S.A.L.A.M (Shazawati & Ahzam - Life After Marriage)

Day 1 in Japan

2012-02-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hello people.

Here is the picture for all people to view.

Janda/Duda - apa tanggapan anda?

2012-01-23T23:21:00.001+08:00

Bila kita bercerita tentang Janda/Duda or Miss J/Mr Dude, apa tanggapan anda?

Few people akan kata mereka gatal.

Few people akan kata kesian mereka.

Few people akan kata padan muka.

Few people akan kata tataulah.

Few people akan kata hopefully aku xjd mcm dorg. Susah woi.

Few people akan kata janji dorg xkaco rumah tangga aku sudahlah.

Few people akan kata laki kan bole kawin empat. Tlg dorg satu ibadah kan?

Few people akan kata jangan harap nak bermenantukan dorg. Dorg tu cerai mesti ade sebab. Ntah2 sbb dia.

Few people akan kata dorg ni xleh jaga family sbb bercerai.

Atas ni, sume tanggapan. Xcaya? Too true to be true?

Seriously, aku kesian dengan mereka. Hopefully husband aku and aku akan berkekalan. Duda slalunya laku, janda lah usually susah.

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Type of Friends that I have

2012-01-16T09:21:00.001+08:00

How many types of friends do you have in your circle of life? I have tons of friends. Wanna know my type? this is just my opinion but if you think its useless, well, try to reflect it from your own experience. do you have this type of person in your circle of friends?

stubborn - although we have advice 1000x about the husband/girlfriend/boyfriend/wife, still wants them back. After wasting 70months fighting, break up/divorce and become very tragic
full of ego - did the wrong thing but never wanting to apologize. have to stay away from you as I cant stand your freaking ego
OKB - stands for Orang Kaya baru whom is recently very rich and whatever this person do, although it is wrong, everybody is trying to say that he is right.
Butt Licker - this person is even worst, they will try to lick your friend's butt who is OKB because they got some debt with him/her. Mess with that person, they cant pay back.
Shit principle holder - No matter what, friends come first, but when the boyfriend is a control freak, forget friend. or no matter who you are, if you are freaking wrong, then you are wrong but if I have debt with you and no money to pay, i can put my principle aside. Whatever you do is correct.
too nice - they are extremely too nice and sometimes get on your nerves but they are just tooo nice.
too handy - loves to help. Its good too!
Over the fence - this type of friends, they just sit on the fence and not doing anything. if few person fights, they will sit over the fence and watch and say yes to everything but not backing up at all.
2 faces - face to face, fucking nice. back to back, from head to toe story comes out.
always act mature but actually not - tell people i am immature, but when you did, its okay as it will be freaking cute.
Spy - they just freaking listen and then tell everything to the person that we fight. we wouldnt know as he/she will act like there is nothing happen between us.
accepting - no matter how bad/good u are, he/she accepting.
not to say bad about people. Its too good to be true. o_OSakit jiwa dpt manusia macam ni. When you think u hv good friends, they do this. So once u got a good one, appreciate them.please.

LEmbu nak jaga

2012-01-04T18:34:00.001+08:00

Its a parody of MOVES LIKE JAGGER. If u listen carefully, moves like jagger does sound like lembu nak jaga. I got lembu nak jaga,i got lembu nak jaga, i got.lembuuuuuuuuu nak.jagaaaa.

Lembu - cow

Nak jaga - to take care

Lyrics? Will upload it soon ;) quite dirty but its a parody lol

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concert by Female Hollywood Celebrities - sexy or not?

2012-01-02T12:44:00.001+08:00

I am a bit confuse with Malaysia rules. Although i have been 26 years living here i still dont get one thing. About letting female artist to come over to Malaysia and asked them to cover up. Till today i still cant accept this. Call me murtad or what, but what i am saying is hypocracy. Why?

Went to Mariah Carey concert back in 2004/2005. Heard lots of issues saying that she needs to cover up, no showing off skins. Ok, here i would appreciate as i also not fancying to see her skin that much but what i do care aboyt the audience. When i was there, the audiences wore as sexy as her video clip. High heels with tube shirt and hot pants. Where is the rules that applies to the singer but doesnt apply to the audience? Shockingly it was a Malay groups of people who wore that.

I am not saying that i am against any culture or what, not siding goverment nor opposition, but what are you trying to proof here? Asking the celebrity to wear properly but how bout the audience? If i am the celebrity, if i see my audiences like that, i will be questioning (why am i asked to cover up but my audiences not?) i might not going to return to this country as i can see how hypocrite this country is. I start questioning every single time when they talk about this.

Worst part, our own Malay, Muslim celebrities wears as sexy as Hollywood stars and nobody freaking stops them? Why double standard? Cuz everything in Hollywood is sinful and here is not? Take a look at our own tv channel, doesnt mean slutty and bitchy have to wear sexy. They can even wear scarf,tudung or baju kurung to be mean and slutty. Its reality we are talking about here. Malaysia is so afraid to show reality but deep in our heart, its totally opposites. Yes, i should not be fooled by media but hey, kids under 18 follow what Media tells. There is no more what teacher says its true or parents says but they.will say the media or tv saids that. Trust me. People may smack my head for saying this but hey, its a truth.

But again, if I am world celebrity and I saw Malaysians celebs wear like a whore and I am asked to not showing ny skin, i will definitely tells my fellow celebs 'better not to come to Malaysia as they are hypocrite totally. They allow their celebrities to show skin but we cant. What the heck?' i think Beyonce, Rihanna is not as stupid. They certainly make a research before they wanna come here. Maybe they have the same idea as me.

Few of my friends from overseas, they did ask me why they didnt see most people covering up and some are sexy like living in abroad. I told them that once we are baligh, we need to wear and it is a must. For me i am not ready but i am supposed to wear it already. I feel like a hipocrite because i always swearing but covering up. So doesnt show good example as a good Muslim.

This is just my opinion. Yes, you didnt ask for it but it keeps playing on my mind. I do think i should have share my thoughts right?

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Married & divorce. trend or problem?

2012-01-02T02:29:00.001+08:00

Nowadays, we did hear lots of people who get married and get divorced after 2-5 years of marriage. This is just an opinion from me where i think where this is come from. What are the root cause and such.

First, most couples are forced by parents to get marry early when deep down, they are not ready to do so. In another way, they think that they can prevent sex before marriage and other problems and they think they can fix it later.

Second, couple thinks by getting married could change the person. For example from player to loyal, from bad to nice, from evil to holy but they forget, if the person have a will to change,they will change without being asked/told or getting married.

Thirdly, some young adults married with older guys but since they are more mature, they are controlled by the husband/wife and couldnt handle the pressure. Some older partner thinks that their partner should always listen to them as they are older but they forget, world evolves and surroundings change. They should have listen rather than they think they knew everything.

Fourthly, traditional or modern style of bringing in the family. How the husband treat the wife. If the husband can do whatever they like and wife have to stay at home and only out by the permission of husband, may lead to explosion of a woman one day if the woman find out husbanf hv another women outside. For Muslim, usually man always think they have 4quota which woman cant questions but they forget, we have to have a very valid reason to be allowed to marry another three. You must have money, hv to be responsible, accpuntable and fair for all. Fair in the sense of the money monthly, not both gave 400and u think its fair. U should see how many people in your first wife family, and your second etc.

For modern way, husband and wife have a discussion on every things they do. Or even have early vows or promises that the wife can go anywhere w friends they trust nearby without asking permission or at least tell the husband where she wanna go. Do everything together and if you need space, tell each other honestly. Being too honest is not good too but know your partner. Be more like parents other racrs. Learn from them, not judge them by a bad parents or not.

Next issue maybe, unfaithful. This could be they have yet to enjoy their single lives or being player. They forget their limit as husband/wife and cheat. They think by keeping it quiet can helps.

Next, anger. When they are mad,the word Divorce is easily said. Usually husband play a big part. For Muslim, once a husband said 'we shall take a break or we shall separate for a while' its does have a huge problem. Definitely, you are confirm divorce. So guys, make sure that word never exist in your head. Its dangerous.

Lastly, in laws. Here a lot of issue, no blessings from parents, parents in law acting like an pain in the butt or even worst, they controlled everything. They even interfere in their kids's marriage life. They should have not. As a marriage couple, they shall know. Come on, they choose to be in happy n suffer together, why in the world you wanna interfere? Support them emotionally by listening not by pushing them to leave each other and get a new one. Doesnt hel.

For me, this is why parents have to teach their kids to enjoy life but at least to get marry by 30 but enjoy lives. Parents may think this is BS but trust me, if u dont allow your kids to enjoy their life, you know what happen? What i have said above. All of it.

Parents pay a huge part of this. Every marriage do have a problem and as mention, let them handle it. Parents that come from broken family, doesnt mean yours is broken, your kids shall not be happy too. Listen to them more, share the things they shall know. Tell them this is the story of life, its up to you how to handle it but hopefully you will make a roght choice. If your choice is bad, you shall let them.learn. Not scold them saying their stupid. Tell them its a lesson in life and they shall learn from.it. Not to be the firestone.

Well, i think i have type enough. Think about it and see your future, how you want your marriage like. Enjoy life before thinking to ge marry but dont overdo it. It will be disaster too.

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happy new year

2012-01-02T01:42:00.001+08:00

Dear readers,I will like to say happy new year to all and hope you will enjoy 2012 like tomorrow is the end of d world. After all, Mayan did mention Bout the end of the world is coming in 2012 aight? New life, new beginning! Regards,Writer

25/12/2011- arwah Fird kembali kepangkuan penciptaNya

2011-12-29T08:15:00.001+08:00

Aku dan suami ke cameron highland pada 23/12/2011. Tujuan.ke sana utk honeymoon n dgr petua kawan yg tpt sejuk can make us easily to concieve. Sorry if too much info but that is our plan. Xpernah honeymoon pon senarnya. Yes, im pathetic i know.

Well, on xmas morning i feel not good. Rase mcm ade xkene. Aku risau keselamatan kami berdua suddenly sbb cameron tu bahaya tanah runtuh la ape kan. Mase pergi tu pon otak aku pikir macam2. What if tanah runtuh? What if kitorg tercampak jatuh gaung? Yes, im a half film maker, imagination is needed in my career. Then ahzam ckp balik kita lalu simpang pulai beso sikit jalan. Aku rase mcm xbest. Tataulah. Rase mcm nak stay lama sikit kat sana tp kul 11 kitorg da out dr hotel.

Lepas beli sayur, ingat nak patah ke tanah rata nak g bank tapi sebab jalan jem, kami decide ah xyah la. So kitorg lalu dr brinchang tros turun ke gopeng/simpang pulai. Mase kitorg turun, aku tdo and husband kejutkan aku sbb ade accident, keta singapore bawa laju sangat. Aku marahlah sbb ingatkan apa. Pastu kitorg da tenang, aku tanya td xde ke geng2 motor lalu? Die kata td ducati je. Smart nak mampos. Aku tanya, geng2 kawasaki xde ke? Tros nampak dua biji lalu. Aku kata panjang umor die. Then nampak motor ketiga. Husband aku ckp 'ma, tu fird'. Kitorg angkat tangan, die xnampak tapi kepala mengangguk.

Lepas tu aku tweet ckp die nampak.kacak. Die kata die mmg dulu kini dan selamanya. Aku tatau kenapa masa aku nampak die, aku xckp pon panjang umur. Maybe terlupa. Who knows if aku ckp mcm tu,maybe die panjang umur lagi. Tapi itu ketentuan dariNya. Xsemestinya aku sorg je cakap bole selamatkan die dari kematian.

Then kitorg balik mcm biasa and mase tu kul 5pm kat kitorg gerak dr batu gajah sbb singgah uma maktok and mak yani (makcik n nenek ahzam). Kat simpang pulai mmg jem sikit but we managed to arrived at 8pm kat rumah. Sampai dirumah, penuh cousin2. Kitorg mainlah game,makan pejadah. Then kul 11, ahzam panggil aku. Aku mcm da kenapa kan? Die tarik aku ke luar rumah. Aku bengang. Nak cakap,cakap jela. Tetiba die nangis. Aku terkejut. Wei, kenapa? Pa, kenapa? 'ma, fird ma. Fird.' kenapa dgn fird pa? 'fird,meninggal ma. Papa tataulah. Amrul call tadi. Banyak.kali'. Aku tergamam. Cepat2 naik atas amek phone. Mase tu phone aku tgh charge. Tgk 6miskol dr amrul. Aku terkejut. Tros kol balik nak confirmkan. Die.kata yes. Aku rase nak pengsan.

Then, aku terdiam,terduduk.tatau nak buat apa. Buka twitter,sume rip die. Dorg ckp, g rumah rafil sbb die tgh meroyan. Tros aku ajak sbb rafil kire mcm anak angkat aku merangkap abang and rakan karib fird. Aku dgn xmandi apa sume tros gerak sana.

Sampai rumah rafil, joe, aizad dah ade sana and few kawan Rafil. Kitorg tatau nak buat apa. Tunggu jela berita. Arwah ade di hospital permaisuri bainun ipoh so kitorg takleh buat apa. Baca tweet dr mase ke mase. Amrul,chef,man,shah ke sana. So kitorg dpt update dr mereka. Lepas tu karrot,aina, eda,kak aty, rahman, arif hasnan, khai,aisya, shaza, paan, haziq, zaidy, azlan, and apeng datang kat nasi tabur. Lepas tu geng2 shah alam sambung lepak kat 18. Kitorg bc tweet dr amrul, post mortem kul 7,tolak kul 9 dlm sebelum.zohor akan dikebumikan. X tunggu lama sbb seksa jenazah kata ayah arwah. So kitorg decide g dlm kul 11.

Die meninggal dalam.keadaan baik. Cedera dalaman. Luka sikit je. Muka mcm biasa. Menurut org yg first sampai ditempat kejadian, arwah jatuh langgar divider, then avanza nak nak elak tak sempat. Die da jatuh dulu n motor hancur. Total lost. 10minit nazak and meninggal kat tempat kejadian. Sblm tu tanda2 die, die mengantok dan ckp dlm.kondisi die nih, kalau siapa sorongkan bantal, die bole terus lelap. Mmg tidur selamanya. :(

Then, esoknya bila nampak tuit amrul, dorg da selamat kafankan.beliau, kami pon gerak. Takot xsempat. Yelah, tunggu org ni bkn bole. Kata kul 11, datang lambat. Then kul 12 kitorg sampai rumah arwah. Mase tu satu rumah da ramai. 12.50 jenazah sampai. Kitorg dpt tgk kejap. Aku xdpt tgk muka die, dah ditutup. Tapi janji aku da tgk die dibalut kain kafan mase tu da confirm die memang meninggal. Mak ayah die xnak seksa jenazah, cepat2 dikebumikan.

Then bawa die ke masjid utk disolatkan skali lagi. Ramai juga sampai 5 saf. Alhamdulillah, hidup diberkati. Die diiringi geng2 motor 20 biji dan geng 2 twitter and kawan2, sedara lain dlm 20 kereta penuh. Anggaran lah. Tapi mmg rase banyak sbb panjang je ha.

Mase di kubur, kitorg tgk die dikuburkan. Ya Allah, sblm ni aku takot tapi sbb die baik dgn aku, xde pulak perasaan tu. Lepas tu cupee, hizam,aizad,amir, sume tlg kambuskan die. Aku bc blog cupee, die terasa jari fird bergerak, die nak melatah tapi alhamdulillah, die ckp astarafirullahalazim. Maybe die berharap ini mimpi. Tataulah, hanya cupee je tau. Then sampai sudah, petang tu sugul je sume.

Twitter pon sunyi. Malam.dorg ajak ke tahlil, aku xcukup kuat nak.kesana. Lalu xjadi pegi. Tapi malam tu, aku tgk satu persatu gambar die dgn.geng lepakcall. Aku sedih. Nak.nangis je rasa. Tapi aku xdpt nak nangis. Maybe terlalu tabah. Tapi dalam hati tuhan jela tau. Banjir tau tak?

Tgk last video die dgn kitorg, lagi buat aku sebak. Die beriya guna camera olympus aku yg masuk air tu buat video.dalam air. Ya Allah, mase tu kalau aku tahu, lepak je dgn die. Tapi kalau kita tau, sure scary.

3 mende yg kita takkan tau. Bila dan bagaimana kita mati dan hari kiamat.

Fird, semoga kau bahagia and tenang disana. InsyaAllah, kami.akan.menyusul selepasmu. Ya Allah, kau tempatkanlah dia dikalangan orang2 yg beriman dan sesungguhnya tempatkanlah die di syurga Firdaus. Kami akan.kenang kamu dalam hidup kami.

Mohammad Firdaus bin Mohammad Heder

1 july 1989 - 25 December 2011.

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somalaysian - whats new?

2011-11-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

dear malaysians,

i cant stand it anymore. i need to blog this.

i dont understand, if u are driving, you know at the next 500m you need to turn left, stick in the fucking left lane. why i am so upset? u are the cause of traffic jam.

i dont understand, if there is nothing infront, why the hell ou are slowing down and when i pass through, you only slowing down due to bird crossing?

i dont understand, why you need to stop during accident? if you dont wanna help, back off lah. you are one of the cause of traffic jam. callkan ambulan ke ape ke, at least berbaktila. ni keje tgk ko bole buat ape? share keburukan atau kematian seseorang dlm facebook?

i dont understand, why do u take care neatly your toilet but not the public toilet? do you know you are the cause of all dieases that related o infection?

i dont understand, why do u need to be a busy body when u dont actually need to be one? time org merompak rumah jiran kau, x pulak kau menyibuk tapi bila jiran kau bawa pompuan ke,bawa laki ke gedik gedik kau lak nak menyibuk? dedua pon dosa tau tak lahanat?

i dont understand, why do you need to ask person a week after they are married, are you pregnant yet? are you that fucking stupid? kalau die mengandung awal ko syak die main sblm nikah, bila x pregnant, kau tuduh mandul. kau da kenapa kena jadi mcm sial? bukan sekadar mandul, kau kata xreti main la ape la. kau try video sket cara cara nak kasi pregnant? kecoh sial.

anyway this is feeww of my concern about malaysians. come on la. uniq memang unique but stop the crap la sial.

Map for #twtupWOWday

2011-05-07T03:37:00.000+08:00

Attached is the map. print it out to know the road.

What we need?

Volunteer for the telematch. to help us to arrange the kids, setup the games on time, help in the coordinations and make sure everything is okay. call me or text at 0166206040 and i will sms you my tweethandle. Please people, its time for you to do something to contribute.

when? - SUNDAY 8TH MAY 2011. 6.30AM TO 4PM. GAME STARTS AT 10.00.

Transportation if needed : be at Menara Axis PJ by 6.30am and wear Red shirt and be decent. No hotpants, short skirt so that we recognize you. Then we will see if there is enough. If not, bring your car incase we dont have enough space.

LP 144 : We are committed to create LOVING, UNITY, EQUALITY towards HUMANITY.

