 10am today, saw her text and then I was like ... how bout to text her and be a sarcasm... "what happen to all of your bestieS?"

then she replied. "they just ignored me, they said I am mean after all i've done. they never know apa yg berlaku. i wont makes my ex looks bad cuz he has helped me alot. u know that too right?"

hahah! Now, she once told me something about "Wati, you will never get any friends cuz you're being mean and sarcasm towards me..."... Although you being nice to people, you think people likes you?! bull shoot! you are a such an annoying person on earth who only thinks you are bloody perfect and bloody good in everything and thinks you are much much nicer but actually you are a back stabber.... and besides that, she's pretending to be a Queen and said woman is more powerful, you shall control man and what shot! Btw, her father is controlled by the mom! her father doing household, her mother only giving an order. How pathetic! Reason I am being mean to her is actually to get her realized that she's a loser and annoying but yet SHE NEVER NOTICED as everyone are taking advantages towards her cuz she's a lil stupid~! (>_<)

then again, being a sarcasm... "what about your pet sis and the black devil of yours?"

she replied, "No la, my sis always there for me and black devil is just an old friend, not that close." hahah BULL SHOOOTT AGAIN! NOt that close? i never invited you to my wedding (the reason cuz she dont think im her friend at all so no offence but using social networking like myspace and all is the way I'm inviting people to my wedding...) but she knows it from The Black Devil! What the heck? You wanna fool me with the trick that has been known since I was 10 has already stinks! dont ever think I'm gonna fall for it!

Now, learn your lessons here guys. Dont ever said anyone is a loser without looking into the mirror. I never judge people through their education, wealth or luxury but I will judge them through their personality and atitude towards me. If one person sucks to other but pretty good to me, I dont even care as long s/he dont put shot on my face. And if you are no body or NON SUCCESSFUL person to me or has NOTHING WITH YOU YET, SEW YOUR MOUTH OR I'LL HELP TO PUT HORSE SHOT IN YOUR MOUTH and SEW it for ya!

love,
Wawa!

Killer Version Song of I Kissed A Girl

I Killed A Girl - Kathijah Peri-Peri

This was always the way I planned, it's my intention.
I got so brave, poison in hand, lost my discretion.
It is what I'm used to, just wanna try you on.
I'm furious towards you, caught my attention.

[Chorus:]
I killed a girl and I liked it,
the taste of her cherry bloody.
I killed a girl just to try it,
I hope my husband don't mind it.
It felt so wrong,
and I felt so right.
It mean I'm in victory tonight.
I killed a girl and I liked it (I liked it).

Yes, I do know your name, it does matter.
You're my experimental victim, just human nature.
It is what good girls do, yet to show how they behave.
My head gets so stressful, hard to obey.

[Chorus]
I killed a girl and I liked it,
the taste of her cherry bloody.
I killed a girl just to try it,
I hope my husband don't mind it.
It felt so wrong,
and I felt so right.
It mean I'm in victory tonight.
I killed a girl and I liked it (I liked it).

I feel so extremely magical,
Soft skin, red lips, so killable.
Hard to resist, so torturous.
Too good to deny it.
Ain't no big deal, it's guilty.

[Chorus]
I killed a girl and I liked it,
the taste of her cherry bloody.
I killed a girl just to try it,
I hope my husband don't mind it.
It felt so wrong,
and I felt so right.
It mean I'm in victory tonight.
I killed a girl and I liked it (I liked it).


Katy perry - Dont be mad... this is just a mad version of me towards back stabberS

Characteristic of Oxen & Scorpio

4) binatang kegemaran :
~ harimau (bintang, belang, jaguar dan mcm2 lagi) dan Scorpio.