One Love Undivided For Orang Asli Hulu Melaka

2011-04-18T17:39:00.007+08:00

Hi All,

There are 20 people in the group (we called ourselves as LP144) has come up with the commitment to take on a short term community service project with long term effects which will later be concluded by a WOW Day at 9am to 4pm on the 8th May 2011 at Kampung Orang Asli Hulu Melaka, Serendah which consists of 400 and more residents inclusive of adults and children.

The objectives of organizing the WOW Day with the target group mentioned are:

1. To share information with the Orang Asli in Kampung Orang Asli Hulu Melaka, Serendah in topics related to self-sufficiency

2. To work in collaboration with the Orang Asli in Kampung Orang Asli Hulu Melaka, Serendah in beautifying and improvising the condition of the settlement

3. To reimburse back to the Orang Asli in Kampung Orang Asli Hulu Melaka, Serendah a source of income which were taken away from them by logging industries

4. To work with the Orang Asli in Kampung Orang Asli Hulu Melaka, Serendah in opening up an opportunity to education for the younger generations by restocking their libraries with informative and educational books, as well as providing them with exercise books. Apart from that, classes will be conducted to let the children learn how to read

5. To support them in improvising their healthcare by providing them with better hygiene facilities i.e. public toilet

The theme of this project following by the WOW Day would be “One Love Undivided”
WOW Day
Sports Day
From the statements of Tok Batin, Orang Asli in Kampung Orang Asli Hulu Melaka, Serendah would like to have a more organized sports day in order to get everyone organized and give everyone equal chances to participate in the sport activities that will be taking place at the field.

Sports activities that will be organized:

Kids 6 and below
1. Balllon competition
2. Drawing competition

Primary student 7-12 years old
1. Gunny-sack race for boys and girls 2 separate categories
2. Fishing from the bottle for boys and girl 2 separate categories.

Secondary student 13-20
1. Tag team running, one leg tied to each other (paired with guys and girls)
2. Filling water into the bottle for boys and girls in 2 separate categories.

Parents
1. Musical chairs
2. Find their mate with eyes blind folded

Sukan menyumpit (Traditiional game)
Open to all categories the item for the competition will be provided by Orang Asli itself.

Prizes
16 hampers will be given to the JKKK (orang asli committee) which 13 males and 3 females together with LP144 t-shirts to worn on that day.
Prizes for the sports day will be given to 5 winners for each competition (

Karaoke/Asli Idol
Where it will be held at the hall for the adults to sing and have fun.

Dental camp
To check their teeth and provide advises on how take care of their teeth.
Roof-fixing for a limited number of homes.
LP144 will be supplying the equipments for them to fix their roofs as the Orang Asli knows how fix the roofs themselves. Estimated house that will receive is 10-20 houses.
Inflatable toy house for the children.
Two mobile toilets will set up there on the wow day for males and females.
Estimated volunteers for wow day are 100 people and lunch is provided for volunteers.
Total people that will be participating for wow day is total of 512 families with invited guest, media and VIP

If anyone of you will like to donate, please donate it to :

YAYASAN ASIAWORKS SELANGOR & WP
and if its bank transfer, please address it to
HONG LEONG BANK (PJ BRANCH)
Account number: 03000050370

Phone No : 016-6206040

I need 100 volunteers & Rm5000 at least to get this thing done! Make some Change!!

“I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” Maya Angelou quotes

- I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin, but by the content of their character. - Martin Luther King, Jr.

- If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing the same, then everything that happens in between can be dealt with. - Michael JacksonEmail : shazawati@gmail.com

Whats New with #Itssadwhen

2011-04-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

Hi,

If you are on twitter, you may have come across with this topic. So, i just rewrite whatever that comes to my mind on that day. Btw, I will not reveal what is my tweethandle as I am not open those who loves to stalk me as I always talks about things in my twitter. I do not need a skirt care taker cuz i know how to take care of my skirt. I am not interested okay?

Btw, this is based on my previous experience. I am not picking this up again but its just a reminder for those who cares. It is really sad when things happen to me. I am sorry that happened but this is not to offend anyone but as A reminder.

#itssadwhen your best friend is not your best friend anymore
#itssadwhen your own best friends ignored you for unknown reason
#itssadwhen your own best friends talk bout you with their friends who you dont even know
#itssadwhen you tried your best to win your friends/family heart but doesnt work at all
#itssadwhen your parents told you that they will always be with you but they are never there
#itssadwhen your best friend said "we'll always be there for you" but condemed you after you start opening your mouth telling your problem
#itssadwhen your family told you "you sucks" and you take it seriously.
#itssadwhen your friends lie to you
#itssadwhen your friends disrespect you & your partner
#itssadwhen you have done so much yet no body appreciate you.
#itssadwhen you have sacrifice your life for someone, they just tell you "i'm testing your honesty".
#itssadwhen you trust strangers more than your family (ouch)
#itssadwhen your expectation doesnt meet with the situation
#itssadwhen you have broken the agreement with anyone
#itssadwhen you never had a chance to say sorry to someone
#itssadwhen you never had a chance to be sorry to someone
#itssadwhen you will never had any clue what is going on between you and your partner
#itssadwhen nobody cares about you anymore.
#itssadwhen nobody listens to you anymore
#itssadwhen nobody attached to you anymore
#itssadwhen nobody trust you
#itssadwhen some1 you care hates you for no reason
#itssadwhen some1 you trust betrays you

Whats New with us? - New Chicky Hot Wings Business

2011-03-23T09:31:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

I have good news to tell you! I'm starting a Chicken Wing business last Monday 21st March 2011 at Seksyen 13 Shah Alam. It is open every Tuesday to Friday at 7pm/ 8pm onwards and Saturday/Sunday and Public Holiday (except Hari Raya) 6pm onwards.

Its not a HONEY CIken wing, but its a BBQ coated with Black Pepper! Try it! You'll never stop wanting to eat it! only RM2 per piece and RM9 for 1 set of 5. Hurry! Hurry!

Attached is the link to the place

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Driving directions to 45 Jalan Badminton 13/29, Tadisma Business Park, 40100 Shah Alam, Selangor

Suggested routes

7 mins Jalan Subang 3.6 km
8 mins Persiaran Sukan 3.7 km

Persekutuan Hwy

Shah Alam, Selangor

	1. Head east on Lebuhraya Persekutuan
		700 m
	2. Take the exit toward Jalan Subang
		300 m
	3. Turn left at Jalan Subang
		1.3 km
	4. Turn left at Jalan Monfort
		300 m
	5. Continue onto Jalan Lontar Cakera 13/40
		200 m
	6. Slight right at Jalan Lompat Pagar 13/37
		220 m
	7. Slight right at Jalan Lompat Galah 13/36
		130 m
	8. Take the 2nd left onto Jalan Balapan 13/32
		29 m
	9. Take the 1st left onto Jalan Marathon 13/31
		260 m
	10. Turn right at Jalan Badminton 13/29 Destination will be on the right
		120 m

Whats New with Pregnancy?

2011-03-03T15:03:00.000+08:00

Hello All,

I have gone through all the process (checking with Gynae Doctor) on 16 Dec 2010 to ask if we are fertile enough to get a child at least.

So 16 Dec is the very scary phase. Just meeting the Doctor. Doctor tells me that my Ovum is lazy. So they ask us to do some test. Twice taking my blood and my husband will take the sperm test.

19 January 2011, We get the results. We're both fertile! yay!

Now, we are trying to concieve babies. Doctor gave us fertility pills and maybe there is a chance that I might get twins if we ate the pills. I did ate. he also teach us when is the best time to "make out". And we did it. So, please wish us GOOD LUCK and hopefully I will get pregnant by end of this month. weee!

Regards,
Shaz & Ahzam

Opening New Business

2011-01-31T17:23:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

As of for yesterday, after short discussion with my BEST FRIEND FOREVER dunia akhirat, we both decided to open up our own business. We are still searching for what type of business that we are ought to do but I have another business also to support my husband. I will have one business and my hubby one business.

Lets just hope that our dream will come true. BFF and me are searching for the names of the company, how are we about to do it and when can we start doing it. I actually want my own clothing line, my own design, my own perfume and market overseas. I cant wait to do that. and I will.

Soon after, I will do my own dance studio. Yeah! Dance studio baby. BFF and I loves to dance but since she has covered up, she prefer not to dance but I am still in the mood and I will dance till my last breathe.

3 business to be done...

From HR point of view

2011-01-31T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hi All,

Topic today is about HR point of you. I have made alot of observation during 8months serving as a HR Business Partner. There are alot of things that I need to clarify, we're not the B**** or the Custard in the company but let me tell you some of reasons that you need to know.

a) promotion/salary raise - HR didnt do promotion. Your manager is the one who determine, we just see if the salary scale is okay or not. If your manager send in everything late, we will process it late. So dont bother.

b) conversion to permanent - you asked us to do the conversion a.s.a.p. we have done it. but you as a staff who didnt response to us, and what so... and make me pissed off because we tried to call you so many times, but it seems like you are not interested. if you dont want to be a permanent, why the heck bother?

c) company rules - Board of directors are doing the company rules & policy. we propose it according to the labour law and such, they approved it. so anything happen, its not HR fault. Its Management. You can fight if you want, but having HR person is no use if you straight away go to management. BTW, management will come back to us seeking for answers or seeking for confirmation so whatever it is, they will come back as they cant remember all those rules. ONLY HR does.

I wont say anything more. This is just the beginning... you shall see the end...

Whats New with Learning

2011-01-31T13:03:00.000+08:00

Ello!

2 weeks ago, I went to this amazing training that makes me aware of my life. I really wanna thank to my Colleague and my amazing superwoman Boss who introduced me to this training. I can see what I want now, I have a choice to choose "i dont want to"... and I have learn about love.

Now its time for me to open up. I know this will not be as brave but billions of people around the world might have read about what am I going to tell you in this blog. (Making up the numbers, doesnt really connected to whoever is dead or alive).

I used to look down on my husband, yes my husband because of my friends. I want to have a good image around them showing them that I have the power. But actually, I hurt his feeling. I never think about him. I always wanted to protect my image just because my friends want me too. After this amazing training, I realize that I always wanted to be the best among my friends because I am tired to be the one who always been pushed down but actually I was pushing everyone down...

I also realized that I have been always giving excuses, reasons, justifications for the things that I dont need to give. I shall put it aside. Being honest is always been my motto which if I dont like, I will let the person know but I always thinks that being honest will hurt people.. but actually I am the one who afraid to be hurt.

What I learn also, I always thinks I am the victim in my story but actually I was supposed to be responsible to whatever happen. I shall dare to take the risk and taking risk is not hard. I always say I have no choice but "No choice" is actually a choice. I choose "No choice" as my choice.

With this training, I create more trust with the people who I love the most. My husband. I am pretty sure he will gain the same thing with me also. If you want to find out what type of powerful training about self awareness, do let me know. Will catch up with you guys on this.

Thank you,
Shaz/ Wawa

Much Too Soon - Not for MJ but for the fans

2010-12-26T12:09:00.001+08:00

This song is not for him... Thank Goodness! Why would he do the song for himself right? Love you Daddy Mike!

Much Too Soon

She was there just sitting at the table
Thinking now that things won't be the same
And would you like to go with me
And she answered "No" to me but
I guess I learned my lesson much to soon

I never thought she'd leave me here forever
But who knows just what the future brings
And would you like to go with me?
And she answered "No" to me but
I guess I learned my lesson much too soon

Take away this never ending sorrow
Take this lonely feeling from my soul
If only I knew what things bring tomorrow
She'd be sitting here beside me
And my heart would ...

I hope to make a change now for the better
Never letting fate control my soul
And I'm hoping that my prayers will see
Day that you'll come back to me
But I guess I learned my lesson much too soon
Ooh ooh
Yes, I guess I learned my lesson much too soon

behind the mask - MJ version

2010-12-26T12:08:00.001+08:00

A friend told me this is a re-do song by Eric clapton (if I am not mistaken). I'm gonna find the original :)

Behind the Mask -

All along, had to talk about it
Like a two-edged sword, he touched you and it stabs me
All along, knew you were a phony girl
Sit behind the mask where you control your world

Yesterday he had you in his arms
When I'm holding you, I feel his bitter charms
I can't judge what you do to me
Camouflage the truth, indulge your fantasy

Who do you love?
Is it me now, is it him babe? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know

There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry
All is grand, all is bright, you're just studying my mind
There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry
All is grand, all is bright, you're just studying my mind

Was I invited to your masquerade?
Well the party's over so now take off your face
You say you love, but it's hard to see
When you're in his arms, throwing rocks at me

Who do you love?
Is it me now, is it him babe? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know

There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry
All is grand, all is bright, you're just studying my mind
There is nothing in your eyes that's the way you cry
All is grand, all is bright, you're just studying my mind

I walk around suffering in my doom
When I come to you, you're sitting in your room
The truth is news, I have longed to trace
So take off the mask so I can see your face

Who do you love?
Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me babe, is it him baby? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me babe, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me now, is it him baby? I don't know

Who do you love?
Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me baby, is it him now? I don't know
Who do you love?
Is it me baby, is it him? I want to know
Who do you love?

(I CAN'T MAKE IT) ANOTHER DAY - MJ feat Lenny Kravits

2010-12-26T12:07:00.000+08:00

The guitar - amazing!
the voice of MJ - amazing!
the music - AMAZIng! you thought its gonna be a slow song, but turns out to be very rockish song!

My life has taken me beyond the planets and the stars
And you're the only one that could take me this far
I'll be forever searching for your love

I walked away but I was wrong
You're the one that makes me strong
You're the fire that keeps me warm
How will I get through this storm?

At night, I pray before I sleep in hope of find the stars
And you're the only one that could take me this far
I'll be forever searching for your love

I walked away but I was wrong
You're the one that makes me strong
You're the fire that keeps me warm
How will I get through this storm?

I walked away but I was wrong
You're the one that makes me strong
You're the fire that keeps me warm
How will I get through this storm?

I walked away but I was wrong
You're the one that makes me strong
You're the fire that keeps me warm
How will I get through this storm?

Breaking News - MJ - 25 June 2009

2010-12-26T12:05:00.000+08:00

Michael Jackson just realize(always realizin') because whenever/whatever/whoever made a movie, video clips, advertisement and everything in this world, they will include Michael Jackson! 40% of black films have Michael Jackson's name mention. Trust me, one day, a dictionary will have Michael Jackson - definition of the true King of Pop..

Breaking news

Everybody wanting a piece of Michael Jackson
Reporters stalking the moves of Michael Jackson
Just when you thought he was done
He comes to give it again
They could print it around the world today
He wanna write my obituary

No matter what, you just want to read it again
No matter what, you just want to feel it again

[Chorus:]
Why is it strange that I would fall in love?
Who is that boogieman you're thinking of?
How am I crazy cause I just don't know
This is breaking news
This is breaking news

Everybody watching the news on Michael Jackson
They wanna see that he fall cause it's Michael Jackson
You write the words to destroy like it's a weapon
You turned your back on a love and you can't get it again.

No matter what, you just want to read it again
No matter what, you just want to feel it again

[Chorus x2:]
Why is it strange that I would fall in love?
Who is that boogieman you're thinking of?
How am I crazy cause I just don't know
This is breaking news
This is breaking news

All the news today, they say we're crazy (celebrity)
And on the screen today, we're on display (baby)

[Chorus x2:]
Why is it strange that I would fall in love?
Who is that boogieman you're thinking of?
How am I crazy cause I just don't know
This is breaking news
This is breaking news

You're breaking the news!

The best of JOY - THE BEST of MJ song in Michael

2010-12-26T12:02:00.000+08:00

Who said MJ doesnt produced good song? How dare ya! He is the KOP, KOE, King of all King! Hollywood King!!

I gave you joy, your best of joy
I am the moon light you are the spring, ours life's a sacred thing
You know I always will love you, I am forever
I am the one who can win you feel down
I was the only one around, the only one around
When things will hurt to you
I am forever, wasn't it I who someday you I will free?
Wonder if it seems so hard to be, and things would hurt you
I am forever, I am forever
We are forever, we are forever
I am a friend, through the â€¦
We need each other, we'll never part, our love is from the heart
We never say I don't need you, we are forever
I am the one who someday you I will free
Wonder if it seems so hard to be, people they wanna hurt you
I am forever, wasn't it I who carried you around?
When all the words keep turning down
When things would hurt you
I am forever, I am forever
We are forever, we are forever
You are the sun â€¦ sky, when things are shaded
Let go â€¦ to get back, I was the only one around
When things would hurt you
We are forever, I am forever, we are forever, I am forever
We are forever, â€¦ keep on, we are forever, â€¦ keep on, have to be strong
We are forever, we are forever, oh right
I am forever, we are forever, I am forever, we are forever, we are forever
I am forever, I am forever.

Monster - MJ - Great!

2010-12-26T12:00:00.000+08:00

50cent, you are amazing! You know how to blend it in the music. You are creative, good, amazing.. I love you!! lima puloh sen batu!! (50cent rocks!!)

Monster feat 50cent

You can look at them coming out the walls
You can look at them climbing out the bushes
You can find them when the letter's bout to fall
He be waiting with his camera on focus

Everywhere you seem to turn
there's a monster
When you look up in the air there's a monster
Paparazzi got you scared like a monster, monster, monster
(Too bad)

Oh oh Hollywood it's got you jumping like you should
(Too bad)
It's got you bouncing off the wall
It's got you drunk enough to fall
(Too bad)
Oh oh Hollywood just look in the mirror
And tell me you like
Don't you, don't you like it

Monster
He's a monster
He's an animal

Monster (yea-eah)
He's a monster
He's an animal

He's coming at ya
Coming at ya rather too fast
Mama say mama got you in a zig zag
And you're running
And you're running just to escape it
But they are gunning for the money
So they fake it

Everywhere you seem to turn
there's a monster
When you look up in the air there's a monster
When you see them in the street
that's a monster, monster, monster
(Too bad)

Oh oh Hollywood it's got you jumping like you should
It's got you bouncing off the wall
It's got you drunk enough to fall
(Too bad)
Oh oh Hollywood just look in the mirror
And tell me you like what you see

Monster
(he's like an animal)
He's a monster
(just like an animal)
He's an animal
(and he's moving in the air)
Monster
He's a monster
He's an animal
(everybody wanna be a star)

Why are they never satisfied with and all you give, yeh, yeh, yeh, yeah
You gave them your all
They're watching you fall
And they eat your soul like a vegetable

[50 Cent]
Catch me in a bad mood, flippin' you'll take a whippin'
animal, hannibal, cannibal addition
tears appear, yeah, blurring your vision
fear in the air, screaming, your blood drippin'
shiver a second, now, now, now, now what is it
funeral's, cemetaries, don't worry it's time to visit
broke bones, tombstones, how do you think I'm kidding
its home, sweet home, the land of the forbidden
all hell, run tell, the King has risen
2010 Thriller, there's nothing iller, it's killer
there vision, the missin' the pack, this is that,
this the bomb, ring the alarm
MJ number 1, it's goes on and on
its goes on and on
we get to crippin', its running in the early morn'
keep on dreaming there's nowhere to run
you can drive but you done
I can feel it in the air, here the monster come.

[Michael Jackson]
Too bad, oh oh Hollywood it's got you jumping like you should
It's got you bouncing off the wall
It's got you drunk enough to fall
(Too bad)
Oh oh Hollywood just making it clearer
And tell me you like
Don't you don't you like it

Monster
(she wanna be a star)
He's a monster
(say you wanna go far)
He's an animal
(Why do you keep stalking me)
Monster
(what you do to me)
He's a monster
(why did you take, why did you fake it)
He's an animal
(yee-aah, why are stalking me)

Monster
(why are you haunting me)
He's a monster
(why are you stalking me)
He's an animal
(why did you do it, why did you, why are you stalking me)

Monster
(why are you haunting me)
He's a monster
(why are you haunting me)
He's an animal
(Why did you, why did you)

He's dragging you down like a monster
he's keeping you down like a monster

He's dragging you down like a monster
He's keeping you down like a monster

I Like The way you love me - MJ - Michael

2010-12-26T11:58:00.002+08:00

Michael sounds soooo soooo soooo amazing! the song is tremendously great!

(I LIKE) THE WAY YOU LOVE ME LYRICS

[Verse 1:]
I was alone in the dark when I met ya
Uuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuh
You took my hand and you told me you loved me
Uuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuh

I was alone, there was no love in my life
(I was alone, there was no love in my life)
I was afraid of life and you came in time
(I was afraid of life and you came in time)
You took my hand and we kissed in the moonlight
(You took my hand and we kissed in the moonlight)
Uuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuh

[Chorus:]
I like the way how you're holdin' me
It doesn't matter how you're holdin' me
I like the way you're lovin me'
It doesn't matter how you are lovin' me
I like the way how you're touchin' me
It doesn't matter how you are touchin' me
I like the way how you're kissin' me
It doesn't matter how you are kissin' me
You'll seeeee...

[Verse 2:]
...it won't be long 'til we make vows, I bet ya
Uuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuh
I thank the Heavens above that I met ya
Uuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuh

I was alone, there was no love in my life
(I was alone, there was no love in my life)
I was afraid of life and you came in time
(I was afraid of life and you came in time)
You took my hand and we kissed in the moonlight
(You took my hand and we kissed in the moonlight)
Uuuuuuuuuuh

[Chorus 2:]
I like the way how you're lovin' me
It doesn't matter how you are holdin' me
I like the way how you're holdin' me
It doesn't matter how you re lovin' me
I like the way how you're touchin' me
It doesn't matter how you are touchin' me
I like the way how you're kissin' me
It doesn't matter how you are kissin' me

[Verse 3:]
The world's a better place
'cause you came in time,
You took away the rain and brought the sunshine,
I was afraid 'cause I was hurt the last time,
Uuuuuuuuuuh Ahhhhhhhh.

[Chorus:]
I like the way how you're holdin' me,
It doesn't matter how you are holdin' me,
I like the way how you're lovin' me,
It doesn't matter how you are lovin' me,
I like the way how you're touchin' me,
It doesn't matter how you are touchin' me,
I like the way how you're kissin' me,
It doesn't matter how you are kissin' me,
You'll seeeee.
Uuuuuuuuuuh uuuuuuh [12x]

Chcksthtshtshtsh
Lalalalala lalalalala lalalalalalala

Keep Your Head Up - MJ (Michael)

2010-12-26T11:56:00.004+08:00

I love this!!

She's looking for a job and a finer place to stay,
She's looking for the hope and the empty promises,
She's working two jobs, keeping alive,
She works in a restaurant night and day,
She waits her life away,
She wipes her tears away.
She cries inside everytime she feels this way
And she's dyin' inside, everytime her baby cries

[Chorus:]
Keeping your head up to the sky!
Keeping your mind stay alive,
Keeping your wings so we can fly,
Keep your head up, tonight!
Keeping your head up to the sky,
Or we can just rise up, tell me now
Give me your wings so we can fly!

Killing up the life in the birds and the trees,
And we're suckin' up the air in the Earth from under me
It's never too late!
I can't even breathe!
I can't even see!
Keep your head up, don't give up, today!
How long can we wait?
I wish that love would come today!
All you need is love,
Tell you I'll always come and sew
And all you need is just a moment wanting to
Keep your head up!

[Chorus]

Everybody say that time is borrowed,
And hangin' down your head just ain't no good
And if your dares arise above tommorow
Just give yourself a chance,
Fight the circumstance,
Rise and do it again

[Chorus]

MJ New song - Hollywood Tonight

2010-12-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

The most sexiest voice of MJ ever in my entire freaking alive life with Michael Jackson. You are amazing my father! Amazing!

Lipstick in hand
Tahitian tanned
in her painted on jeans

She dreams of fame
She changed her name
To one that fits the movie screen
She's headed for the big time, that means

She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
It's true, that you, may never ever have that chance again

West bound Greyhound
To tinsel town
Just to pursue her movie star dreams
She's giving hot tricks to men
just to get in
When she was taught that that's not clean
Because she's only fifteen

She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
It's true, that you, may never ever have that chance again (that chance again)

Lipstick in hand
Tahitian tanned
in her painted on jeans

She dreams of fame
She changed her name
To one that fits the movie screen
She's headed for the big time, that means

She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
She's going Hollywood
She's going Hollywood tonight
It's true, that you, may never ever have that chance again (that chance again)

Whats New with MJ's new song - Hold My Hand ft Akon

2010-12-26T11:54:00.000+08:00

What to say? Even if he's dead, he produced good song when he was alive. GO MJ! Long Live MJ *winks*

[Akon]
Konvict music (oh yeah)

[Michael]
Yeah

This life don't last forever
(Hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waiting for
(Hold my hand)
Better off being together
(Hold my hand)
Being miserable alone
(Hold my hand)

[Both]
Cause I been there before and you've been there before,
But together we can be alright. (alright) (yeah)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold
Each other till we see the sunlight.

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

[Akon]
The nights are gettin' darker (darker)
(Hold my hand)
And there's no peace inside (inside)
(Hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder
(Hold my hand)
By fighting love tonight
(So hold:)

[Together]
Cause I been there before and you've been there before,
But together we can be alright. (alright)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold
Each other till we see the sunlight. (ooh yeah)

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand (yeah)
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

[Bridge]
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (yeah)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (yeah)
Talk to me an let me be your one and only (hold my hand)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (hold my hand)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (hold me)
Talk to me an let me be your one and only (one and only)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hoold my hand, hold my hand

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, (yeah) I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

Pregnancy

2010-12-23T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

today is all about "meluahkan perasaan dan terluahkan perasaan". sekiranya anda terasa, sila g-mam.

I have been married 2 years and 3 days with my lovely husband. Its been great because no matter what thing that come across, we managed to deal with it. I have the best husband ever and my husband have the best wife ever (i hope so) hehe..

Let me just expressing my feeling about something that I am stress about and really get to my nerves. I hope no more questions that comes to me at all.

FOR GOD SAKE, I DONT WANT TO GET PREGNANT YET AS I AM STILL STUDYING AND HAVE CAREER IN MY LIFE. I'M FOCUSING ON BOTH SO SHUT THE FAK UP IF YOU ARE THE BLOODY CONCERN ABOUT ME NOT HAVING A KID. I DONT MIND TO HAVE IT IF I GET A CHANCE TO BE PREGNANT BUT FOR THE FUCKING MOMENT NOW, I DONT BLOODY CARE...

DONT SUDDENLY COME TO ME ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE NOT MARRIED, NOT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND ASKED ME "WHEN THE HELL WE GONNA SEE WATI'S JUNIOR?" I WILL SAY THIS "WHO THE FUCKING HELL YOU TO ASKED ME? NO BOYFRIEND, NOT EVEN ENGAGED, NOT EVEN BEEN PREGNANT OR NOT EVEN MARRIED, GET YOUR BLOODY BUSINESS IN YOUR ARSE!"

BTW, THOSE WHO ARE PREGNANT, MARRIED, HAVE KIDS... SHUT THE FUCK UP OR I'LL KIDNAP YOUR KID TO BE MINE AND MAKE THEM HATES YOU EVEN MORE. THANKS!

whats new with raya 2010?

2010-09-12T14:31:00.000+08:00

I want to tell a story that I dont know if you guys will think Im whining because of raya.

This year raya wasnt really that happening when I was single... Man, I wish I would be single just for raya. Not that I dont like spending times with my in laws.. if there is a real spending time, its okay.. but... I'll tell you what happen last year and this year.

Last year, last day of puasa hubby and I followed my family to Perak to celebrate raya. Then my MIL text us and said that "we're gonna be in Batu Gajah on 1st day of raya so please be there by then". I dont mind that because I have spent 2 days with my own family. Then we go back there right after 4pm 1st day of raya but they arent still there. Guess what, they only arrived about 9pm... which is expected!! Then I have to spent almost 4 days with them and even seriously fighting with my husband cuz of that flirty cousin of his there. Then i have no life after that cuz back to work and so on..

Then this year, unfortunate hubby have to work cuz he save his leaves to our vacation to Krabi. Thank you sayang.. Then since last year the first day we were with my family, we decided to go back to Subang for raya. Then I thought I wanna go back to Shah Alam after 1st day raya since my MIL will go back to her hometown. She told me she will be back in Subang by 2nd day of raya early morning so I thought okay, then I'll go back 2nd day.. It happens on the 2nd day, I was calling her, she said "I think im gonna spend another one night, please stay in Subang to take care of my FIL...I am worried that anything happen to him"... WTF?! I want to spent my raya,... not taking care of my FIL. I know i couldnt complaint but gimme a break!! You fucking having fun there in the kampung and I have to sit in KL and baby sit your husband? What the fuck??

From beginning, I dont trust my MIL so much because thats what she said last year too.. "we're gonna spent just one night here and suddenly... "I think its better we go back tomorrow" but we never go back tomorrow. we spend another 2 days after 1st day, guess what? we almost spent another day again... What the fuck! You know that!? What the fuck? She never keep her promises... Im sick of this! Everytime when she said something liek "im gonna go here for only an hour..." dont ever trust her... seriously, it would never be an hour... either the whole day or half of the day gone...

Well, no matter what, today is Sunday and I am freaking going back to Shah Alam no matter what... I have talked to my husband and he said its okay. He thinks that we should do that too. 2nd day of raya we should go to the other side and not spending the whole week of raya with the same family. Thank God you realize that honey!

Anyway, i hope next raya I'll celebrate with my lil ones... I hope I got my lil one...pray for me okay? love love

Whats New with 6 & 7 Sept 2010?

2010-09-09T12:45:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!!

I called Fly Fm that morning around 8am (on 6th Sept 2010 Monday) cuz I was listening to them all the while. Amrita & Ben said that they want to try to fasting and wants to sahur with anyone that is willing to wake up and sahur with them. My intention is not to invite them cuz it is not my house though but I was just thinking to give them tips. After talking to them, I was like okay, come to my house and i'll cook for you guys. At that time, I was afraid my family especially mum wont say yes... But as a beautiful daughter and charming, i managed to talk to them. They are all excited as well as I am. At last, my dream come true to do something with my favourite DJs has been come true...

So they came at my house at 4.15am the next day (7th Sept 2010) and Amrita bring diet coke, cokes and fresh orange and Ben with Blueberry Cheesecake from Japan.. Wow! Interesting... I was preparing the food since 3am because I cant do it like in the rush because It wont taste good.. I am panic freak woman so I prepare earlier.. I cook ayam masak kicap, nasi goreng and daging goreng kunyit. My mum reheat the Asam pedas ikan patin from yesterday berbuka meal. I was glad they ate a lot and Ben was saying my ayam masak kicap is brilliant! Thanks my dear! You make my day!

Then I was in training for QdP and it was soo hell boring because I hate numbers but then I'd share with Jenny Papenbrock (our trainer) what happen and why I was soo sleepy. She said "i hope they done it till the end otherwise i'm gonna make them suffer!" hahah She's joking anyway because she said "they make you sleep on your training time! and tell them that I am a beast!" hahah She is very lovely and nice girl! I like her!

Anyway, then they keep updating me here and there about their progression and they killed time by watching back to back 2 movies at cinema which was Piranha and Vampire Sucks! hahaha Then we all arrived at One World Hotel (they treated us the family because they made it till the end). By 7pm, we couldnt find where is Ben... Amrita trying to call him there and then but no answers so we thought he cheated on us because seriously, we couldnt find him anywhere...Then he appeared just before the Azan.. then we all ate...

Ben done 6 rounds of eating and he was full. I asked him what does he felt like. He said "It was amazing. I had came to the Ramadhan buffet without fasting and doesnt feel the food as how I feel it now".. I was touched by what he said because now he knows how does it feel. Then we started eating and laughing and eating and laughing again and again. It was tremendously fun to eat with them.

By 8.45pm, we all go back and I told them congratulations and I do hope that they will try it again to do it without the mentor :). Amrita said "I have amazing time doing this and by the way, I was the one who had to suffer a lot since Ben... keep saying that I am hungry! super duper hungry! She have to be his mentor while I was in Training! Sorry babe! if I would take EL, i'll be hanging out with you guys! and bite Ben if he keeps saying that...

Anyway, Congratulations with Both of my mentees and I will make sure next time, I'm gonna treat you guys with good food :) Pictures available at my facebook.

FlyFm Sahur & BreakFasting

Whats new with Dumping Babies?

2010-09-09T11:10:00.000+08:00

Hellooooooooo!!

Im back! Lets throw baby! Hmm Like I have one! Last blog, I was saying about dumping babies. Let me talk about the dumping babies.

Does doers have brains? If you dont have, let me give you one! Do you want pig brains, cow brains or dog brains? I know dog and pig are Haram but the things that you did, throwing babies anywhere you like especially the worst and disgusting place you have ever place a kid is the shit hole?! Where the Fruts your brain is!? OMG! Unbelieveable!

When I saw the news, I was sad and shock. How could they do that? If i were them, I would have to keep that baby cuz I know someone who always does the sex before marriage and get pregnant, and now she's married and not yet get any children. Karma I tell ya!

Geez... where are your minds?

Whats new with Social Conduct?

2010-08-30T08:56:00.001+08:00

Hello people. Lets talk about Social Conduct 101. I like this! Its taken from my mIRC (since 1998!!) friend's wife who turns out to be my ex-colleague in my 1st Job. (Small world isnt it?) Anyway, she wrote something nice on her blog. Check this out. So people, If you cant understand what is the single words that coming out from my friend's blog, I will translate it in English when I have time. For the mean time, mind your own business yo~

"Ok. Daripada bendalah2 ni jadi bahan rungutan dan bahan cakap belakang, aku rasa lebih baik aku tulis kat sini, untuk dijadikan panduan untuk kita semua supaya kita lebih berhati2 semasa bersosial. Ini bukan rekaan dan mengikut sentimen sendiri ye. Ini adalah hasil observasi.

1. Untuk orang2 yang dah kahwin, boleh tak jangan:

Sibuk bertanya kawan-kawan yang single bila diorang nak kahwin? Ye fine, anda dah kahwin. Oh yes, people are all enthusiastic reading your Facebook blabs about how over the rainbow you are because you've found your Mr/Mrs Right. Tapi tolonglah fikir, ramai lagi yang masih mencari. Ramai lagi yang masih tertunggu. Ramai yang kira dengan jari usia yang makin meningkat tapi belum jumpa jodoh. It's not so much fun compared to your much awaited 2nd honeymoon to Bali because your husband loves you too much, so stop rubbing it at people's face. Tak semua orang bertuah macam kau. It is just so plain rude to ask "kau punya turn bila?" "sampai bila lagi nak single nokk?" "kau tak teringin nak naik pelamin ke bai?" sampai meleser2 kat ketiak laki/bini. Bodohnya lah soalan. Siapa tak mau kawin??

2) Untuk pasangan2 suami isteri yang dah ada anak/umum, boleh tak jangan:

Tanya pasangan2 yang lain bila lagi diorang nak ada baby, because I don't know if you're too stupid to realize that even they don't know. Mungkin ada yang belum bersedia, mungkin ada yang merancang, mungkin ada yang belum ada rezeki, mungkin juga ada yang tak boleh. Those are not the things they want to share. Aku pun tak suka nak bagitau orang kalau aku merancang sebab mesti ada yang bagi khutbah free "kenapa merancang? kalau Tuhan nak bagi, elok lah. Takut nanti tak ada langsung" Wah wah, macam dah kamceng sangat je dengan Tuhan sampai dah tau benda2 tu semua, ada ke tak ada. Apatah lagi yang memang tak boleh. Sakitnya hati Tuhan je yang tau kalau disuapkan soalan "bila-lagi-nak-bertiga" ni.

Trust me, when it happens, they'll definitely let you know and you'll never hear the end of it.

Lagi best kalau soalan ni ditanya oleh mereka2 yang single. Itu memang tanpa segan silu aku akan melanggar peraturan nombor satu seperti di atas secara kejam. Hehe.

3) Kita-kita semua, boleh tak elakkan daripada:

Tegur secara direct yang kawan kita tu dah makin berisi? Atau pun tanpa rasa bersalah gurau2 dengan member plus-size kita"kau ni bila nak turun berat niiii???" sambil picit2 lengan member tu. Kau suka ke kalau orang terang2 tegur pasal jerawat batu kau kat dahi, atau pun kulit kau yang menggerutu, atau pun hidung kau yang serupa cawan? Tak suka kan?

The same thing applies to member2 kau yang terlebih kerempeng. Kau fikir best kalau shape kau serupa tiang? Kau fikir best bila orang peluk and komplen diorang rasa tulang? It hurts just as much as being called fat.

4) Kita-kita semua yang konon rasa diri dah best dengan career masing2, boleh tak jangan:

Mempersoalkan kawan2 awak yang pilih untuk jadi surirumah tangga sepenuh masa untuk jaga anak di rumah? And do you know there's no such thing as being a full time-mom? Once kau dah jadi mak, tanggungjawab wajib kau sepenuh masa ialah duduk rumah jaga anak. Anything else jatuh part-time, termasuk jawatan tinggi kau dalam kompeni. Kalau tau perlu bantu suami cari pendapatan, itu pilihan kau. Kalau kau rasa kau boleh jadi gila duduk rumah kalau tak bekerja (macam aku), itu juga pilihan kau. So, belajar untuk respek pilihan orang, boleh? Selagi dia tak mengadu hidup dia susah sebab tak kerja, biarlah dia. Kau ingat senang nak jumpa perempuan yang hidup zaman moden dan sanggup korbankan peluang cari duit semata-mata untuk besarkan anak?"

mean do you REALLY think people are interested to know about the "shuweet sangat" msg that your 'chayang' texted u first thing in the morning?? tak perlu lah!!