5) hobbies :
~ everything can be done if I am too bored, too free, in a mood of doing things

6) characteristic :
~ popular sanguine ...wanna know what's that?
The popular sanguine is the life of the party. If you know someone who is popular and dynamic odds are that person is a Popular Sanguine. These people are always willing to help and want to make sure everyone is happy. The end result is not nearly as important as the fact that everyone has a good time.The downside to the popular sanguine is that they can sometimes inhibit productivity. They can sometimes get wrapped up in office gosip rather than getting important work done. Their currious nature can be both a possitive or a negative depending on how it is taken.To me the single biggest strength a popular sanguine has is their ability to lighten the mood and help out someone who is feeling blue. The most important thing to remember when dealing with a popular sanguine is that relationships count for a lot, and they always find time for the fluff. Their bubbly outgoing nature is always welcome on a drab day. Look to the popular sanguine, to keep up the spirits of people. These people make great additions to office life and are a welcome addition to any customer service or phone team.

7) zodiac :
~ Scorpio - Whatever written down here, that's soo soo true!

Traditional
Scorpio Traits
Determined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magnetic
On the dark side....
Jealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate

LIKES
• Truth
• Hidden Causes
• Being involved
• Work That is Meaningful
• Being Persuasive

DISLIKES
• Being Given Only Surface data
• Taken Advantage of
• Demeaning Jobs
• Shallow Relationships
• Flattery and Flattering

That's soo soo true!

8) Born in Year :
~ Cow (OX) - http://www.usbridalguide.com/special/chinesehoroscopes/Ox.htm

THE WOOD OX 192S AND 1985

Understanding and fair, these are the least unyielding of the Oxen and the most apt to change and accept new ideas. A more liberal attitude gives them the ability to appreciate the value of being a part of a team, and other members of the team respect the high principles of the Wood Ox. They are particularly self-confident giving them an air of unspoken authority. This characteristic means that Wood Oxen are often chosen as leaders or spokespeople. They also have a shorter fuse than other Ox people, and are more likely to be outspoken or to stand up in a crowd to be heard. These Oxen are quite devoted to those they love and make strong and affectionate friends and relations.

CHARACTERISTICS

Obstinate, Pouty, Truthful, Motivated, Friendly, Apathetic, Genuine, Quick-tempered

LIKES AND DISLIKES

The Ox is a lover of stability, a great traditionalist and a homemaker. Rarely would you expect an Ox person to be an extrovert pleasure-seeker. They are happiest in the peace of their own home territory.

Oxen Like:

Color Preference: Violet

Gems and Stones: Jade, Emerald, Moss-Agate, Lapis-Lazuli

Suitable Gifts: Kitchen accessories, gardening and planting books, cookbooks, bonsai trees

Hobbies and Pastimes: Body-Building, Baking, Gardening, Listening to music, Sewing

Oxen Dislike: Making small talk, foolish games, feeling insecure

SCORPIO OX

Determination and strong will characterize the Scorpio Ox. These Oxen will strive and do whatever they must in order to reach their goal. They are intense lovers, but you’ll never be able to read their emotions because they keep them tucked away.

Famous Ox People: Barack Obama, Catherine Freeman, Heather Locklear, Jane Fonda, Jack Nicholson, Juliette Lewis, Margaret Thatcher, Meg Ryan, Meryl Streep, Princess Diana, Vivien Leigh and George Clooney.

actually... I dont know what to do... I just wanna show my own Characteristic which I think it's mostly true...

HyperTension yg tahap melampau!

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
I AM NOW REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY MAD! GETTING REALLY CRAZY AND MAD MAD MAD!

NOW IM WRITING A SONG TO SHOW MY ANGER! i KNOW I SOUNDS STUPID BUT THIS IS THE FUCKING WAY TO EXPRESS MY ANGER!

Taken from the song (How Do I Live - Trisha Yearwood)

How am I... gonna get through my day with you...
If I had to live forever with youuu
What kind of life would that be
Oh and I... I need to abolish you...
Need to use a gun to kill youuu
You're my poison, my enemy,
If you ever stay...
Babi, 'cause you know that you're everything bad in my life
and tell me now!!

let me kill you with my weapon
if you ever stay
let me harm you with my hand
if you ever come near
How do I ever, ever kill youuuuuuu
How do I, how Do I,
oh how do I killl youuu

with you there'd be the sun in my sky
there would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, babi I don't know what I would do
I'd be mad if I had you
If you ever stay
Babi, you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

let me kill you with my weapon
if you dont leave
let me harm youu with my hand
if you ever come near
How do I ever, ever kill youuuuuuu
How do I, how Do I,
oh how do I killl youuu

If you ever stay
Babi, you would take away everything
Need to chase you
Babi, 'cause you know that you're everything bad in my life
And tell me now

let me kill you with my weapon
if you dont leave
let me harm youu with my hand
if you ever come near
How do I ever, ever kill youuuuuuu
How do I, how Do I,
oh how do I killl youuu
with my hand.....