1) Kalau kawin awal - kenapa awal sangat? ada apa2 ke? *sambil tunjuk perut kawan tuP

2) Kalau kawin lambat - nanti tunggu lama2, tak laku! u tu bukan selamanya muda.

3) Kalau dpt anak awal - lahh.. tunggu lah lama sikit. honeymoon setahun dua. awak tu baru nak start hidup sendiri. ingat jaga anak senaaang?

4) Kalau dpt anak lambat - bila nak bertiga? mmg keturunan u ke dpt anak lambat? u try mcm mana? i ada kenal satu gynae ni....

5)Kalau gemuk, masuk gym - Hahaha abis la kokak threadmill tu.

6) kalau kurus, masuk gym - APA NAK EXERCISE LAGIII?? DAH KURUS DAH TUU!!

7) Kalau decide nak kerja - Habis tu siapa jaga anak u kat rumah? Tak takut anak rapat sgt dengan maid? Ohh hantar kat mertua..diorang tak kisah ke? Maklumlah orang tua mana larat sgt.

8) Kalau decide nak jadi housewife - Err..? Bukan u ada degree ke? Tak rasa sayang ke?

Whats New with my life?

2010-08-18T13:11:00.000+08:00

From time to time, I have go through sweet, salty and bitter life for almost 25 years living as human. Haha Not that I use to live as an animal before, but I think being a human is hard.

Its been 1 year and 2 days of 8month being married to my husband but unfortunately we havent got any baby yet. Earlier we are still planning to have babies after 2 years of marriage but it seems like nobody cant wait patiently. Every single day, we're both were asked, "When?" "Why?" or sentences that breaks our heart such as "Others has got one, when are you getting?" or "dont wait too long, later you wouldnt get any"..

Its not that we dont want kids. We do want, honestly speaking I wanted a baby since I was 18. Hah! Amek kau! You know why? Since my nephew, Haziq was born, I am amazed to see how he has grown from day to day and I imagine if I could raise one by my own. I always wanted to adopt baby who is abandon by their parents. I am sure nowadays this topic will be interesting to discuss about since there is a lot of people who threw their babies here and there in Malaysia and within 24hrs, 3-4 reported to be found either in the drain, toilet, and all the disgusting place on earth. Why is that so? If you dont want to get pregnant, dont have sex! If you cant hold your lust, I have one idea.. Protection!! I am not supporting this sex before marriage but hey, dont you think its too much? You have done sins but dumping a sinless child to the most disgusting place in the world? What has come across your mind? Dont you know by doing that you will never be placed in heaven? Do you know that the child you threw can determine either to put you in Heaven or hell? I am dissapointed with all of you because mostly all the Malays who done this. Anyway, change topic! I'll explain in other time about this okay?

Anyway, I didnt go and check with any gyne doctors because I am quite coward into seeing doctors. Not that im afraid of the needles (although a lil) but I am more concern of the results that the doctor will pass to me. It happens once when I was in primary, I heard the doctor said that I might have lung cancer. I almost fainted when I heard that so ever since, I limit myself from eating fruits and swimming in the pool because that are the cause of my illness ( because I am kind of panic type you see, so anything that can cause my asthma worst, I'll try to avoid)... and I found out that is not the cause la.. Stupid doctor.. Just to scare the heck of me. Thats how I am avoiding to meet any of the doctors (if possibles).

Even now, I have wisdom tooths to be taken out, four of them are growing. Guess what? 2 at the bottom growing at my jaw bones so the dentist told me that I need to make an appointment with Mouth Specialist for a major surgery to my jaw. What the heck!? Obviously I wont go! Im thinking what will happen to my mouth? Am I not gonna talk for 2 months? do I have to go for mouth therapy? Noo! I need my mouth for my job.. Damn!

Because of this two unreasonable doctors, I am afraid to go for the gyne. what if she said I am a male who doesnt have eggs and only sperm?(obviously not) or my falapio tube is stuck?! or my va-jay-jay is backwards? or I dont even have any baby factories in my body? or my husband is a woman? Or my husband doesnt have any sperm and we both need to go for surgery? you know, this things may happen! So I am afraid like shit! Please pray for me that both of us will be in great condition okay?

Anyway thanks for reading my dears!

Whats New with Social Problem In Malaysia.

2010-05-21T14:03:00.000+08:00

Nowadays, we keep hearing about social problems that occurs in Malaysia. I was doing some research on my own, with basic knowledge that I have.

Mostly, many rich people children has this problem but they never throw their small babies everywhere they like because once they know they are pregnant, either they were sent overseas and born the baby there or they do abortion. For those who are in the mid class, they either do that or get married in a sudden...

Recently I remember something. I have quite a lot of weird friends which I would not revealed their names for the sake of confidentiality and respect of friends, but this is the fact. So if they think its them and get frustrated with my sentences. But I just want to share with everyone why this problem may occur.

Problem:

This friend of mine, been knowing her since I was a small kid who really innocent. Back then, our friendship is totally good till now, when the family getting richer and richer, we kinda goes apart. It is not like my family is low standard, my family loves to be low profile where we prefer simplicity rather than showing off. I was lucky my father trained all of us to be humble and not too much exposed on the branded stuff that much. Back in 2004 - 2008, i remember all the girls invited her out and her mum said no. We were surprised with that because we were really close to each other.. I was a lil bit sad. Few days after that, I was invited to go out with her, and her guy friends. Guess what? The mother said okay but as long as we could be back by midnight. yeah we do go out and even the clocl strikes at 12, her mum didnt call but when she went out with all girls, her mum keep calling every 5 minutes... And what does that show? We are evil girls who gonna teach your girl how to FUCK with a guy? Mind my word but yeah..

I remember we camped at one of our neighbour house (back of her house) and her mother was checking us 24/7 and we were only like 16 and after 12midnight, the mother come by and stay with us till early morning? Guess what? non of us are boys and the mother said "im afraid you guys bring up boys.. and I dont think I can sleep tonight worrying about you".. Dat is freaking over protected but hey, I understand you are a mum but hello? Just behind of your freaking home... U can check us out from the window and dont have to join our Pajama party (=_=)

After a while, we are all went into Uni and guess what, everywhere she goes with a man/boy or whatever as long it is not female/feminine or bitch, her mother never call her after 12 where is she and sort... We're kind of wondering... is her mother thinks we're teaching the daughter for doing all illegal things or she dont care if the daughter got fuck cuz she got alot of money?

So, what do you say about this? Any comment from the floor? Could this lead to PROBLEM in teenagers? if we have this type of parents, it is very very hard to predict because what I learn is, once you are over protected, when u had a chance to go our from your family, definitely you will do things that u have ever experienced...

Whats new with Realizing?

2010-05-03T11:25:00.000+08:00

Hello again people,

Today, I have time a lil bit to write up my blog. Okay, again, I know this blog is mean for me and my husband and my husband is not updating... this is because he obviously said this "Papa tatau nak tulis apa..." and I have no idea what to write about him too... Maybe I will write something when he is around ok?

Anyway, I have browse through some of the bloggers in the net. There are great bloggers, good bloggers and WTH bloggers so I am in the category of WTH? hahah I have read this one of my ex ex friend, who I dont consider her as good friend of mine again...Dont ask me why, i think you know why.

She was saying about the different classes of people and about why people keep discriminating others... OMG!! I am so glad that she finally said that to herself!! Hello, you keep saying why people doing this and that but dont you remember that you are doing the same freaking thing to me before and others too?!

Why I said this ya? Okay, she said something about "Cant you accept people surround you as what they are?" Hello.. you never accepted my husband as what he is and you even ask your mother to said this to him. "I dont think you deserve Wawa at all.." What the heck!? Who the heck are you to say that to my partner? You are not even my mother/aunty or whoever related... I dont even think you are qualified to say anything to me or to him! I am really disappointed but I was happy to see now only you realize how people treat others? and why dont you think and reflect what you have done to others? Without saying sorry, I feel bad for you. But thank GOD you have realized!

April Updates

2010-05-03T10:49:00.000+08:00

It has been a month since I have posted my last update blog.

Alhamdulilah, syukur kepada Tuhan I have been accepted to work in Cyberjaya, a company called TSMY. Working environment here is totally different from the previous job I had. Here it is more open, people are friendlier but sometimes scarier but I do know one thing, be myself is the best way to keep the relationship close.

Anyway, on the other update. I told you I volunteer for something right? I was frustrated again and again and decided to bust the volcano out. I start emailing everyone saying that I was not accepted and was left out although I am the secretary of the alumni. I feel like I was abandon. I know I am an attention seeker but being a secretary is a must to know about everything because I could minute it correct? They said I am not qualified enough to be at the camp but hey, who the fuck are you to tell me that? and what the fuck is all my team members are there but I am at my house wondering what do they do? And guess what? after we meet up for meeting, they keep on talking to the camp that I wasnt allowed to be in it and keep giving me False Promises about "I'll send you invite" but never did....How freaking frustrated I am. I am sure all of you will feel the same way too. The most saddest part, I was elected to be the Head of Video for some event last year and the ND of that company said "we elected you to be under *si polan*, not by your own..." Hello, you were not at the meeting at all because your maid run away and obviously you did not read the minutes prepared by the Chair of the event... Not the Secretary of the event because obviously, they dont really know how to write in English... Although they studied in US, Australia, they are a lil bit donkeys... Not even once you care about it at All! What is wrong with that Org? Now, they challenging my credibility as a leader and definitely I will proof them HELL WRONG!

Since I was talking about being a leader, now I have new event for Michael Jackson Charity. We are doing this as following :-

Date : 26th June 2010
Time : 10.30am GMT+8
Venue : Monrods, Section 13, Laman Seri business park Shah Alam.

Please check the event update here in FB.

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/event.php?eid=115835081772873

Those who dont have FB, we will be creating the blog for this event too. Please be with us. Thank you!

Support the children meaning you support the world to be the better place :)

Whats new with Lucky Shaz?

2010-03-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

Hello People,

Here we are again. I am doing really great for the past 1 year and half of being married to my husband, Raja Khairul Ahzam. Although we are not that rich, but love and understanding between two people is important. Alhamdulillah, after our marriage I got blessed from Allah s.w.t with all the good ones. Yeah, sometimes we do have lack of cash but as long both of us know how to handle and safe for both, its fine. I know people will said "you r stupid. Told u not to get married." If I am not married, I will not be as lucky as now.

Saying about luck, I went for one job interview recommended by someone who is close to me and the head manager and I got the job. They said when they 1st look at me, they know my capability of doing good jobs and my personality attracts them.

It was first I heard about this because before this every body are trying to say that I am grumpy, snobbish, hot temper, immature and annoying fella who loves to talk about myself.I want to ask you, who else is going to talk about you if its not yourself? yeah, I might sounds like I am proud of myself, who doesnt? if you are not proud of yourself then why bother be alive?

Anyway, I got both jobs and got through all the 1st interview. It was fun going to interview but sadly I have to let go one of it. 1st reason, I have accepted the 1st job, 2ndly the second job interview happened last week and this week i have to ponteng kerja for 4 days and I wont be able to do that cuz my boss said "u do that, i'll let the management know and let everyone knows about you".... Well...

I know I sounded like I am so lucky cuz others who are trying to get any job now are jobless.
Anyway, I wish those who came for the interview today GOOD LUCK for your next 4 days of new job interview.... I hope those who I met today at least 2 can make it.

However, I would never look back at my decision. I know the 2nd job will be the most fun job in the world but I choose to get 9am to 6pm job... See, when you are good, people will fight for you... Well, I didnt say that I have won the bEST worker of the year or the month but I will try my best to wins people heart by showing my sincerity in doing work and my hard work... Anyway, hope my husband can get new job with new pay check. Pray for him too everyday so that both can change our life together.

Last but not least, I love my sexy charming husband and no body can part us except fate and death. I wish we could die happily together... Amin

Whats new with 12.03.2010?

2010-03-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

12.04.2004 adalah kelahiran CLK ku berwarna Kelabu Metalic. EX850 Manual berplat BHD5927. Walau agak kecewa dengan nombornya, kerana aku berharap 5928 tetapi padaku, janji kemana saja aku pergi dia bole bawa aku. Kereta yang membawa aku kemana sahaja. Dari Shah Alam ke Pahang, ke Penang, ke Perak, ke Seremban, ke Rembau, ke Cyberjaya, Semenyih dan kemana sahaja aku ingin pergi tidak kiralah bersama teman lelaki, kawan-kawan atau suami...Kereta itu telah accident banyak kali... walau begitu, aku tetap menyayanginya sebagai kereta kesayanganku. Kali pertama accident, bulan 10 2004, kemudian bulan 1, 2005. dan kemudian bulan 12 2006 dan bulan 12 2007. kemalangan yg terakhir, aku decide, biarlah die buruk, janji takde sape sanggup melanggarnya lagi... walau begitu, aku sayang CLK.

Nama yang diberi "CLK" merupakan cinta hatiku... maklumlah, x mampu beli CLK yg betul2...

Tepat 5 tahun 11 bulan, kereta ku tiba-tiba hilang... bukan hilang akibat kecurian. Ayahku terlupa untuk membayar kereta selama 3 bulan.... keretaku disita dan diletakkan di gudang penyimpan. Aku sedih kerana paling lama aku berjauhan pon ketika dia dalam wad kecemasan selepas accident dan overhaul... maklumlah, dulu tau bawak je... bila da ade ipar2 lelaki, mereka mengajar aku menyayangi kereta...

Bukan aku tidak mahu membayar sendiri kereta ku, pernah ku offer ayahku untuk byr half2 kereta itu, tetapi die memarahi aku dan suamiku. Katanya "simpanlah duit utk benda lain. Lgipun kereta tu nama Abah, bukan nama korang... let me pay. at least we wont argue about money". Aku bersyukur mendapat ayah yang memahami situasi kami yang bersusah payah nak hidup. Memang nampak mcm kami ini walau dah kawin, bergantung kepada ibu bapa, at least kami x hina orang dan x menyusahkan orang lain pon atau membahayakan diri kami dengan meminjam wang dari AhLong.

Selama 3 hari aku tiada kereta, hidup kami berdua gundah gelana. nak pergi tengok wayang pakai kereta ibu mertua. bangun awal pagi utk menghantar dia ke tempat kerja. harus ke mana2 dengan mereka. kemudian 14/03 aku decide, duduk saja rumah tetapi harus menghantar suamiku ke tpt kerja di shah alam.

Aku bersyukur dengan kejadian yg berlaku, walau aku marah2 dan maki2... aku telah meminta maaf dengan ayahku kerana memarahi beliau atas kelalaiannya. Bukan aku sengaja, aku memang tak bole panic... bila tiba-tiba kereta aku hilang, dah la bukan kereta sendiri, kereta ayahku, lagi buat aku takot. aku berjanji, selepas dapat kereta ini semula, aku akan repair segala kemek2... dan akan pasang alarm yg bila orang pegang, tetiba dia berbunyi.... supaya aku alert dgn kejadian... at least, kalo orang nak tarik pon, aku sedar,

14.03 hari jadi ayahku. Die selsema... aku kesian dengan dia, tapi kereta ku tetap harus ku ambil. tanpanya, aku patah kaki, hilang tujuan dan hilang arah. esok, hari isnin hari penentu, tapi aku tetap akan saman bank kerana tidak memberi kami apa2 notis penarikan dan menghubungi kami melalui telefon atau email. dan menyebabkan kami kena bayar kereta towing yang puki babi mahalnya.... puki babi pon murah lagi kalau masak.... oleh itu, tunggu ajelah surat samanku...

Whats new with this Mandarin blogger?

2010-03-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

我想知道，為什麼有一個傢伙誰給我怪異的博客評論？這是奇怪的。我從來沒有告訴任何朋友，我能讀中文。我只知道如何讀寫日本（雖然我每次使用翻譯。）
這些誰是閱讀，供你參考。我不知道如何閱讀國語。我要麻煩自己使用谷歌翻譯讀你寫我的博客上。我希望你能向我透露自己。請勿擔心，我不會殺了你。我可能淘汰你。無論如何，好知道你。我會寫我的博客普通話為您下次閱讀。

Wǒ xiǎng zhīdào, wèishéme yǒu yīgè jiāhuo shuí gěi wǒ guàiyì de bókè pínglùn?Zhè shì qíguài de.Wǒ cónglái méiyǒu gàosu rènhé péngyǒu, wǒ néng dú zhōngwén.Wǒ zhǐ zhīdào rúhé dú xiě rìběn (suīrán wǒ měi cì shǐyòng fānyì.)

Zhèxiē shuí shì yuèdú, gōng nǐ cānkǎo.Wǒ bù zhīdào rúhé yuèdú guóyǔ.Wǒ yào máfan zìjǐ shǐyòng gǔgē fānyì dú nǐ xiě wǒ de bókè shàng.Wǒ xīwàng nǐ néng xiàng wǒ tòulù zìjǐ. Qǐng wù dānxīn, wǒ bù huì shā le nǐ.Wǒ kěnéng táotài nǐ.Wúlùn rúhé, hǎo zhīdào nǐ.Wǒ huì xiě wǒ de bókè pǔtōnghuà wèi nín xià cì yuèdú.

I wonder, why there is one guy who send me weird comments on the blogs? It is weird. I never told any of my friends that I am able to read Chinese. I only know how to write and read in Japanese (even though I use translation every time.)

Those who are reading this, for your information. I dont know how to read mandarin. I have to trouble myself to use Google translation to read what you have written on my blog. I hope you will revealed yourself to me. Dont worry, I would not kill you. I might just eliminated you. Anyway, nice knowing you. I'll write my blog in Mandarin next time for your reading.

I know It sounds "what?" but I am wondering who is this Chinese posted their comments on my blogs and said things that I dont even understand? They wrote it in Mandarin, of course. So as a thank you. I use google translation for them. Thank you!

Scorpio Born

2010-02-26T20:11:00.001+08:00

[Strengths : Loyal and trustworthy, Passionate, Charismatic and mystifying, Caring and patient]-------

[Weakness : Becomes jealous easily, Stubborn, Sensitive, Egoistic] -------

Scorpio, with the symbol of 'The Scorpion', is one of the three water signs of the zodiac....

One of the first things that you notice about Scorpios are their eyes; they will be very intense and totally hypnotic.Infact, many people find it very difficult to stand steady under a Scorpio's constant gaze. His eyes seem to be penetrating your soul, knowing your deepest secrets and desires. The truth is, more often than not, they are.

Scorpios have a big ego. They know what they are and what they are not. It doesn't matter what you think about them. ------- They are immune to both comments as well as compliments, because they know whether they are right or wrong. A Scorpio has perfect control over his emotions and he always retains his faultless poise. You will hardly see his emotions being reflected on his face, whether it's a blush or a flush. Infact, Scorpios deliberately practice a vacant look. The same goes for their body posture also, you will hardly see them pacing around in nervousness. However, behind this impeccable composure is their torrid inner nature. -------

However, they will always try to probe you, your nature and your motives. Fierce determination is a typical Scorpio personality trait. He has a strong willpower and is not the one to accept defeat easily. The characteristic profile of a Scorpio also tells us that he is honest, to the point of hurting someone. If you have asked for his opinion, you will get the brutal truth, without any sugar coating. He never gives false compliments and does not know how to flatter. However, if he does say something nice to you, be sure that it is truly sincere and is coming straight from the heart. -------

If you ask a Scorpio for a favor, it will be either a simple 'Yes' or 'No', not something like 'I will try'. If he really likes you, he will go out of the way to help you. You never have neutral feelings for a Scorpio; you will either be amongst his dedicated admirers or malicious enemies. However, no one challenges him openly, not even the most spiteful enemy. Scorpios have this lingering charm around them and are extremely sympathetic towards the sick or miserable. They are fearless and can stand anything from physical pain to poverty. -------

They have complete confidence in themselves and know that they shall pass through this also. A Scorpio is extremely loyal and will go to the length of laying down his life for his loved ones. He has an exceptionally good memory. He never forgets an act of benevolence and always remembers to repay it. Similarly, a Scorpio also remembers any pain caused to him, though the reaction may differ. An eagle will crush the enemy; a scorpion will meticulously plan and demolish the enemy, while the lizard will keep it inside him for years and may harm himself in the process. -------

Scorpio loves to play with danger. At the same time, he is interested in religion and curious about all the aspects of life as well as death. If you are close to him, you will feel extremely protected and cared for. He is also fiercely possessive of what he believes to be his. If a Scorpio really wants to do something, it will never remain a dream forever. He will find one or the other way to get what he wants. He is very passionate about everything around, even his home. However, beneath his tough exterior is a gentle heart that knows how to love and care.

Homo Sapiens

2010-02-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

Life is tough,
when you are nice,
some people appreciate you,
some people get annoyed,
they tried to kill you,
they tried to pull you down,
only survivors will be survivors,

God is never cruel,
He gave you the challenge
cuz He know that you can go through it
some ask Him, Why?
We know the answer,
cuz He knows better,

Some feels He is not fair,
but we dont realize,
what comes around goes around,
Some feels He put too much,
He dont think you have learn much,
He test you
He tries to get your nerve,
He knows better,

As Homo Sapiens,
We share same hair color,
Same races and country to live in,
but we dont share the heart,
some are pretending to be nice,
some are mean to each other,
some are trying their best,
some just ignore and follow the destiny,
some are just unlucky,

Homo sapiens cant run away from feelings,
Anger, Happy, Sad and Anxious,
many more to come,
the most dangerous is JEALOUSY,
once its inside each homo sapiens,
its depending on them,
a Good Jealousy or Bad Jealousy,

Some are mean to one they dislike
some are cruel to one they dislike
they tries to execute them
from a small fight to war
from war to killing
from killing to torture
from torture to psycho

Life is hard,
when you did wrong,
some will hate you
some will try to get you
some will try to make your life even more
messed and unorganized
some will just look and walk away
some just dont bother

Life is hard
Homo sapiens need to change
change their way of thinking
change their perspectives
but its not with a blink of eye
if it is so easy,
we will live in peace.

LOVE,
Wawa

What's New with Self interest issue?

2010-02-17T12:18:00.000+08:00

Dear people who hates me that much...

I know I was an annoying kids since I was small. I was totally spoilt brat when I was in 16-18 years old. I was lonely and never knew what life could make me suffer till the end.

I know that u hated me for what I have done for my past. ITS The past you Dick head! You asking people to give you a freaking chance and we do give you a freaking chances... not only one, many chances... you gain a full of freaking trust. Now, because U think that u are greater than I do, yes I do admit, I am so called freaking stupid and tolol, but at least I know how to freaking behave myself. I do know how to talk to people whom I dont even know that much.

Everyone praises you cuz you are doing good job! Everyone hates me cuz they think I got the job because one of my family members is there as one of the ORGANIZER. Fuck it! You know that I actually wanna quit?!! I dont even want to get involve with ANYTHING with all of the stupid people in that organization! I know its not good for me to say you guys are stupid but mostly you are. I told one of my family members, i Hate it! you guys never appreciates what I have done for you guys! U dont even know how the fuck I have to convince my family to believe and take the challenge! I told my family to help u guys out and that happen when i was 8 years old.

Now do u think I care or really wants that TITLE badly?! I dont freaking care! I have my own job, I have my study life, I dont even want to mingle with people like most of you! You know what?! I dont even freaking care about your bloody organization somemore.

I know that you have an issue with one of my family member's friend and also you hate Malays and Indians. You only loves people who gives u an aircond or a fan. Hello! For your information. I hate you too. cuz you think I talk without my brain... Hello... people cant talk without brain. You maybe have your PhD or what so ever, so get the damn PhD.... not Perasaan Hasad Dengki! So, if you hate me, why in the 1st place you take me as one of the important people in the committee? To tell my family that I am a loser?! They know that LONG TIME AGO... I AM THEIR FAMILY MEMBER.or to tell the world how LOSER i am? hahaha I maybe a loser... but I never give up!

WELL, at least i didnt USE AIR COND / FANS to get the job I wanted... I show my freaking stupid effort for the stupid people like you guys... oh sorry! you are smart in education but in life, you sucks like a pig cuz u ate too much of it!...

Words from Prince Jackson - MJ's son

2010-02-02T14:23:00.000+08:00

1st Feb 2010 in Malaysia around 11am at Star World channel, there was a tribute for Michael Jackson and presented by Lionel Richie and performance by Michael Jackson, Celine Dion, Usher, Carrie Underwood, Jennifer Hudson and Smokey Robinson Earth Songs. They were doing really great up there on the stage and Lionel Richie introduced and present the award to Prince and Paris Jackson including 3T.

Bravely, Prince said this :-

"We are proud to be here to accept this award on behalf of our father, Michael Jackson.First of all we'd like to thank God for watching over us these past seven months, and our Grandma and Grandpa for the love and support.We would also like to thank the fans, our father loved you so much because your always there for him. Our father was always concerned about the planet and humanity and all his hard work and dedication,he has helped with through many charities and donated to all of them.Through all his songs, the message was simple... LOVE! We will continue to spread his message and help the world. Thank You."

Later, Paris said this:-

“Daddy, daddy was supposed to be here, daddy was going to perform this year, but he couldn’t perform last year.Thank you we love you daddy!”

After the Earth song was shown to the world, everyone gives S.O to the performers and keep standing till Prince and Paris leaves the stage.

Discrimination

2010-01-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

Earlier this month, I was supposed to go for an interview. I was so confidence in getting that job due to my experience in 2007. I would never tell which company I hv worked with cuz if say it wrongly, I might get sued from some people.

anyway, I arrived there exactly at the time given and guess what? I saw my ex college mate there. in my mind, i knew that she might got the job based on her experience and the confidence that she has in her. I dont mind anything about this at all, what I hate about the company is this.

1stly, my friend went in first before me. She is very sexy ans still 100% single. I certainly doesnt mind cuz if I am good enough, what to be afraid of right? After 1/2 hr interview, they asked her to stay for a while till my turns is up. I heard this question from my friend, "How long should I wait?"... not long... maybe 10 mins?... I was like Haa? 10 minutes?!

So i went in, have the interview and guess what, they keep looking outside and asking the receptionist to hold my friend in just a minute. then the interviewers said that "Btw, i dont think we have anything to ask, so do you... we'll call you next week..either yes or no..." YES! 10 minutes exactly! Damn!

Reasons :-

a) I am wearing tudung and my friend is very hot chick!
b) I am married WITH NO CHILDREN but she is not! They dont wanna risk of me suddenly become pregnant
c) I am a secretary but she was an **** ****** ******
d) she is available anytime and she thinks I am not!
e)She got the second interview and they doesnt want her to wait therefore, they cut short my freaking interview!

What a tuuutt tuuutt tuuut tuuut! I will banned that company ever in my life! you psycho freaky woman!

Captain Planet Lyric

2010-01-22T14:11:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I wanna talk about Captain Planet. I wish this is real. The team tries to save the Planet from disaster and natural cause. Now, every1 trying to save the earth but some irresponsible people are trying to destroy the world.

-They said they will do. Who are they? Its starting from Us! Its us! - MJ - This Is It (Earth Songs)

Enjoy the lyrics. :)

Captain Planet

Credit Roll Theme Song Lyrics

"EARTH!"
"FIRE!"
"WIND!"
"WATER!"
"HEART!"

"Go Planet!"

"By your powers combined, I am Captain Planet!"
Captain Planet, he's our hero

Gonna take pollution down to zero
He's our powers magnified

And he's fighting on the planet's side
Captain Planet, he's our hero

Gonna take pollution down to zero
Gonna help him put asunder

Bad guys who like to loot and plunder
"You'll pay for this Captain Planet!"

We're the Planeteers
You can be one too

'Cause saving our planet is the thing to do!
Looting and polluting is not the way

Hear what Captain Planet has to say!
"The Power is Yours!"

Chinese Horoscope

2010-01-22T12:47:00.001+08:00

WOOD OX, I AM!

Date of Birth	Chinese Horoscope
28 Jan 1960 to 14 Feb 1961	Metal-Rat
15 Feb 1961 to 4 Feb 1962	Metal-Ox
5 Feb 1962 to 24 Jan 1963	Water-Tiger
25 Jan 1963 to 12 Feb 1964	Water-Rabbit
13 Feb 1964 to 1 Feb 1965	Wood-Dragon
2 Feb 1965 to 20 Jan 1966	Wood-Snake
21 Jan 1966 to 8 Feb 1967	Fire-Horse
9 Feb 1967 to 29 Jan 1968	Fire-Ram
30 Jan 1968 to 16 Feb 1969	Earth-Monkey
17 Feb 1969 to 5 Feb 1970	Earth-Rooster
6 Feb 1970 to 26 Jan 1971	Metal-Dog
27 Jan 1971 to 14 Feb 1972	Metal-Pig
15 Feb 1972 to 2 Feb 1973	Water-Rat
3 Feb 1973 to 22 Jan 1974	Water-Ox
23 Jan 1974 to 10 Feb 1975	Wood-Tiger
11 Feb 1975 to 30 Jan 1976	Wood-Rabbit
31 Jan 1976 to 17 Feb 1977	Fire-Dragon
18 Feb 1977 to 6 Feb 1978	Fire-Snake
7 Feb 1978 to 27 Jan 1979	Earth-Horse
28 Jan 1979 to 15 Feb 1980	Earth-Ram
16 Feb 1980 to 4 Feb 1981	Metal-Monkey
5 Feb 1981 to 24 Jan 1982	Metal-Rooster
25 Jan 1982 to 12 Feb 1983	Water-Dog
13 Feb 1983 to 1 Feb 1984	Water-Pig
2 Feb 1984 to 19 Feb 1985	Wood-Rat
20 Feb 1985 to 8 Feb 1986	Wood-Ox
9 Feb 1986 to 28 Jan 1987	Fire-Tiger
29 Jan 1987 to 16 Feb 1988	Fire-Rabbit
17 Feb 1988 to 5 Feb 1989	Earth-Dragon
6 Feb 1989 to 26 Jan 1990	Earth-Snake
27 Jan 1990 to 14 Feb 1991	Metal-Horse

Wood-Ox: 1925, 1985

Is intelligent, ambitous, and domineering.

This Ox is more open, co-operative and flexible than his cousins though conservative by nature. Is open to new ideas and concepts. Is very eloquent in speech and often authoritative.

High achievers who are leaders...

The Ox person is not happy with change and prefer conformity and convention. Ox people loves the traditional value of hardwork and a stable family life. The Ox person enjoy material things and they are more than prepared to work hard to acquire a lifestye that suits them.
Ox are generally calm and placid and rarely lose their temper. In the rare event that they lose their temper, it would be wise to keep clear as they are capable of fearsome rages and an Ox on a rampage is very dangerous.

The Ox person is reliable, sincere and generally cool and patient. They are are neat, modest and seek solitude. They have few friends who are however very faithful to them.
Ox love their food and drink and likes to stay in their luxurious home. Ox person are good listeners, are systematic and likes convention and tradition. They are also highly principled, strong, determined, stable, dependable and reliable.
Ox person is reliable, fair and thinks carefully before speaking his mind, loyal and seldom jealous. Are not great conversationalist but are full of substance and interesting.
Not romatic but can be passionate. They are family oriented and faithful.

Ox person is stubborn and difficult to change views and can be carried away with convention thus considered too rigid. Is domatic and lacks humour.
Oxs are not generous with money and naive about love and find that those close to them fail to understand them. Yet they are patient and caring and makes good friends.
An Ox person tend to bear grudges for a long time.


Order of Animals	2nd
Hour ruled by Ox	2nd Hour, 1.00 am to 2.59 am
Month	2nd Moon
Year	1901, 1913, 1925, 1937, 1949, 1961, 1973, 1985
Season	End of Winter
Direction	North-30-East
Western Zodiac	Capricon
Ruling Planet	Saturn
Lucky Gemstone	White Onyx
Force	Yin
Famous Personalities	Richard Nixon (Water-Ox), Bruce Sprinstein (Earth-Ox), Charlie Chaplin (Earth-Ox), Adolf Hitler (Earth-Ox), Vanessa Redgrave (Fire-Ox), Margaret Thatcher (Wood-Ox), Saddam Hussien (Fire-Ox), Whoopi Goldberg (Earth-Ox), Paloma PIcasso (Earth-Ox)
Careers	Doctor, Lawyer, Teachers and Writers. Will accomplish much early or when they are old.
Romance	Male: Preferably someone younger, born in the year of the Snake. Female: Younger Rooster

Excellent match :

Paring best avoided :

In some instances, be more understanding and tolerant :

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KHAS UNTUK BLOGGER PENGECUT

2010-01-21T15:57:00.002+08:00

Wahai blogger yang pengecut,

aku kasihan dengan kau. Sesungguhnya mak ayah ko tentu menyesal melahirkan SYAITAN yang bertopengkan manusia macam ko. Aku ingat SYAITAN ni berani, rupanya penakut juga... Ataupun mak ayah ko tak reti didik ko jadi manusia sbb mak ayah ko pon IBLIS?

Sesungguhnya, kalo kau nak mengatakan kenyataan aku dlm blog Tun Dr M bodoh, kenapa ko tak berani taruk nama ko kat blog aku? Nampak sgt ko nie berani luar je. Hello, walau aku perempuan, aku x takut dengan kau lah SYAITAN! Allah sentiasa bersama2 aku... Btw, ko ISLAM ke? ke ko ISLAM hanya pada nama? kalau sekadar pada nama, TAKYAH NAK NGAKU!

aku delete komen2 ko yang tidak berfaedah tue sbb aku kasihan kat ko, aku taknak aibkan ko... tapi terpaksa aibkan ko cara macam ni. Aku kasihan kat kau tu sbb aku rase mesti ko anak terbiar dimana mak ayah ko cari duit haram untuk besarkan ko sbb tu kau perangai MENGALAHKAN SYAITAN SEHINGGA SYAITAN SANGGUP MENJADIKAN KAU KETUA MEREKA.

Dengan terus terang aku tulis pasal ko dalam blog aku ni, sbb aku tau pengecut mcm ko layak mati tak tertanam... ko patut dibiarkan macam sampah! Orang2 mcm kau ni lah tak membantu kepada negara. aku harap ko mampus la secepat mungkin. kasihan dengan mak ayah ko... ingat lahir2 boleh jadi MANUSIA rupanya SYAITAN. Ntah2 mak ko cakap, "nyesal lahirkan anak SYAITAN..." ko ni sampah masyarakat betullah!

tak puas hati? meh! datang la jumpa aku kat mana2... kalo ko nak kate aku pengecut cakap je lebih... ko datang dulu... aku datang sorang.. aku tau pengecut macam ko ni akan bawa geng! Aku takyah nak bawa geng2... bawa geng pon x guna.. sbb aku taknak nampak macam aku ni pengecut. Aku rela mati kerana aku benar tapi aku x sanggup mati sbb aku pengecut... bukan macam ko.. Kasihan ko kan... Aku rase waktu sekarang ini, mak ayah ko mesti nangis2 kat rumah sebab terbaca blog aku ni.. mesti die kate "Anak aku rupanya SYAITAN, bukan manusia..."

btw, blog mmg untuk menulis, tak kisahlah benda tue bodoh ke tak.. jangan ko judge orang bodoh.. Ntah2 ko SPM pon x lepas... agaknya mase PMR lari pregnantkan anak orang atau pun ko sendiri yang pregnant (maaf, aku xtau apa jantina ko... mana tau PONDAN ke? LESBIAN ke?)... Wahai pengecut... pergilah menghadap ALLAH.. banyak2 lah SOLAT TAUBAT PADANYA... Allah Maha Pengasih dan Pengampun. Ko taubatlah ye?

Rumah Idaman

2010-01-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

DOAKANLAH SEMOGA DPT RUMAH INI :D

Kenapa harus menyalahkan diri sendiri?

2010-01-12T13:47:00.000+08:00

Ade seorang yang saya kenali, tidak perlu menyatakan siapakah dia... sering menyalahkan diri sendiri.. saya simpati dgn keadaan dia. kdg2 ingin menangis apabila bersama dia kerana sy tidak tahu sama ade sy perlu bantu atau tidak..

kejadian menjadi lagi teruk.. lama-lama sy tidak tahan lagi. sy perlu lakukan sesuatu...

dari kecil ayah dan ibunya sering menindas dirinya. Merendah2 kan dirinya... dan dia mengaku die "bodoh".. pada saya, BODOH itu hanya perkataan. Sy slalu beritahu dia, tiada siapa yang bodoh dalam dunia ini. Bodo hanya perkataan, tapi die tetap mengaku die bodo. Kdg2 sy pon terlepas ckp juga.. "bodohla kau ni!" tp takde maksud nak mengatakan dia bodoh tapi die terasa. sy sedih bila lepak dengan dia, kawan2 ramai yg ignore... sy kesian dengan dia. bila tanya katanya "kami xpaham apa dia ckp" atau "die baik, tp die xtau apa yg dia ckp..." pernah sy lepak dengan saudara mara dia, tp die tak bercakap dan mereka kadang2 ckp kwn sy tidak guna... kerana apa dia ckp mereka tak faham dan mereka kate "hny org bodoh je layan dia tue". maknanya sy pon sama bodo la sbb sy layan dia... sedihnya...

sepanjang sy menjadi kawan, sy tidak nampak kebodohan dia. xtaula kalo sy ni sgt baik atau kesian melihat dia. kdg2 die nampak bijak. bukan nampak, die mmg bijak. membuat lawak bodo itu pada saya kebiasaan. Apa salahnya dgn lawak bodo. Mmg kdg2 kita manusia dah tau tu lawak bodo, sah2 kita ckp "bodoh betul la lawak die nei.." depan dia.. die terasa dan mengatakan "aku mmg bodoh.." adoi.. sy tak maksud macam tue. sy maksudkan "kelakar gile babee" tp die ambil serius. Sy paham kenapa dia amek serius, kerana dari kecik di perkotak katikkan oleh keluarga dan saudara terdekat. Kalau saya pon, mungkin saya akan jd begitu. Tapi saya ingat lagi, kecik2 dulu, sy selalu di panggil mangkuk hayun kat sekolah... x jd mangkuk pon? jadi kereta je.. haha

saya betul sayang dengan kawan-kawan saya. pada saya, biarlah die nak bodo ke pandai ke kaya ke miskin ke saya tak nak peduli sebab pada saya itu hanya di dunia... bila kita da mati sok, kita perlukan doa mereka dan keluarga... tp entah kenapa.. jadi begini pula..

minta bantuan dari kamu semua macam mana nak tolong kawan saya ini?

pregnancy and weddings

2010-01-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

Hello 2010!~

Welcome! Welcome! How's everyone spending their NYE? Me and hubby spent the most memorable NYE with less traffic and less crowd but if the crowd is bigger for what we are doing, I'll be happy! Me & Hubby, Sheeks, Joe, and Opie spent NYE at my parents house since all of my family members at my eldest sis's house. We are doing our own celebration where we watched all Michael Jackson's video from 10pm to 2.30am. Wow! what a really good day to start in year 2010!