Thank you! I know it's doesnt rhyme.. but who cares! I am not gonna produced it anyway.

wah! sangat tension sampai bole tercipta lagu ini.. sudah bahaya ni!

whats' new with job hunting?

basically....

I have to find another JOB. Argh! So Malas okay! I really cant take it anymore! Arrr!!

Want to do business.. no money...
want to work with other people... im quite mean / cruel / rude
want to stay at home... i have debt to pay...
then... what the fuck can I do!?

THE WORLD IS MAINLY UNFAIR FOR ME... SHIT U RICH PEOPLE! GIVE ME YOUR BRAIN ON HOW U MAKE MONEY!

IM PISSED... IM HISSED AND I MISSED AND I DIE...

CONFESSION OF A STRESSFUL WORKER.

Selsema Babi - Asal Usul namanya

dr mana datangnya Nama Selsema Babi?

Satu pagi yg indah... seorang manusia membela burung yg terkena selsema.. mereka lalu depan kandang babi... tiba2 babi tegor burung,

Babi : burung... kenapa ko selsema?
Burung : Ntahla babi.. Aku kena virus nie..
Babi: HAhah padan muka ko! sape suruh tak berjaga-jaga!

Burung terbersin dan terkena si babi. Manusia terkejut dengan burung tersebut sebab dia pengsan. Tetiba babi terbersin akibat terkena selsema dari burung berkenaan! Hingus babi terpercik dan terkena manusia...

Manusia : Babi tol! oIt! Tak pasal2 aku kena samak sbb kena selsema babi ni! Babi tol!

Babi terpinga2... Manusia dikejarkan ke hospital. Lalu Doktor tanya pada manusia,

DR : Apa sebab kamu ke mari?
Manusia : Doktor jangan dekat.. tadi babi bersin kat saya! Babi tol!
Dr: Apa?! Selsema babi!? Semua orang! Pakai mask! Pakai glove! Jauhkan diri dr manusia tersebut!
Sejak dari itulah.. datangnya nama Selsema Babi..

Sekian Wassalam.

What's New with Early June?

1st June - Boss was on holiday but sadly I have to kacau him all the time
2nd June - Boss still on holiday
3rd June - Boss still on holiday and will be back tomorrow, lunch with my friend and having good time and went to boring time again...
4th June - Lunch with Iera and my hubby at Subang Parade and my car got heated up.. My car was lack of water...I forgot to get it to drink.. Sorry CLK! I will never forget you anymore..
5th June - Working half day cuz I cant stand the fakeness in my work place... Discuss with someone about buying new laptop Dell 10". After lunch went to Klang to meet up my friend to help figuring her comp and it doesnt need any help.. At night she cant use it at all.. Then balik kampung to Tanjung Rambutan with my family (1st time with my husband).
6th June - Wake up in morning and go Taiping and check in at Taiping Golf Resort. My cousin's tied a knot with 5 other couples at Masjid. At night, having makan2 sambil majlis berinai.
7th June - Majlis persandingan. My cousin wearing pink suit! Hahaha sooo cute! Tahniah Usop and Wani! Wani is quite nice person.. She's quite becok (murai type) talkactive I mean (like me) and very decorative and creative person... Around 7pm sharp we arrive at Shah Alam. Am tired and exhausted.

Pictures arent available due to I'm taking video for my cousin... so no pic with them :(. But I will ask my cousin to give it to me the copy. :)

Anyway.. i have to edit the video next week cuz this Saturday will have another reception for him at our side in Shah ALam... Let's all go! I inviting you to join me! heheh