My good friend Farahiyah was pronounce pregnant on 25th Dec 09 of 1 month and 3 days or 3 weeks and I am so happy for her. Some of my friends just had their wedding last December and Early week of the January! Congratulations to Ain, Yanie, Marcella and Aizad! I didnt go for all those three wedding except Ain's cuz she is one of my close friend. The rest, sorry! I was busy with my own family in law drama so I have to be there always.. :(

Anyway, on 1st January 2010, hubby and I was hanging around at the curve.. Wow! What a best day in my life cuz we aint fighting at all.. good year to start haha.. Then all the way from shop to another, we keep on seeing babies, kids and my husband suddenly asked me "sayang, when can we have our own? kinda craving for baby.. cant wait.." I was like dan dan dan... stunned! I thought 2011? hahah he said.. "i keep looking at your baby picture... so cute so I cant wait!" hahah Sisters, dont tell mak and abah about this! Mampos kena marah kalo tau mmg plan nak baby! hahah (my parents only allowing me to have kids after my Master.. gile nak tunggu master? kalo 2012 is dooms day? master takde, anak pon xde! haha

Okay! we will try our best to get pregnant by this month because I have checked in my ovulation calendar that I will be able to deliver my baby around 10.10.2010 hahah if the baby wanna comes out 20.10.2010 it would be great! Then I have easier time to remember my dates hehehe...
me = 20.11.1985
wedding anniversary = 20.12.2008
and my estimated son/daughter = 20.10.2010 / 10.10.2010 wuuuhuuu!

if the kiddo comes out at any date, I dont mind but its easier to remember... imagine his / her ic?
101010-10-5810? hahaha wow! easier to remember!

see, I got all 8, 20, 1 and no 2... wuuhuuu! Although my fav no is 7, but my lucky number always on 20th heheh ok! I am talking crap!

Last Blog for 2009

2009-12-30T10:39:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

I wanna express my thankfulness especially to Allah S.W.T for giving me a great great life. Here are some people I wanna thanks to :-

a) Suamiku (My husband)... thank you for having some patience with me and have faith and be my courage to stay alive since 2004 and thank you so much for all the LOVE you give to me. I dont need materials from you, what I need is the LOVE that I have been craving since I was child.

b) Mak and Abah (parents), thank you for make me see the world since 1985, thank you for giving me good education and good way to live my life and thanks for everything that you have made me. You have made me into what I am and I am really proud to be your children and I know I did say the most hurting words before where I do wish you both are not my parents... but after Japan 2003, I changed my perception. You are the best parents of all time!

c) Along, Angah and Kak Cik (my siblings) - we werent good since we were small but after we all have grown up to be a great woman and daughters of Mohammad and Noriah's, we all get bonded! Thanks to all for giving me love although I thought I was a lil bit too late cuz I only got LOVE from you after I finish my SPM!

d)Best Friend Forever - Iera and Ariana- being with you guys, hanging out a lots making me realize what a beautiful world we have here and thank you for being supportive of whatever I have gone through. Thanks again...Thanks for lending your ear and shoulder to me...Remember, we always share the shoulder and ears together hehehe

e) Close friends -Nadia, Suri, Farah, Farahiyah, Tasneem, Liyana, and Fatin. Thanks for being supportive and sometimes give negative opinion of everything! I am not your BFF but you are always my close friend whom I can share tears and sadness and happiness with! Thanks for being there.

f) MJFF - Sheeks, Joe, Opie, Sho, Rezza, Anne, Arif, Nik, Fird n Wife, Zam. Although we all lost our most Idol on 25th June 2009 and its killing us, we get bonded and thanks to TTWSA for making it happen. Thanks Rezza. All of you have made me see the world wider and bigger and I cant wait for our next trip to LA.!

f) Last but not least. Thanks to all who ever have supported my life since 1985 to 2009 (support in soul searching, giving moral injection and teaches me life and how to live a happy moments). I will always love you and will try to make things better and better from time to time.

To all my dislikers (whom i think I still have them), do whatever you like. Actually with your presence, I feel more powerful, more tough and more challenge to live my life. Do whatever u like, and as you know, I will never give up. I will show my weakness but I will never show my strength. For me, you are the loser although to you, I'm the loser. For me, being a coward by being Anonymous or texting me through blog comment and swearing, is not my type. Thanks for the liars friends I have and thanks to all the pretenders. U have done a great great job! Now, no body can lie to me... I will try to be a DTA person again. Wanna know what is that? Sorry! Figure it out yourself.

friendship

2009-12-28T12:23:00.003+08:00

it may hurt some people but I have to let it go... and its honest from my heart...

I always wondering about my friendship with some friends... they consider me as their best friend forever, but when I came and think about it, I dont think I am their BFF after all..

why I said this? if seriously I'm their best friend forever, obviously my picture will be included in your wallpaper along with others but no... only my pictures wasnt there... dats devastating

in your phonebook list, every1 that you consider as BFF you will put "my heart" my soul and what soever, but me, its just the name... dats hurts

for others, you stay till the end, the good n the bad but for me, u just come and wish congrats... dats it! I admit, I am happy u came, but Im hurt... seriously... u never be with me all the time.. especially when Im happy or sad...

next thing i wanna say, it would make u guys think "this woman seriously crazy selfish".. u asked me to give u a gift, where when its my time, I NEVER GET ANYTHING! it does sounds like im asking for you to gift but doesnt this seem like unfair?

Does our friendship base on materials rather than sharing is caring? i have no idea at all.. Its not im asking present, but when I didnt give, you will always say "U never love me" but for me.. when I said that.... means nothing...You will mention as "Sayang..." but very dishonest way...

I know Im weird, but weird doesnt mean I dont deserve good friendship and companion...
I guess nobody understands me except for some people...
Ahzam, you are my truly sayang and I would love you till my heart beat stops and will meet u in heaven...
Thanks to my BFFs I have in the world.Ari, Iera, Surie, Fara, Yana, and Steffi... if I left out some names, maybe its you guys... not all of you... some of you...

Sorry... seriously sorry... I just cant help my feeling...

memories

2009-12-23T12:05:00.000+08:00

No stories to tell, but the picture speaks for itself..

Rare pic of mine.. When I was 1yrs old.

When I was 4 mths old

When I was 9 maybe?

With my very fierce Wan (grandma)

No wonder why I love hanging out at the BAR. I was exposed to this place since I was 2 or 3? But hey.. hanging out doesnt mean i drink and drunk okay? I ordered my use to be favourite Apple Juice!

dancing in the sun to get attention from any talent hunter. Too Bad! No one is there except mentally disturb people!

with my neighbour at this time. Emmy Azmir, Imma Azmir and my sister Nora. The other one I am not sure who...

with my 3rd sister, Nora! How cute am I ? hahaha

Rare pic of my dad! Do u guys notice? He got Hair! hahaha

didnt I look like Sudirman? No? Damn! I was hoping to be him! Hahah OH! Do I look like MJ? White version of MJ hahah

Liar- Liar

2009-12-22T21:29:00.001+08:00

Since I was born, I'm the type that believes whatever was being told to me. This is not about me being a naive and stupid for believing anything (actually, I do believe all the stuff is being said)....

I remember being a child who are hmm quite let say STUPID hahah I mean stupid in innocent way.. I think one of my family members, who I cant recall told me about TV series... they shoot it live without editing... (cuz I was wondering how the hell they do film?) hahaha and I once asked my mum, how come 2 people can be different person (bad guy in one story and good guy in another) in two different channel... I think my sister answer me with "they are twins.." damn! hahah

here, i dont wanna say much... Its actually a friend of mine (use to be) tell me all the lies in the world that she can create.. I dont know what the heck is she lying to me! i still cant find the idea why she need to lie to me... Since I know her, she always bullshitting me about anything. I realize that I always said my life is 100% happy, got all my friends and what I want, but hello... no body is perfect.. I said it cuz I dont like to ask sympathy from my friends cuz they might say im a boring person to hangout with.

i realize if this friend who always say the same thing i said. for example, If i said that my father use to follow Tun Dr M to Italy and Philipines, she will say "my mother is really close with him..." "my father cover his story..." and what nonsense... Oh come on! u asked me where my father went for that week.. u dont need to think im showing off... I dont even wanna show off... what comes from my mouth is the truth... worst part, "my boyfriend give me this... give me that.. oh not forgotten thiss..." btw, your bf is rich but what is rich without your own effort and $$? what is rich if u dont own a car and a house...!!! bullshit!

Ppl said that we should know what is her/his background of doing this... I know this person so welll.. As a friend, we dont need to follow whatever your friend is doing! if they jump in the poo of shits, will u jump too? wow! it will be amazing to do! Come on! I have varieties of friends, poor, rich, old & young, funny, boring, short n tall... every type.. but I dont judge them by what they are.. I judge them through their personality... not with all the lies... pergh... Dats stupid...

friendship is important but not relationship.. money n diamonds comes and go while honesty and pride is always there with you.. make that change - MJ

Childhood

2009-12-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

Everyday when I heard "Childhood" from my HiStory CD, i feel like Michael Jackson is searching me to be his good friend. even b4 he was dead, i cried everytime i heard this song too as i am the one who have the worst childhood. I aint celebrity like him but our childhood "lonely" is still similar to each other...

I am the youngest but whatever my 3rd sister did to me, I feel like im the eldest and she's the youngest. I know my sister request my mom to have younger sister.. But I wasn't born to be bullied! Every single day, my life is about to kill her and blaming me. For 22 years I live in suffering till she came back from Indonesia in 2008. Now, I love all my sisters although we fought like everyday!

I was raised by my maid, and from my 1st day of born, i never sleep with my parents. I was jealous to my other sister that they have slept with my parents before but me? Never! Aiyo! so sad! My maid was the one who sleep with me and I am always with her till people said "**** mcm mak dia sendiri". My maid told me, I was an accident child, my mother doesnt want me. :( and my father was disappointed cuz I am a girl, not a boy! and now U guys know why I am tomboyish kinda attitude because my dad doesn't wish me to be a girl :( but I think Im the lucky ones cuz my late grandma on mother side said "Opah tau, Wati akan jadi anak yang paling baik".. Tq Opah! Sayang Opah...

I was bullied by my sisters and even worst, I dont understand any single thing that they are saying. Math, Science, Account! Sekolah!? What is dat? My dad always talks to me either in English or Malay but seriously I dont know which to use. I love to talk and my mother told me I can talk at 2. wow! dats fast! I love to walk too and I walk when I was 9 mths. this is because I always walk on the grass in the morning... my maid holds me up.

That is a sneak peak of my story when I was a young girl... Lets see what's next!

Almost 5 months

2009-11-18T17:12:00.000+08:00

Dear Michael,
Its been half a year
you have left us
but we dont feel like
you had left us

Our memory with you
is still fresh
like we just met you
like we just talk to you
like we just played together

Michael,
listening to your songs,
looking at your pictures
make us wonders
why do you need to leave us,
cuz you've gone too soon

Michael,
Your sudden death is shocking us,
We lost an icon and a king
but your children and family
lost a father and a brother

Michael,
living without you
is not as easy as you think
world without music
like living in a mute world

Michael,
we miss your music
we miss your smile
we miss your appearance
we miss your smooth dancing
we miss everything about you

Michael,
we hope you are happy there
we hope you find peace there
we hope you'll be fine there
we hope the best for you there

Michael,
Its been half a year
you have left us
but to us,
you never leave us
as we have your music
your legacy
and your history with us

Michael,
Malaysian Fans are hoping the best for you
We misses you so much
and Dont Worry
We will make sure you will never
ever disappear in our lives

Michael Joseph Jackson 1958-2009

Bertemu Dgn Kekasih Lama.. i LIKE!

2009-11-06T09:10:00.001+08:00

Maybe kat sini nampak kegatalan walaupun sy telah bernikah pada 20.12.2008. :D But, I cant resist to tell this! OMG!

Semalam, thanks to Nadyra's friend who invited us to watch "Rakaman Siaran Langsung Sehati Berdansa" and I was thrill cuz we're gonna be supporting Sazzy Falak! Yay! I love her to the max! I used to work with her before, in Gol n Gincu (as an extra actress for season 1) then work in production house (not gonna mention what company) "Seorang Lelaki Mendengar" - lebih kurang la tajuk dia mcm ni.. then keep tweet-tweet her in twitter... She's nice person to work with and very friendly compared to someone who I dont wanna mention....

This season of Sehati Berdansa kind of a lil special to me (I know I am not celeb but special la) cuz all the actors who I have worked with is participating, Didie, Enot and Sazzy. Not to forget the beautiful ex Dewi Remaja Scha Al Yahya and Fahrin Ahmad the host. Didie and Enot has worked together with me in several telemovies (2hrs drama) and Sazzy as mention. Remember HONEYZ? Scha was the lead of that group (scooby doo kinda thing in Malaysia)... then Fahrin in Viva Diva Mira... Aww! *cair.. Scha I knew her since her Dewi Remaja era where I take care of her for Hotlink Ads when I use to do interns back in 2006.

So selepas habis sahaja rakaman, kami dibenarkan mengambil gambar...So bermulalah sesi "Mencari kawan2 lama"... Dan saya cepat2 mencari Sazzy dan kebetulan mmg Sazzy akan bergambar dgn penyokong2...
So I started with Sazzy "Sazzy nk amek Pic!" Then she was ok ok! So i took the pic! Then I start "Sazzy, u kenal tak I?" .. she looks sooo clueless.. She was like aaa aa? "Its me Wawa!! From ***!!" And she was like "OH MY GOD! What? Ha?! OMG!!" and I was like "I know!! I da pakai tudung!!" hehehe "Babe! How r u?" and I said "Good n married!!" cuz ramai yang surrounded her, I told her, i'll tweet2.. (obviously she couldnt recognize me in tweet2..."

Then I go and search for LOVE of my past life.. Fahrin Ahmad hahah Hey dont think something else! I was a Production manager so we're bonded haha.. 1 week with him is not enough hahah seriously!

I managed to get him to take pic but I pass to Ahzam to get a chance posing with his Idol too.. Then I tell Fahrin.. "Abang.. mesti abang tak kenal saya kan?" Again.. clueless! "Siapa ek? Peminat abang bukan adik sorang je..."... "Ni Wawa la abang! Bekas ***..." Then guest what he said...

"OH WAWA!! Kekasih LAMA!!" hahahah He still remember the old times... Aww! Aww! Kembang!
Then I told him "Abang.. jangan cakap kuat2 sangat.. masuk tabloid kang naya je!" Then die angguk2 dan senyum.. He ask me "siapa yg bergambar dgn abang tadi..".. "Suami saya bang..".. "Wow! Tahniah!" then he look at him again.. "eh abang kenal la ni siapa, macam pernah jumpa!.." Dia sangat terkejut! He was tremendously shock! hehehe Seriously.. jatuh cinta kembali padanya! hahaha

Seriously... mimpi Fahrin malam tadi hahaha! Azam even said "kenapala mama tak kawin je dengan abg Fahrin dulu? mesti mama happy je!..." I was like.. gile ke laki aku ni! hahah Sayang dia sbg abang je.. tak lebih! Tapi memang tak sangka he remembers...
Nak tau kenapa dia ckp mcm tu.. I was a lil bit unprofessional that time so setiap kali pon die datang shooting, amek gambar dia.. Alasan nak simpan utk company tp sbnrnya nak simpan sendiri hahah! dalam hari ke-2, sbb sepanjang shooting budak2 krew kacau I cuz they know I am totally in love with him, (at this time, he was with Linda still) even he make jokes "taknak ke tolong abang? kate suka!" ... N i was playing tarik tali! haha "tak kuasa! marah Linda.. kang putus, tak pasal cheap publicity"...

Ini terjadi pon sbb tiap kali break pon, mesti nak duduk dengan dia... kesian dia kena kacau.. but it pays! haha he still remember me! aww! tak putus senyuman dr muka ku.. hahaha

im still waiting to upload the pic.. but I like!

and Happy Birthday to Aznil Hj Nawawi.. Even u are 40+... you look like u are 20+... Gud Job Pak Nil!

Cupcake yg dapat mase rakaman sempena Pak Nil's Bday!

So send your votes to SMS: Taip DANSA SAZZY atau DANSA<3/5/10> SAZZY untuk (3/5/10 undian) ke 32999 (Contoh : DANSA5 SAZZY KE 32999)
Talian Tetap: Dail 13721/ 13723/ 13725/ 13730 untuk 1/ 3 /5 /10 undian & Tekan 8
Tekan Butang R di Astro RIA, pilih SAZZY

Be+part+of+the+movement+at+www.everyoneconnects.net

2009-11-02T16:03:00.000+08:00

Be+part+of+the+movement+at+www.everyoneconnects.net

Screening of This IS IT -

2009-11-02T11:56:00.000+08:00

Dear all,

I am doing this to all the zombies who dance on Thrill The World Shah Alam at Dataran Kemerdekaan Shah Alam. Since We are one of the included who breaks the record, we made one private screening of This Is It Michael Jackson movie as following. Those who are interested, please let us know.

Since we have 101 seats, please let everyone who wants to watch this. 1st come 1st serve and Zombies who participate on 25th Oct will be the priorities.

Time: 9.15am (Movie starts at 9.45am)
Date : 7th Nov 2009
Venue : GSC Tropicana City Mall, Damansara, Petaling Jaya.
Price : RM15 adult, RM10 kids (this is due to the rental that we have to pay to the Cinema)
Theme : Michael Jackson outfit (any as long as u look like MJ)

Please pay by 3rd Nov 2009 (Tuesday) to this Maybank account
1-62272-69904-1 under Shazawati Mohammad and email your confirmation and payment to shazawati@gmail.com and text me 016-6206040.

Zombies, we are allowed to do the flash mob but we have to have the clearance from MACP/PPM to play MJ's soundtrack, so if anyone could help me to send letters on behalf of Thrill The World Shah Alam, please let me know.

Please spread this to others... Thank you!

What's New with Concerts in Malaysia? Part 2

2009-10-06T09:20:00.000+08:00

Okay, continue from what I shall say about CONCERTS in MALAYSIA.

Its ok if you (The Gomen) to give certain rules to the Foreign Singers that comes to Malaysia but you banned Faizal Tahir because of him showing his tummy, why dont you banned MALAYSIAN SINGERS AND ACTRESSES WOMEN? They are Muslims too and they are supposedly to be at least covering their chest/breast. ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO ARE OLD ENOUGH TO BE COVERING UP. I think you guys know who am I talking about.

Dont give excuses such as 'If we're not sexy, no one will likes us!'. Remember, you are not from HOLLYWOOD. Lets Beyonce, Mariah or JLO sexy cuz its their culture... You dont have to follow them. Yes, Some of the covered ppl doesnt show the nice values of them like the girl starts from W, so what?? Its only some of them!

Sometimes I dislike ppl those who is covering up. You supposed to give good examples to ppl but then you will do this things :-

1) bad mouthing about ppl who are not covering up - you shall advice them and show them your goodside, not bad mouthing! Mengumpat satu dosa!
2) delaying your Solat time - not to Solat at the end of time... how those not covering up can pray as early as you?
3) treating those not covering up like they are some shit to you - dont judge ppl by its cover. Doesnt mean she's not covering up she's bad. I think those who are covering up have quite a bad mouth. Dont be mad when you read this, it's what I think. Yes I cover up but I admit I am the type who bad mouthing but I bad mouthing for those who is covering up! Not who doesnt.

You cant be "berat sebelah" or picking one side. If foreign artist you can give some what of the rules, what about the Malay artist who is OBVIOUSLY ISLAM? You know who you are. I didnt ask all the Malay artist to wear tudung, but just dont show some of your 'mountain'. If you want to show in the movies/drama that you are seductive, you can use "Skin shirt" to show it off a bit. U dont have to show your real skins to ppl. You are in creative industry! be creative! Duh! So MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT AND JABATAN AGAMA ISLAM MALAYSIA, Please take a look of this matter. Dont be one sided only! Take a look of your MALAYSIAN ENTERTAINERS! They are more sexier than they supposed to be!

I saw some of the artist come to the Alicia Keys concerts wearing tube and hot pants... See, its not Alicia! Its the audiences~

Anyway, I hope Beyonce's concerts will get the 100% permissions. I think whatever Beyonce wears, no matter T-Shirt with 3rd Quarter pants also damn sexy! Im sure some of you guys watch the clip of "irreplaceable" right? The white T-shirt n Brown pants she wore, She look so hot in it! I love it!

Something is true ...About Woman

2009-09-28T15:36:00.001+08:00

Emosi Aidilfitri perempuan

(Dipetik dari Utusan Malaysia Online) -

BILA menyentuh bab pulang beraya, perempuan jarang mahu mengalah. Ada saja alasan untuk pulang ke kampung sendiri.
Sebenarnya kalau mahu dikira, tiada istilah bergilir seperti yang selalu ditetapkan. Tiada istilah adil dan saksama dalam hal balik kampung ini.
Perempuan menjadi terlalu emosional dalam hal ini. Kadar emosionalnya kalau tak sama pun, mungkin sedikit di bawah paras hal-hal berkaitan berkahwin lagi.
Aidilfitri disambut penuh emosi, sama seperti apabila ada khabar suami mereka menjalin hubungan lain.
Lelaki pula yang tidak mahu berbalah dan penat berhujah, terpaksa akur. Bukan apa, tidak mahu mencemar suasana Aidilfitri. Jika tahun ini, hari raya pertama di kampung isteri, tahun depan jangan terlalu berharap dapat ke kampung suami pula.
Memang isteri patut diberi keutamaan dalam hal balik kampung setelah sebulan pengorbanan sepanjang Ramadan tetapi hargailah juga keluarga, sanak saudara dan rakan-rakan suami di kampung. Mereka juga ada memori meraikan Aidilfitri bersama.
Sepatutnya bila diberi peluang, gunakan sebaik mungkin, tetapi biasanya tidak begitu.
Emosi Aidilfitri mengatasi kelembutan dan kebijaksanaan yang ditunjukkan sepanjang Ramadan yang lalu.
Kalaupun pulang ke kampung suami, semangat sama tidak dikongsi. Hanya suam-suam kuku. Tidak terserlah wajah ceria dan semangat berkobar-kobar mahu pulang beraya bersama keluarga mentua. Baru tinggal sehari dua sudah mengeluh.
Lain apabila di kampung sendiri, berkemas mahu pulang pun ditangguh-tangguh. Patut pulang pagi jadi tengah hari. Patut bawa dua beg jadi tiga beg untuk bawa buah tangan.
Sekadar mengambil contoh, inilah antara yang dialami oleh dua penjawat tinggi kerajaan setiap kali menyambut Aidilfitri.
Seorang berpangkat satu bintang yang menaungi ribuan anggota dan seorang lagi sangat berkuasa di jabatannya.
Tetapi kuasa dan aura di pejabat tidak mampu mengekang emosi Aidilfitri sang isteri. Tahun ini mereka tetap pulang ke kampung isteri, sama seperti tahun lalu.
Kepada perempuan, mereka sentiasa ada alasan. Kepada lelaki, mereka sentiasa mengalah. from nuranilelaki@yahoo.com

Saya rase.... sy sangat sokong! Sy punya ramai saudara mara begini. Alasan - Ibu takde sape nak tolong.. walhal adik beradik ramai perempuan... atau isteri anak sulung, kena beralah...
"Mcm sy, tahun ini balik kg saya dulu sbb dah alang2... keluarga belah suami pula tak tentu balik kampung atau tidak... kerana itulah balik kampung saya dulu... jangan salah sangka ya!" Tahun depan, kalo ibu mertuaku bilang "tak balik batu gajah, so sy balik uma die di Subang then kami pergi ke N9 utk beraya... tak akan balik ke Perak!" kan senang mcm tue... Tapi kalo balik Perak, mungkin tak lama di rumah mertua sbb tahun ini dah almost 4hr di rumah mertua.. cukup2 lah!

What's New with Concerts in Malaysia? Part 1

2009-09-28T11:06:00.000+08:00

Since 1996, when MJ first come to Malaysia, the government gives him T&C of "not to grab your crotch" while doing your dance n MJ followed the rules. Eversince, everyone from the Hollywood are keen to do concerts in Malaysia. Not because of not to crotch grabbing of course but how excited to have people who never knew about Malaysia at all. I know sometime before MJ, NKOTB, The Linear, Tommy Page has come to Malaysia. Well, I remember those cuz I went with my sisters and cousins! hahah Those days!

Pussy Cat Dolls, Alicia Keys, Mariah Carey, Gwen Stefani, Black Eye Peas has made it. Pussycat Dolls has made mistakes by not wearing undies while performing and can see their "puss under the umbrella" and therefore, Malaysian Governments decided no more Women Performances or they can come but under the Term & Conditions. Here, I would like to express my dissatisfaction on that Stupid T&C!

1st of all, Its that stupid PUSSYCAT DOLLS who came without undies (maybe Malaysia is too HOT for undies) so they decided to not to wear em but our sponsors are quite stupid too! You told PCD that you will be doing the concert at the Water Theme Park (this happen in Sunway Lagoon) so I do think PCD has wet their undies with swimming before d concerts...

2nd thing, I went to Mariah Carey's, 1st BEP concert in Bukit Kiara, and Alicia Keys in Merdeka Stadium. Okay Okay... Not all I went cuz im not Daughter of Billionaire whom my dad can just close eyes to give free tix! hahaha! Btw, you must be wondering, what the heck am I only mentioning all WOMAN? Go to 3rd..

3rdly, I am totally pissed with our GOVERNMENTS! Give such a strict rules to those women who wanted to do show and BEYONCE was upset because "we didnt allow her to be here cuz she's too hot for Malaysia". BUT WHY DONT YOU GIVE TERMS AND CONDITIONS TO THOSE WHO WENT FOR THEIR CONCERTS!? I went to these concerts and knew that the T&C given by the governments, but I laugh all the way at the concerts!

Mariah Carey was totally nice... She wore pink barbie t-shirt and jeans... I know she aint comfortable but what to do, ITS THE RULE!! So what about the environments? Does the government care? NOOOO! As long the IDOL have to becareful with what they are wearing.

LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING. THOSE WHO CAME FOR THE CONCERTS ARE MORE SEXIER THAN THE IDOL ITSELF! At Carey's concert, some fans wearing tube (braless) and mini skirt and even Mini Dress to watch her concert! The government should do T&C for those who is going... Let say "All should wear long sleeve and long pants or skirts to watch"... NO MATTER MUSLIMS OR NOT! Cuz "to respect others is to show others how you respects" right?

I think Carey has told Beyonce "I do think its ok for you to wear sexy cuz the FANS all are sexier than I am!". Thats my assumption yo! I dont think they talked but who knows ya! They might have morning coffee together and stuff. Malaysia is not MUSLIM country but We're populated by MUSLIMS here!

I would like to continue further but Im dizzy right now... will meet you in part 2...

Sorry for being over react

2009-09-23T10:20:00.002+08:00

Dear love,
I'm sorry for what I've said,
I didn't expect us to be like that,
I still love you and still in need,
I know I have gone too far,
seriously I didnt mean to hurt you,

Dear Love,
You are my sunshine,
You are my moon,
if you are gone,
I dont think I can live,
I wish you not to leave me,
As I still in need

Dear Love,
Sorry for the jealousy,
It hurts me a lot to see it,
I need to say it,
I didnt expect that time,
only Me in your mind,

Dear love,
I know I am over react,
but love, I need you,
I cant bear to see you
in other woman's arm,
Its enough to see it before,
I hope you understand.

Dear Love,
I know we're tied,
but you have another three,
3 empty spaces can be filled,
That's why I am worried,
and That's why I over react...

Dear Love,
I am sorry again,
If I hurt you everyday,
I know Im over,
but Over means I love,

papa, I miss you... I love you till death do us part.

What's New With Hari Raya?

2009-09-18T10:37:00.000+08:00

To all my Muslim friends,

I would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin or Happy Eid Fitri and Sorry if I hurt you spiritually or psychically!
Those who hates me, please do keep hating me. I kinda like it now!
Those who loves me, thank you soo much for giving so much love!!

I would like to share stories on Hari Raya :-

This is my first time of everything!
This Ramadhan is the first with me and husband. (tiring but fun. As usual, NO LONG sleep!)
This Raya will be the first with my Husband. So much loves and SO MUCH duit raya from him :)
This Raya will be the first we fight which house to raya (obviously I won) hahaha
This Raya will be the first we have to give Double Duit Raya
This Raya will be the first we drive to our Kampung (hometown yo!)
This Raya will be the saddest raya cuz I cant hangout long with my Family (grr)
This Raya will be the most tiring Raya because I'm going to three different parts of Perak (Ulu Kinta, Batu Gajah and Taiping) and will drive from North to South for my father's side... Tired!!!
This Raya will be the most happening raya cuz I have bigger family to share with
This Raya will be the most crazy raya cuz one of my childhood friend is flying off to UK on 2nd day of raya.
This Raya will be the most annoying raya cuz I might have to hear stories that I don't wanna hear and questions that I dont wish to hear! "Y u dont have any baby?", "Dont u afraid that people might say u're infertile?" ....Damn! Leave me alone!
This Raya I might have Open house.. So Waits for the Invites!!

and

This Raya will not be the same my Raya Before...

I WANT DUIT RAYA!! NO DUIT RAYA FOR ME STARTING FROM THIS YEAR!! NOOOOOO

Selamat Hari Raya Again dan Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

What's New with Lucky Week ?

2009-09-17T14:07:00.000+08:00

This week I am sooo soooo sooooooo sooooooooo sooooooooooooooo LUCKY!

Yesterday, received a sms from DIGI and they said they have reserved one tix for me to their concert... 16/09/09

Today... I received GET BLACK EYE PEAS T-SHIRT AND MEET+GREET PASSES FOR 25TH OCT 09 FROM DIGI!! I WILL MEET THEM ON 25TH SEPT!!!-17/09/09! I havent got the passes yet but any updates, I will let you know like how many will I get, when is it, where to pick and all and who will be following me! Obviously if for two, it will be me n hubby la.. if more than 2, you have to BID for it! hahaha Wuuuuhuuuu! .... I LOVEEE DG! hahaha

i think DG knew that I wanna change network, so they keep on giving so that I will stick.. i'll consider that! hahaha Yay!! yay!!

OMG!!I just remembered! I need to borrow camera people!! Camera!! No wait.. I have phone camera... noo I wanna borrow camera!! Pls!! Pls!! I'll send your regards to them..

Yahoooooooo!!! BEP yo! BEP!!Cant wait to hug2 FERGIE! aaaa! Fainted... I shouted in the office and almost fainted to see the msg!

Lagu Pengecut

2009-09-16T12:54:00.001+08:00

Kenapa aku buat lagu ini dalam bahasa melayu? Sbb aku rase pengintip tetap aku tu adalah orang melayu yang tak paham bahasa Inggeris.. Ops sorry... ops Maaf! Faham ke sorry tue apa? tak faham? tak faham lagu coward chicken song? TU maksudnya pengecut ayam! skang ni... amek lagu bahasa melayu incase ko bodoh...or memang ko lagi bodoh ... kot?

Malay version

Aku tak faham
mengapa diriku diintip
aku bukannya Siti Nurhaliza
ataupun Mawi

Semua dengki denganku
terutama si komentator yang
agak pengecut dalam blog ku
kasihanilah dirinya
kerana aku rasa aku tau
dia mahukan suami aku
tapi malangnya
suami aku menolaknya
kerana dia terlalu hodoh dan jijik!

*kau seorang pengecut
kau seorang p**dan
kau seorang loser yang hanya berani
meluahkan perasaan melalui komennya
aku tahu kau keji dan jijik
dan aku jamin
tempat barumu
adalah Neraka Jahanam!

aku sangka Syaitan itu jahat
tak sangka kau lebih teruk dari Iblis
Iblis pon menangis melihat kau
kerana kau lebih kejam darinya

sungguh aku tak sangka
hidupku bagaikan selebriti
selebriti pon tak macamku
diintip sentiasa

*chorus repeat

Music

*chorus repeat

Kau mahukan aku mati
Aku tahu kenapa
kau mahukan suami aku
jika benar marah padaku
silalah beli kayu besbol
dan pukul katilmu sendiri.

chorus *

sudah-sudahlah
hari raya waktu bermaafan
kau yang minta bermusuh
tidak mengapalah

kau memang SAH
TINGGAL DI NERAKA KELAK
aku doakan kau sentiasa
bahagia hidup bersama syaitan dan iblis

Sekian, aku sentiasa terima benci kau...
hanya tuhan sahaja yang tau...

Coward Chicken Songs

2009-09-16T12:46:00.001+08:00

Since I have unknown mucha fakar (m*th*rf*c*e*) who stalking me through internet... which is soo soo cowardly.. maybe she/he aint got p**sy or d*ckhead... or maybe ITS a shemale...so for you mucha fakar... this is your fakar songs...

Coward Fakar

I dont know why
I think my life is worst than celebrities
in the office someone stalking me
and someone is stalking me through the web

Its better being celebrities
as everyone wanna know about me
cuz for sure I'll be in fame
and I know
you might wanna know
how was my sex last nite

*i still dont get it
why you need to hunt me down
im no value to you
it is because you are so jealous
or because you want my hubby
but he totally rejected you

*poor you
guys rejected you
even lesbians runs away
what a sucks life you have
im glad that Im me
where every1 likes me!

I do have some shit attitude
but people remembers my greatest
that's why they love me
instead of loving you
pity you but you dont deserve
even a shit!

i have no idea who the heck you are
or what the heck you want from me
as you are so coward into showing
the true you

sorry for being frank
u totally a pussy
if you are a guy
or a dickhead
if you are a girl
cuz you only dare to fight
through my lovely blog

chorus*

Na na na na na na

Everyday thinking of you
making me laugh
cuz as you suck being a human
I have imagine,
how is your life if you are a donkey
for sure your caretaker
regrets taking you as their pet

*chorus

Its funny how you wanted me to die
I do hope I die faster
so I have less sin than you do
cuz for now Im sure
you are totally wanted in hell

too bad I dont know you
too bad I dont even wanna know you
cuz looking to that fugly face
its makes me wanna laugh my ass of

*chorus till fade

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Raya Song

2009-09-16T11:07:00.001+08:00

I will try to create my own raya Song.. Enjoy!

Bebas Fitnah

sebulan berpuasa
menahan lapar dan dahaga
bahkan mata dan telinga juga
menghindari umpatan dan fitnah durjana

sedar tak sedar,
ramadhan telah pergi
kini tibanya syawal
hari muliaaa

*oh gembira rasa hati
dapat pulang ke kampung halaman
berjumpa rakan sepermainan
mengibau kenangan

maaf bermaafan
menjadi amalan
hidangan kuih muih yang enak
serta lemang dan rendang

segala prasangka
haruslah dihindarkan
segala benci dan duka
haruslah dilupakan

chorus *

kita hidup didunia
tidaklah selamanya
janganlah alpa menunaikan
rukun Islam keempat

chorus *

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090909 - whats special?

2009-09-09T14:07:00.000+08:00

My Chatting friend has captured the best of the 090909 where we cant get it... unless you can stay alive another 1,000 years. (I dont wish to be alive till that time though... i will never remember no one! the best part... I will never get a chance to re-married again.. for sure my husband will be dead by then.. hahaha

btw, here's the link! calendar 09 Sept 2009 = 090909 at 09:09:09 am... she said she will try tonite.. but tonite it wont be that special cuz 2109! this you can do another 100 years of time.. 21-09-2109 at 21:09:21:09...

enjoy watching 090909 at 090909am !

What's New With Anniversary?

2009-09-08T09:18:00.003+08:00

Today, my memory reverts! This is the day 5 years ago in 2004 when I was officially proposed by my hubby. Actually, my proposal starts on this 08/09/04.

07/09/04, I was frustrated when I know my ex bf is having an affair to another woman. It breaks my heart. I have done some stupid things with the most stupidest person on earth which I wont mention any names.. someone might spying on me...

I was hung over, woke up at 10am at the stupidest person's home, got recalled what happened last nite, then called my ex and quarrel again... I lost faith on guys and hated them.. swear to myself, starting today, I will treat guys like rubbish!

then, I went back home around 2pm. I told my mum "dont disturb me, heart breaking moments". and my mom dont even bother.. haha (lame!) Then after Maghrib Prayer, I start smsing all the guys in my hp except my hubby... I wanna to do some trick n treat haha... Suddenly, out of the blue my husband smsed me.

"Sudikah Wati menjadi teman hidup Ahzam selama-lamanya?" at 2150hrs (9:50pm)

I was like (@-@)!! The heck!? hmm.. I loved him from the beginning but cuz I was frustrated to the maximum, I said to myself "i'll accept! but no more giving all out!"

So I was so egoistic at the first place till I cheated on him. Sorry babe... around 2-3 months later, I accidentally tell him what has happen, he was frustrated and mad and tell me "my love to u, will never be the same as how I treated you this 2-3 months.." I tell you.. he's damn romantic for the 1st three months, then when he knew, he is never the same..

I regretted and keep in my heart, "No Other guys will be with me! Only Him and Him!". Of course, in relationship there is up n down, and I do admit, he has done some stupid things too and I have rejected few guys which comes with varieties of wealth, educated and quite handsome... just cuz I can see he's the one for me.

But with Allah's blessing, I am happily married to him now.

Sayang, I hope our love will be together forever. I love you so much...

Cinta kita takkan pudar untuk selamanya dan kaulah satu-satunya cinta hati ku sayang. I love you.

Gossiping about In Laws with Friends

2009-09-01T10:44:00.007+08:00

I got to admit, i don't have good camera/ a camera to share or spice up my stories but at least I share stories with you. Some will say, you should write an essay since you make it very long, but who cares? Is good aint it?

Btw, both of us has bunch of friends who has been married either before or after us but then, when we reunite, we all shared stories especially about in laws. Its funny when we realize time flies so fast till we dont really wanna admit we're married... It does seems like we're just in our primary's time... How I missed it being a kid so much!!

So, Last weekend was the longest I had but I do feel like I need another 2 weeks hahah Lame! On Friday nite, I called one of my best buddies cuz she need help on wedding tips a.k.a what to prepare, comparison of $$ and stuff. We had the longest talk but its cool. Now, she knows what I have gone through `fore the wedding. She is one among the person who against my marriage before but now she also have almost the same problem... But what past is past. As a friend I shall give advice, not to stab her back. Rite?

Then, I met my old long friend (ex-schoolmates) while I was shopping around. She told me the sad stories of her. But I cant talk long cuz I have my cousin along but we managed to gossip about our marriage life. :)) I thought I got the worst in law (not my M.I.L, she loves me but my bro in law's wife! whom is very the F******* lazy!) She got even worst in laws ever! Worst! Babeh! Worst! She is married to some guy who is the youngest in the family. She stayed with her mother in law for a year and been married for two years. She has gone twice of miscarriage due to stress. If she is sick, she wasnt allow to rest... She has to do house chores while having her illness!! What a total sucker M.I.L right?! Well It does sucks.

Another friend whom I talked on the phone with is a friend who kinda married to the guy she wasn't really deeply in love with cuz that guy have some bad attitude. Apparently the husband is the mommy's fave boy cuz he's the only boy, (which I don't recommend you to married one of them). One time, she fought with the husband cuz her husband didnt acknowledge her what time he will come home and she waited for quite sometimes, and my friend chase him out from the house. This is because my friend was damn sick so thats why she pissed off. She better be single rather than having a husband if that so! Then the M.I.L heard from the husband (curious what he has told the mother), the mom comes to the house, scolded my friend for nothing and backing up the husband summore. How toot toot she is right? Before they were married too, my friend told me the husband once almost hit/slaps her in front of his parents, and the mother didnt say anything! The mother even blame my friend for it and said she deserve it? How idiotic is that woman!? Sorry, I have to tell the truth, M.I.L can be somehow tuut tuut but that is too much! What is her feeling if her own husband slaps her and kick her!? She would file the divorce right? My friend wasn't married yet at that time you know..YET TO BE MARRIED!

Another friend of mine, she told me her M.I.L was horrible and I did see how horrible her M.I.L was. Scary... I even told my friend directly at the back of her M.I.L while she was there, "If I ever got this kind of M.I.L, definitely I will never ever think to marry my husband at first place regardless how much he loves me and will do anything including swim through the fire or jump from the sky and do formation of "Please Say I Do"... I seriously will dump him! I rather married to an orphanage. But after 2 years has been married with the second child is coming this November, she told me her M.I.L has become nicer and nicer. This is because at first, MIL favors the 1st D.I.L and 1st class treatment was given but the D.I.L havent got any child after years of marriages, she slowly hates her and loves my friend better cuz she's fertile. I think the 1st DIL now is having trouble with the husband too and the MIL asked him to marry other woman cuz that woman is infertile.. how rude that is right?

Well, do not feel terrified with the stories. I'm just sharing this with all of you cuz you are all my friends regardless if you are a stranger or psycho-maniac or what.

To make you feel better, check this out. One funny ad in the TV now about 1malaysiaproton... This trios, Dato David Arumugam, Afdlin Shauki and Ho YuHang he asked something like this. I cant remember the lines but its funny if you have saw it. "Uncle, how do you feel when we're invaded by the British? Im sure its terrified. Tell us the story la!". The uncle said "Easy! You combined with the wife and her mother, then you know."... something like that. That's how terrified on the guy side... Check it here! under kuih muih. Very very funny!

For girls, dont be afraid to get married. Married is the way of growing up and without these challenge, it would not be fun at all! Seriously, having all this challenges are fun. I complaints about it but I do thank to Allah cuz he has given me the good lessons on earth. Be Good and you will be paid better.

Seriously, my bro in law's sister hated me and tried to be me (seriously whatever Im wearing and MIL praises me, the next day she will buy the same outfit!), but she cant beat me in the cooking and helping side! At least I know how to cook and cleans! I even helpful when it comes to buying groceries cuz I dont have to wait for my hubby to drive me there... I can go by myself! She lose again! She have a license but she said with proudly face "i will only drive my own car..." Hello! Once a loser always a loser... Loser! Moron! Whatever! Talk to the hand!

She knows how to be charming (with the fake smiles and stuff) but my MIL didnt buy at all. Seriously my MIL hated me when she get to know me bit by bit but now, she said "although Wawa have the bad bad laser fucking mouth, she's handy when anyone needed help but on L, she's nice cuz she didnt talk that much but her laziness is making me less liking her... " I've told you, dont hate me if you dont know me that much! My FIL said to me, "your dad said you never cook and now you wanna cook? Sorry, I wont eat your food...". So I helped out my MIL and cooked chicken curry her style, he couldn't differentiate who's cooking was it. Hahaha The other day, when I wasnt around, L cooked and I tell you, my MIL told me the fish was tearing apart and it does look like cat's food and my FIL dont bother to eat it. At last, my 3rd brother in law cooked spaghetti for the whole house. See? Allah gives you brain! Use it moron! Use! I win again! hahaha

So, girls! Remember, when this things happen, find your INITIATIVES to win your MIL's heart. Dont bother about your SIL cuz they just pain in the ASS! Full stop! hahah

Till we meet again, SALAM!

What's new with Friends?

2009-08-26T10:48:00.003+08:00

Friends?
What is that?

Definition of friends from the dictionary.com as following :-

–noun

1.	a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.

2.	a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.

3.	a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?

4.	a member of the same nation, party, etc.

5.	(initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker.

–verb (used with object)

6.	Rare. to befriend.

—Idiom

7.	make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.

Origin:
bef. 900; ME friend, frend, OE frēond friend, lover, relative (c. OS friund, OHG friunt (G Freund), Goth frijōnds), orig. prp. of frēogan, c. Goth frijōn to love

Related forms:

friendless, adjective

friend⋅less⋅ness, noun

Synonyms:
1. comrade, chum, crony, confidant. See acquaintance. 2. backer, advocate. 4. ally, associate, confrere, compatriot.

Antonyms:
1, 4. enemy, foe.

A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

tr.v. friend·ed, friend·ing, friends

To add (someone) as a friend on a social networking website.
Archaic To befriend.

So... think about it :) What friends are for...

To all my friends, especially Liyana, Tasneem, Nadirah, Ariana, Nadia, Ain, Nabila, Ama, Fatin and Yana you guys rock! The rest whom I didnt mention, dont feel bad. You are still my friends, just these are the people whom I can make waterfall into their shoulder.

What's New with Asam Garam Life After marriage?

2009-08-24T09:40:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone! We're back!

Alhamdulilah, it has been 8 months we're both being together and forever... la la laaaa
This is my first time celebrating Ramadhan and Raya as a wife :) and I am loving every minutes of it but I'm tired last Sat and Sun... wanna know why? My mother in law were having an operation last Wednesday 19th Aug 2009, so she came back from hospital on the Friday evening around 6pm like that.. Pity her cuz she cant move that much but she's very energetic... So she ask me and the 1st sis in law to cook. I did ... Masak lemak cili api ikan kembung...

So at nite, I was flat cuz it's tooo tiring.... Then wakeup for Sahur... I saw my 2nd sister in law (who is damn lazy) watching TV while doing some paper cutting which I dont even know what it is for, doing nothing at all for Sahur.. Then my mother in law said "Wawa, pls heat the left overs and cook something like eggs for them..." So I am doing all thing.. you know what my 2nd in law did? she just heard what my mother in law talking to me... giving some direction then she's decided to be nice...

"mamy mamy, nak L buat apa?" hello! You shall do it like since 4.30am just now okay! Then when everybody was awake, I saw one of my bro in laws havnt woke up.. when I asked her... she said "He already ate... so ignore him..." I did.. Till the next day, on Sat evening, I'm helping out again my mother in law to cook Bubur Pedas (sarawakian porridge) you know what my bro in law who I didnt awake him for said, "The heck you guys never even knock on my door.. I didnt ate a thing..." Damn! Stupid L! Damn lazy.. I wouldnt ask her anything anymore man! Damn lazy! She's damn afraid I asked her to awake my brother in law, so she said "he's eaten already.." I would have gone to wake him myself.. Damn lazy!

Then the next day, I decided, I will wake up damn late for her to do work.. but then Allah just wanna test me... my mother in law cant sleep and she's do all the working.. and you know what she ( the sis in law) did? NOTHING! Didnt help anything at all! Doesnt she got any feeling that my in law is DAMN SICK?! I though I was the most laziest person on the earth but she's ten time worst than I am! Even to fried the damn egg she's waiting for my mother in law to do it!! Damn ~!@#$$%^&*()_++_)((&^$# Damn!

On Sunday, I was damn tired. After I send my hubby to work, I do house chores after I saw my mom in law sweeping the floor.. I offered my hand cuz while she was doing it, she said "sakitnya.. sakitnya.." so I dont wanna make her more sakit and being scold by my big brother in Law so I sweep... Imagine ya... only living room... I got the like full of the shovel (penyodok)! How dirty... My mother in law was saying "its been a week im not around and no body does anything..." Damn! Make me more pissed! WHAT'S THE USE OF HAVING A WOMAN TO LESSEN THE BURDEN OF MY MOTHER IN LAW THAN HAVING NONE? I rather she never existed... She's damn pemalas!!!

Then, I went to groceries shopping with my mother in law til about 4pm, then quickly get back home to cook Laksa Penang... my body was shouting..."rest! rest! rest! It's Sunday and you shall rest!"... But how could I rest? After cooking, only she came back from work... and you know what? She just went to kitchen and said "Wow! Laksa! Sedap! She supposed to be back at home 5... but never be home... she came around 6.30.. with the excuse of "going to bazaar ramadhan.." Hello! If you are damn lazy, just fckn said it.. I wonder how the 4 days without me in the house.. poor mother in law... if she had to do the cooking and cleaning... I think I have to find some mechanism to help her.. Or even scold that stupid woman! Damn.. she complaint before when we went to one of our aunties house in Perak and said "oh gosh! damn dirty!" but I bet, she's worst.. cuz mother in law told me her house back in t'ganu is as worst as the aunty's house...

Problem is, she's a Scorpio... born in 1982... have almost similar name as me (wati at the back) and have almost the same surname (mohammad) but her attitude is pissing me off. She humiliate the Scorpions man! Serious sheet! People said Im cruel.. but I think she's even more cruel.. My mother in law once scolded her but she only changed a bit... but then she kept continue doing the same as before.. My MIL has tired of speaking and the husband also is the sensitive type... once my MIL scolded her, the husband said "if u hate us, we will go.. But u have to remember, I gave you more money than everyone else!!" The heck!? U think money can solve? I dont wanna imagine if my MIL was gone, I think the house will never be a house anymore.. Trust me! I can see the vision.. She's the type my mother in law called "pompuan x makan saman!" where she dont bother about things...

Girls, if you are staying over people's house especially in laws, you shall never be lazy or be urself... I know its better being real than hypocrite but as a person who has grown up, FOR GOD SAKE! Be a human! You are married, you supposed to be showing the good thing/attitudes in front of your in laws... n the husband must be aware that your wife is lazy! Scold your wife! Not because your wife is damn fierce, you decide, let her be! I bet you, your marriage wont last as you as a guy one day suddenly will meet with a lady who are damn light handed and you regret having a lazy wife!!
Open up your freaking eyes man! If you are staying in your god damn house, you can be whatever u like.. but dont be such a lazy bum bum if you are at your in laws man.. Even if ur mother in law said "oo dont bother..just watched the tv..." Insist to do! Dont make her do things.. she supposed to be relax man! Not doing works for you!

Hah! I have to calm down... Deep breath...

What's New with MTV World Stage Mosh Pitt?

2009-08-18T09:48:00.003+08:00

Yeah Yeah!

You heard me! MTV World Stage Mosh Pitt Passes! How damn lucky I am right! Thanks to Fly Fm Malaysia's Hottest Music for giving me those opportunities to win it! Actually I was sms-ing around for fun and I didn't expect to win. Yay! This is actually special thanks to Sarah Atiqah my standard 4 to 6 best friend... Actually long stories how we didnt become best friend. She's in other class and we're far apart... But I do feel great that we made up till now! Yay! Btw, she's the one who asking me to get those tix and yeah We did it!

we get there by 4.30 after picking up hubby at work and get in the line for Mosh Pitters. So while waiting for Cheda (backup plan after one of my good buddies cant make it), so we queue in the line near Pyramid Tower Hotel.

We got in by 5.30 (it's very raining day) and we got the (MTV poncho - baju hujan) and we got free drinks too yay!. First when we came in, these 5 MTV VJ's are there, Shawn, Teya, Denice, Andy and Utt (hot!) and introducing themselves with very cute way. Then suddenly there is one dude we dont even know who he is showing up wearing MJ style and start singing. His name is Ikhwa? I dont even know who the heck is he..

Then Estranged and it was funny because all being possessed by their songs and some stupid people were pushing each other and obviously I was in the front row they wanna go there and start pushing. So what did I do? I pushed them back... My husband was dizzy because he's not use to be in the crowds so he was the one who said "Mama! behave!" To tell the truth, I was sick on the day and start wearing mask and stuff haha...

After Estranged, it was Boys Like Girls, then Maghrib break, then Ray Gun then Pixie Lott! When Pixie Lot was performing, I was 1/2 fainted. So we managed to get out from the pitt and get some drinks that is holly expensive! rm5 for each!

While we're drinking, I saw Ray Gun's singer RayGun was there and damn! Tak sempat kejar man! hahah Then we went back when we heard "Give it up to Hoobastank!!" we run like shit...

Then After Hoobastank, we went to the drinking Area again to meet up with Sarah as we lost her after Estranged... cuz she's petite and she squeezing in to people while I have my baby beside me.. so how the heck you see... My husband hates crowds and I shall know I shouldnt bring him at the first place but at least I have a guy to go with ya know...

Then The All American Reject Appearing! Yay! I got their guitar Pick!! I'll load pictures later but yay! It was not expected cuz we're all like dreaming and suddenly I saw something flying and step on Cheda's foot. I know it supposed to be hers but I saw that thing flying first. but poor her you know, her head got hit by the posters given by the VJ's and Fly Fm's announcers...

After AAR, we are all tired but cuz Sarah wants to hear the Kasabians, we do wait for it although I only know one of the songs only, FIRE haha so we managed to get the first row but sadly, none of them coming to the front gate... we're waiting for the moment but in our dream...

and finished around 12 something and they are having the post party but of course I didnt get that passes...

But dont forget to watch it in MTV Astro 713 on 28th August 2009 at 9pm onwards for further excitement!! Watch it because it was damn cool! Watching it in the TV may be not as fun as what I see but you shall check out Boys Like Girls, Pixie Lott, Raygun, and AAR! they were awesomeness.... Estranged was great and Kasabians .... oklah! At least I enjoyed AAR the most la but so sad the song Move Along is not there.. :(

Anyway, Happy Ramadhan to all and wishes you the best of Ramadhan this year!

Annoying Song for the Stalker Bitch!

2009-08-14T10:39:00.004+08:00

This song is dedicated to some stalker in the house! Yeah you bitch! Who? I wont mention name but you know who you are biatch!!

I dont know why
I think you are annoying
keep stalking me
wanna know what I am doing
Wanna know what I said
so that you can complaint
Sometimes I wanna think
Are you a lesbian?
so far I know you have 4 kiddo
but why keep stalking me?

I wish I dont be like Rihanna
where one girl said te amo to her
making me freak out when thinking about it
you keep your door open
so I think you are stalking me

Chorus
Ever since you got promotion
your door never close
ever since you complaint bout me
your door never close
Are you a stalker
are you a stalker
what I know you are annoying
annoying bitch that I cant stand off!

This song may annoys you
but wanna you to know how I hated you
ever since the complaint
i realized that you are into me
No one care about me before
even my parents dont give a shit
but I never knew someone who is a stranger
keep on stalking me
whatever I do and talk
You always complaint...
Complain not to one but everyone
including the boss

Chorus
Ever since you got promotion
your door never close
ever since you complaint bout me
your door never close
Are you a stalker
are you a stalker
what I know you are annoying
annoying bitch that I cant stand off!

Im younger than you are
but your attitude is slightly 4 years old
I dont understand actually you are vice versa
I know you suck being a homo-sapience
that's why all your maid run away
either its your attitude
or its because you are a stalker

covering up is not enough
i know what you are up too
stupid lil things you make it big
jeopardizing my work
killing me deeply in the heart
making my life miserable
its all because of you
I had enough of you
I wish I can sack you
but what can I do
im just a secretary

Chorus
Ever since you got promotion
your door never close
ever since you complaint bout me
your door never close
Are you a stalker
are you a stalker
what I know you are annoying
annoying bitch that I cant stand off!

seriously are you a lesbian?
the way you stalking me quite scary
before you never keep your door open
now you making it wider
so that you could listen to me
and see what am i doing
so you could complaint to boss
I dont understand
why you need to mind my business
arent you supposed to care bout you?

Chorus
Ever since you got promotion
your door never close
ever since you complaint bout me
your door never close
Are you a stalker
are you a stalker
what I know you are annoying
annoying bitch that I cant stand off!

Annoying
Annoying
Annoying Stalker Bitch!!!

Thank you! Thank You! (I think I shall ask Missy Elliot to sing it for me baby!) hahah